Random talk session 290: fandom life

hello diary... today is 12/6/2017

erm, i wrote this post. like a week or something ago lol but i hav no proper internet, so i didnt post it.. so here it is..

Part 1:

The time that i really become a fangirl, was, actually during 2007 lol that was 10 years ago. It started after i watched nobuta no produce. I was strangely attracted to the character called akira lol and of course,i had to search him on the internet. And that was how i become a news fangirl. Omg i was such a devoted fangirl, for like, 3 years i think. After that, i guess i got kinda bore coz thy like dont hav any activities for so long. And then 2011, my fandom life not so much, coz i started working.

Phase 2, year 2012. Curious of the catchy song i heard from the radio, i went to YouTube. And boom, i m suddenly a Directioner lmao. Yes, one direction. I was a full blown fangirl again, i bought magazines that hav their posters lmao

Phase 3, i think 2014? I was watchin anime again, and kinda miss the seiyuu fandom. I was in the seiyuu fandom from 2008 but not in the hardcore way lmao .. So.. Yeah.. Gradually losing feels as a Directioner, i become a seiyuu fan again.. Shimono hiro, nakamura yuuichi, those were my bias lmao, but then i watched maji love live, and saw how cute suzu was.. And, suddenly i become a full fledged suzu fan lmao i was a fan to the point that i was willing to travel abroad to catch him live. If it wasn’t for my intense fangirl feelings, there was no way i would travel coz i really hate going to new places.. After that, i kinda focus on seiyuu only.. Until.. One day..

Phase 4.. This year, 2017. There was this meme i would do every year, and every year i be like, “i m too old for fandom, i m not falling for any fandom again damn it” and then.. I just have to watch high and low drama. Gun-chan, sandaime, omigun. To be honest, i am really, really, really tired of jpop idols lmao i was a seiyuu fangirls. I was enthralled by voices. More over, my biases are 40 years and above lmao. With that kinda mind set, i still manage to get suck in to a new (idol) fandom. That was like 3 months ago. I gave the sandaime fandom a month lmao kinda bull eye on that, bcoz of their lack of activities i kinda lost interest in them too. Until… Freakin generations. Like, curse my life. Why. Why. Why. I hate myself for feeling this way. They are kinda very active nowadays, so they fuel my fandom engine lmao i m so obsessed now like seriously.. I can even say i like them better than sandaime? (even though i say i m more of a sandaime fan)
Ok, that was a little history on my fandom. But actually tat was not the thing i wanted to talk about when i start this post lmao.

part 2:

Insignificant
All of the exile tribe members actually (except the high and low casts) lol
After finishing high and low, of course i had to watch all the promotions and interviews. And, the music.video, specifically, higher ground pv. since i was still a noob, only the characters from high and low were matter to me lmao. Also, when i watch shabekuri 007, to me, alan was only known as the person that look at the mirror 100 times a day, and also the person that kept tidy gun’s shoes lmao 

i think he kinda looks weird? Lmao no wonder, he was actually half Filipino. He got a very distinctive feature.. And that jawline 😱. And as for reo, the bratty kid that gun has known since he(reo) was 10 years old..

My first impression, he looks so much like korean.. The same thing i thought watching him in the drama and the higher ground pv

but now he has become such important thing in my life T.T i love him so much.. i want him to be my son.. not husband, not lover, not boyfriend. i want him as my son. bcoz a parents love is much more, how to say, more value?? love towards your family is eternal. i believe in that.. that is why i want him to be my son lol.. my current bias is actually alan, but he is someone i enjoy to fangirl at lol i feel like i m not  making any sense lol but yeah.. lol

i think that is all for today! bye bye~

Random talk 286: obsession talk, (gun-chan, omi, takahiro, keiji)

hello diary. today is 11th april 2017

so, i m still in 3jsb mood lol omi and gunchan especially.. so, i wanna talk about them, before this feeling goes away in a few months? lol so short? i really hope i will get over this obsession quickly, coz i really cant handle this intense feelin. 

anyway, firstly, i wanna talk about iwata takanori aka gun-chan. like i said in the previous post, i saw him in high & low drama, and didnt feel a thing for him lol i guess his character, cobra is cool and all, but i didnt feel him at all lol... i even like chiharu more among the sannoh rengokai group lol  also, one thing about him, his voice was too low,, i was like, "dude, why are your voice so low??? pls talk normally i kno u dun sounds like that in real life" lol i cant seem to like him at all even after watching season 2 and the movie. it was only after i watch high & low interviews/promotion and watch him not being cobra, i begun to like him. he looks so freakin good wit black hair and damn he got a clean and fresh face too lol and he's such a good dancer, and that was when i fell in love lol damn tis guy manage to capture my heart! i mean, to be honest i really dun want to get obsessed on any idol anymore. it is so exhausting and ughhh being a fangirl is so tiring ok. anime character is the only exception.i dun mind fangirling an anime character, but when it is a real person, i will always hav this feeling of want to see them wit my own eyes! i want to scream my hearts out at him!! he makes me happy, and yet he makes me sad. you feel me?? i hate him for making me feel this way. aiii i m so hopeless..  so, i wanted to watch more of him, so i check out his group, called the sandaime j soul brothers. and then. i just hav to freakin like his bandmate, tosaka hiroomi. omi, 

yes, next, omi. i dun even remember when i begun to like him?? i think becoz he was always in the videos i were watching for gun-chan?? i think?? i dunno, i feel like that is not the reason? lol i dun remember..  for my first encounter, also in high&low series, he is hiroto, one of the amamiya brothers. i remember my first impression of that character though lol like, i dislike him. lol hate is such a strong word to use lol anyway yeah, i dun like him the very first time  he appeared. why? becoz he looks so much like a kpop star lol i was like, reading the comments, and people are like, "wow hiroto is so handsome!!!" and i was like "seriously people??? what so good about him?? i bet people only like him just bcoz he looks like a kpop star" lol i dont get his popularity at all.. even after watching few of j soul brothers videos i was like.. erm.. no. i think i actually like him after watching videos of him wit takahiro?? i think i like takahiro first before him lol so, i was like, erm, this guy (takahiro) is cute, i might as well watch more videos of him.. and coincidentally, omi also appears a lot with him.. ? i think after watching him in videos wit gun-chan and takahiro, my heart slowly opens for him too lolol especially now that i can hear his singing voice i m like ughhh i want to die!!! ughhh omiiii why u so cute and handsome!!! lol like seriously, i feel like i like tis guy more than gun-chan now lol omg 

ok next..  for the rest of the member, elly, naoto, naoki, kenjirou and ryuji. i m still not feeling them lol coz my head is kinda fill wit omi and gun-chan right now lol anyway, i can say ryuji is on his way actually lol.. one thing i need to say, about ryuji, damn, i really like his voice, and i mean, speaking voice, not his singing voice. i m saying this, as a seiyuu fan. i have a thing with "voice" ok,  and damn, i need to say this again, i really love ryuji's speaking voice!! i love gun-chan and omi. but their voice is something i consider, normal,just the usual, like nothing special. but ryuji. even before knowing him, i was like, "what is wit that voice...wow" he shud do voice acting job in the future lol i dont think he will though lol erm, also others... elly.. he's a very creative person, he choreograph most of the dance that i really like.. and then naoto.. i swear he kinda remind me of someone but i will nvr figure out who lol this guy, i m gonna talk a little bit about him in later section lol then, naoki, haha, the tall yakuza look alike, even though he has a very intimidating face, he is really a kind person,, i can tell. and then kenjirou. the kansai person lol.. the talkative, funny guy of the group. erm that is all for sandaime members. next, takahiro.

takahiro. not much i can say, i think he is a very handsome guy haha.. and kinda perverted too lol but he is also a fun guy to watch. and that dimple ughhh i feel so attacked every time he smile haha.. he is masaki, one of the amamiya brothers in high&low. he was one of my fav character, so i hav to like the actor as well lol.. also i nvr even notice he has a dimple until i watched the very cute anime special drawn by clamp. i take notice of him more after i knew that fact lol this guy is also on the way into my heart lol.. but my heart is now for gun-chan and omi lol.. i wonder who is gonna barge in next lol... 

ok, i am also kinda staring at the generations boys like omg.. i m soo weak. thy are soo cute. i think someday i m gonna let these people in my heart too one day.. but i m tying not too lol i m avoiding all their videos now, coz once i do, i just k now, i m gonna obsessed over them too..

next.. so, like i said, on my way feeding my obsession, i watched quite a few of youtube videos related to exile/omi/gun-chan/takahiro..  like,, that one nite, i watched utube for 6 hours straight omg my eyes,, at first, i watched most of gun-chan.. then some sandaime stuffs.. and now, i think i m watching more videos related to exile tribe..  oh, also, there was this video, mechaike vs exile tribe and that is when, i begun to like, this guy called, "keiji" lol  omg tis guy.. why am i attracted to him?? lol he manage to slip in my heart a little bit lol.. but i m still holding the fort lol i think? lol he is definitely there lol.. i was watching that mechaike vs exile tribe, when he was participating in the nanpa game, which he lost anyway lol he was so bad at nanpa, but that makes him so endearing. lol i also watch him in more videos, and damn, the guy is really cute!! he is like 36 years old (tis year) but i just wanna pat him and hug him and spoil him like a kid lol he's so cuteee!! i wanna squeezee his face lololol anyway, as usual, i saw him 1st in the high&low series, as rocky, the boss leader of white rascal. ok, another character that i kinda dislike lol.. their theme song is too kpop like, i m always triggered when they appeared lol but in an ep, there was a kakkoi side of him too.i still cant stand their theme song though lol.. anyway, ok, keiji, ok..erm.. so, back to the nanpa episode. he fail lol so, takahiro had naoto to be his wing man lol naoto did a better job lol but i feel like shipping these two after i watched that episode lolol so, coz i kinda ran out of gun-chan's and omi's video to watch on youtube, i begun to watch more videos on the old exile, (before sandaime era) wow, i really like their chemistry actually? i think they got it better than sandaime?? anyhow, i just need to comment on naoto's style back then lol it was.. so weird? lol it is the facial hair actually. ok, who am i to say this, gun-chan's transformation is even greater than naoto. he was more buff back then, and wit more facial hair lol he is now doing the "prince" image wit the clean look lol and i dig that damnnnnn why am i like this *punch the wall* aiiiihhhh ok, also i think i m beginning to feel for this guy name "shokichi" too lol omg send help pls i m feeling.. lolol

erm, looks like the essay is getting to long lol actually i wanted to talk about sandaime's song too, but maybe another time lol this post is already long enough lol

jaa~~ until next time!!

Random talk session 284: it still hurts, meme, and initial d

hello diary..  it is the new year already. i wanted to abandon this blog completely. but alas, i cant..  too many memories i guess? even if there are the bad ones,,

i m still not over my crush.. i want to, but everything still reminds me of him.. tat is why i try to abandon this blog too, coz my feelings are still here.. i feel so stupid.. i wanna forget.. ughh i hate myself..

anyway.... the point is ths post is actually is the yearly meme.. so, yeah.. last year --> 2016 edition


What fandoms did you acquire in 2016?
 initial d lol and also, boykira the game.. as of date, i spend about rm700 on the game.. i am not even that good at that game.

also, i wanna tell the story of my initial d obsession lol.. i clearly remember, in the past, i was like, "initial d" that is the one anime tat i swear i will nvr watch coz the art is so ugly lolz but now.. it has become one of the best anime i watched! how did it started then? at first, i was kinda in a sekitomo mood, coz omg his voice ugh.. after tat, i was like, i wanna hear more of him.. after a certain recommendation, i went to watch initial d. and what do u kno, i actually like it. the anime is very cheesy actually, but the reason i love it that much, is actually the seiyuu. the 3 golden trio. miki shinichiro, seki tomokazu and koyasu takehito.. ah who am i kidding, these 3 are not just golden trio, they are like, the holy trinity. no  matter how much i love the newer seiyuu, they will nvr compare to these 3 oldies i wanna cry

What fandoms did you let go of in 2017?
none? i kinda getting bored of supernatural also lol 

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2016?
more seiyuu craze

highlights for 2016 is, that i finally went to japan. 

that is all i guess? i cant stay here too long.. 

Random talk session 269: i watched kamen rider? lol

hello diary! today is 9th june. it's tuesday. today, wanna talk about how i ended up watching kamen rider den o and fell in love wit the characters.

ok, so, yeah, the past month, i was kinda in kamiya x suzu mood, so, one day, i was like, erm, i wanna hear kamen radiranger recent radio. so i did, i downloaded ep 137. one of the segment is kinda, "misheard lyric" of various tokutatsu songs, and suzu's ryuutaros was one of it. i was so amused of that part, that i repeated it so many times, that i begin to like that song. it was only a snippet though, so i google the song, and found the full version. so, i listen to it, and yeah, i love it. i was addicted to the song. repeated it for a few hundreds lol until one day, i was actually curious of the show itself. and i wanna hear suzu as ryuutaros. the reason that i m actually willing to watch den o, is really bcoz i wanna hear suzu as ryuutaros. so, my other anime, are put into on hold. everything on hold for the sake of hearing ryuutaros lol.. at first, i was only gonna watch a few episode until ryuutaros appears.. but then, i found the show is not that bad, ops, let me rephrase, the humor is not bad. heck, who am i kidding. the humor is the best lol the show is so funny, I LOVE IT! so yeah, instead of only watching ryuutaros, i watch it until the end. i watched the 49 episodes in less than a week. up to now, i havent watch the movie though. i feel like if i finish it all, then, there will be really the end of den o for me. so sad, well. i will watch the movie, sooner or later.. 

ok, next, wanna talk about my impressions of the characters. firstly, nogami ryotarou. i need to say tis. seriously, the very first thing that really get my attention is, his voice, it is so... how to say?? the really "wimpy/week character" voice?? like, i dunno how to describe it man.. like, he sounds like he has no energy or something lol anyway.. so then... his momotaros human version, is so crude and violence lol,, then, urataros human version, is. actually, i like him lol  XD he got tis image of a playboy but he has a very handsome appearance XD and then, kintaros's version, um, maa maa only.. and lastly, ryuutaros XD actually i dun really like his human version. kinda looks like a pyscho lol but his voice tho ughhh damn!!! i love him, really XD 

then.. after a few episodes, then, there this character, sakurai yuuto, the moment that he appeared, i was like, "OMG CUTIE PIE ANGEL, WHERE HAS YOU BEEN IN MY LIFE????? I LOVE YOUUUUUU" LOL and i think i saw him before? the guy wit the same name wit youkyan.. lol i dunno how the hell did i knew, but it was really him. the guy that i've been despising for years coz he got the same name as youkyan. also, bcoz of the same name, he also appears on the tumblr tag, and when that happen, i be like: "who the hell is tis guy? get out. i wanna see my youkyan, not you" i cried at my old self. i was hating him just bcoz he got the same name wit one of my fav seiyuu lol i m sorry yuuichi-kun. yeah, i m kinda call him that lol so yeah..  seriously, when he first appears, it's what the japanese says, "kyuunto suru" lol i dunno how to say in other language.. 

when he first appears, he looks badass and all tough and mighty and arrogant lol but then, after a few scenes, deneb appears, and this yuuto character suddenly become kinda "dame da" person lol he's so cute!!! deneb is also so funny and cute XD they are so cute i just cant!!! lol ahhh.. so, yeah, after finishing the series, i made a top 4 fav character.. 

4: nogami - at first, i didnt feel anything about him. he's so week, and timid, and.. you know. but when he was possessed by the imagin, he turned to some quite a character, so i guess he's slowly growing on me. 

3. yuuto - read above lol 

2. deneb - also read above lol deneb's just so cute and funny~! he also cares about yuuto a lot~

1. ryuutaros - reason: freakin suzu

................ and then, i watched the 1st live event. and. what the hell nogami, or rather, the actor, freakin sato takeru. wht the hell, why u so cute???  why?? why??? no i think i actually like him better than yuuichi-kun XDD ughhh he's so cute~ and so, i got interested in him, and found out he's actually the one acting as rurouni kenshin's live action.. he is also gonna be mashiro for bakuman's live action. thanks to den o, i think i am actually liking him, and yeah, he's become one of the people that i will be always look out for in the entertainment world.

ah, this has become one long post, so i m gonna stop here. 

until next time~ bye!

Random talk session 268

hello diary. today is 8th may. it is a friday

ok.. i feel like i need to write this lol. 

last year i was so excited when they announced a new digimon adv series. New info just came out a few days, and how disappointed i was when i found out that most of the human casts are all replaced..!! i m so devastated then i went to youtube to hear the memorial version of the butter-fly song. then, suddenly, i was like, erm, actually i was not really sure how, but i ended up watching the memorial version for digimon frontier's opening. actually there are 2 things i can remember:

1. i was actually wanted to hear the biggest dreamers' memorial version from digimon tamers. so i clicked the digimon frontier's memorial song thinking it might leads me to the digimon tamers' song (from the related videos). 

2. i knew suzu was also in digimon's franchise, so i wanted to hear him in the memorial version? so i click on the song?

anyway, so i watch it.. and heard suzu in a heart beat and he sounds so cute i just cant!! like omgggg he sounds so young and cute and innocent and ugh ugh ugh i just want to hug him and protect him from the world's evil lol i was over the cloud hearing him singing so ugh ugh ugh.. there was also one voice that i like when i heard the song, and kinda familiar, but my mind was fill wit suzu suzu suzu suzu ugh ugh ugh and my brain was like,"ugh i dun want to think about it, i'll google the singer later" lololol and so i did, do u do how much shock i was when i found out that it was kamiya??? lol this few days, i was repeating kamiya's and suzu's regal version so much, and yet i failed to recognize kamiya's voice when i heard frontier's memorial song.. lol but, honestly, it was bcoz i was too excited of hearing suzu singing cutely lolol anyway, yeah.. after that, i kinda become interested in the frontier's series lol.. but i was too lazy to watch another anime..  so i read kouji and kouichi's bio on wiki, and read the synopsis of the anime lolol and just now i was like listening to their drama cd.. omg koichi and koji are so cute!! just what it is wit suzu and twins! they are always so cute lol i cant help smiling hearing the drama cds nnngghhhhh i need more suzu and kamiya now lololol

ok, that is all for today lol

Random talk session 265: lantis festival sg

hello diary!! today is 2th april. lol almost one week after the concert! i almost forgot to write down my experience! i cant believe, a week ago, i was all freak out of going to singapore. and now, it is already over. i m so sad. i miss suzu so much.. these days i've been listening to his songs lol

ok.. when i found out that lantis was gonna do a world tour, i was really hoping malaysia was one of the stop. but alas, it was singapore instead. i was very disappointed. that time, i was very obsessed with terashii lol so, i thought maybe i will go if hav terashii as one of the artist. my other options were: if they hav the 2 suzu (suzuken and tatsu lol)

note the "consider" part lol. eventhough it's singapore, i really hate travelling and going to new places. it scares me very much. so, yeah..  then.. after months of waiting, they finally announced the artists. at this time, i was kinda in suzu and terashii mood.. so yeah, when suzu was announced as one of the artist, i was like, screaming softly in my room. i was rolling rolling around on my bed,..

suzu!!!!!!!!!!!  i was... going crazy! i tried to buy the ticket online but they need singapore IC or passport to register, and i hav none of that. i was so sad! so devastated! so vexing! after a few days of sulking, someone from tumblr finally help me to get a ticket. and eventhough it's only cat2, but i guess it's good enough, as long as i can see suzu with my own 2 eyes. so, then, i got busy preparing for my trips. make passport, flight ticket and hotel. the first month, i was going crazy thinking about the trip. this is the first time i m going abroad, and alone for goodness sake!!!! i was terrified as hell!!! people dun hav no idea how scare i was! and then by march, i was like, suddenly in house md obsession lol and i kinda forgot about singapore for a moment.. and by 26th march, (a week ago), reality suddenly hit me. this is really happening, i m really going to singapore. i m going to see suzu. omg. 

and finally the day of the event... and when i arrived in singapore. and stand in front of star theater. this is it. this is it. the day i've been waiting for! and i was in the concert hall. i was feeling all nervous.. and finally it begins!! my highlite of the concert is def suzu, i love him so much!! her is my full report on experience to see suzu live. (original post was on tumblr, but i think i want to delete that blog, so i m moving the post here)

the sole reason that i m willing to go to the con, all the way from malaysia, is freakin suzumura kenichi. this is a big deal for me, coz i really hate travelling. i rather just stay at home and watch anime or whatever.

ok, before suzu’s turn, it was kensho, and i was also very excited to see him, so, i started my “engine” during this performance. started to scream and flailing like a mad person lol.. and then, i was like, kinda tired, so i sat down lol.. but then, it was announced that suzu was the next performer, and i was like, jumped from my seat and then, there he was. i was screaming so damn hard and i want to imprint this feeling and that image of seeing him in person, in my brain for the rest of my life. so, what is my impression of seeing him live? he looks and sounds the same as on tv, well, of course. also, maybe it’s the outfit, but i thought he’s more, how to say? lol, when i saw him on tv, i think he’s quite thin, but that nite, he looks bulkier (?) lol also, i really love his outfit for this concert! during his talk session… i dun really remember what he talked about lol, i didnt pay attention to what he said, only that i was desperately trying to scream and to see him clearer from where i was. but he was so funny and dorky like his usual self *_* my legs started to hurt during the 3rd song, but i was still jumping till the end. the only thing i remember from this concert is me screaming and my legs hurting like hell lol and how sad was i at the end of the last song T.T to see him walk away.. i didnt get the high five session, so yeah, this is the last time (?) i m gonna see him. so, at the end, i screamed “SUZU, BYE BYE!!!!” 

… thankfully, all the casts came back after the encore call, and said their goodbye speeches. But damn fate, suzu was on the far right side of the stage (i was on the very far left lol). suzu said that he’s glad that everybody enjoys his performances even though most of the people probably didnt even know his songs. aww even though i didnt know the lyric, his setlist is the only one that all the songs that i heard of. Then. as the very last song, they sang starting style. my eyes is on suzu all the time lol so i saw that he was mouthing the lyrics when the other artists are singing awww~ i just want to hug him for some reason XD i m glad that they exited on the left side, so i got to screams and wave to suzu at a closer range. i hope he saw me lol

and that concludes lantis festival singapore 2015

i will never forget this moment! i hope suzu will come to malaysia too one day!! 

the few days, suzu is all i can think of! i miss him so much!! 

ok, that's all! actually lots of other thing happen, but my mind is preoccupied with suzu already, i just want to think of him and replay the memories of seeing him live.. 

that's all! bye!

Random talk session 261

hello diary! today is 20october.. it's 1.17am

enough emo. today i want to talk about anime. so yeah..fall season of anime has started.. and i m watching a few.. lol before i talk about that, let me start with the anime that i finished.. 

TOKYO GHOUL.

- OMG!!!!! IT S SO GOOOODDDD AND ALSO WHAT S MORE, NO BIAS IN THE CASTS, SO MY JUDGEMENT IS KINDA NOT BIASED LOLOL 

- ok, so bcoz for this fall, i hav a few anime that i m kinda interested, in so i feel the need to finish the anime that i has been put onhold lol.. tokyo ghoul.. omg seriously.. there is no dull moment. i guess, some people say the show is kinda rush,  but actually i prefer show to be this way.. 

- i remember one of the first impression i got from watching this, is, tat, the show is very much fantasy like.. lol.. i dunno how to explain this..  maybe coz the anime is kinda too colorful for a horror show lol 

- i cant stop watching after ep 2.. like i watch the remaining 11 ep in one sitting..every episode is so interesting, and it makes u want to watch more! i m so glad i only watch this after the show end..

- 2nd season next year! yay!! cant wait!! 

- *SPOILER COMMENT* SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER STOP READING* the first ep ends with the sound of kaneki swallowing a corpse he was forced to eat (how to say this? u know, that noise u make when u swallow something lol).. while in the very last ep, also, that swallowing sound, but this time, he is not forced to eat, but it was on his own. like, seriously, this show is so good! i love it!! been a long time since i watch a really good anime.. but yeah, this one is def going in the one of the best one.. yay!!

.... that's it lol 

i also watched few ep of hamatora and free s2 but um, this show is.. so boring.. ugh.. i m sorry, but seriously.. oh, also, tokyo esp omg this is why i hate anime that has a girl as it's protagonist.. so boringgggg!!!!!! i hav download all the eps of those series (the shows already ended!) but i m just not motivated to watch them...

ok, next is, i m gonna talk about show tat i m watching this season..

1. Mushishi zoku shou 2nd season

- heck, it's freakin mushishi, i so watching this! and by weekly basis! 

- what more can i say? i love mushishi ok!

2. Donten ni warau.

- ok, i admit i m watching this for the casts lol and usually by the usual pattern, anime that i watched for the casts, never turns out good lol... but yeah, like i said, omg the freakin casts!!!!!! so many bias here lol the only one who's missing is terashii only lol

- i guess the first ep is kinda average? not that good, not that bad.. some mystery here and there.. 

3. World Trigger

- i was just gonna preview this show, and if it was bad, i would drop it immediately, but once again, damn bias lol i ll talk about that later

- the anime is so so.. it's from shonen jump i think? so yeah, fulls of those shonen element that i m really tired of lol 

- seriously tho, the show is very much mediocre to me, but i m watching it on weekly basis to, coz of that one bias...

4. Nanatsu no taizai

- same wit above, was only gonna preview it, but once again, THAT ONE BIAS!!!!!!!!! 

5. Psycho Pass 2nd season

- I WANT TO HEAR SEKITOMO AGAIN ... but he's not in this 2nd season! 

- but i guess the show is kinda good, so yeah, i m watching this... and hoping for a cameo from sekitomo's character lol i forgot his name..

6. Parasyte 

- erm, no bias lol but, i watched the first ep, and the show is kinda interesting.. so yeah, watching this on weekly basis too! 

7. Fairy tail

- of coz! haha!! oh, another comment, rogue!!!!!!!!!! suzu!!!!!!!!!! 

- ugh i hate bias lol.. so, when rogue was first introduce, and he was suzu, i was like, oh suzuken? ok. and that was it. but, this few months, my suzu obsession has come back, and omg he's like, my no.1 bias right now lol (but i also got this ultimate bias.. later later).. so this time, everytime i see rogue, i ll be like, omg precious!! so precious!! stop!! ugh11!! nOPE!!! get out!!!!!!

- yeah, stupid bias lol 

- also, i want to praise mashima again lol. i love the way he does the story/mystery here.. i hav to admit, i think i m really becoming a fan of his work in general lol

ok. also there another story i want to talk about..

so, yeah, so, the first 3 anime that i was planning to check for this fall are donten ni warau, world trigger and nanatsu no taizai. what does this 3 hav in common? FREAKIN KAJI YUKI. NO WONDER HE IS MY ULTIMATE BIAS. The first anime that i watched is Donten ni warau.. and right after that i watch world trigger. omg i still remember i was so shock to hear nakamura lol and then kaji again lol..and then, in nanatsu no taizai. kaji again, KAJI YUKI EVERYWHERE. 

the reason i want to watch world trigger and nanatsu no taizai is bcoz freakin kaji.. lol damn it.. 

anyway, i think this has been so long, so i m gonna stop here! until next time!

Random talk session 260

hello diary. today is 18th october...

ermm... too long since my last post.. almost 2 months
I m usually pretty calm and dun get my emotion take over me, but today i m so mad... i hate this feeling. i m sad. i m mad. i m angry. i want to stab the person's eye.. just like the gif.. where was it... erm.. oh here it is

anyway... enough of those angry talk.. anime update.. nothing.. i m still not watching anything.. but for some reason, i m watching gravity falls. it's cartoon lol i guess i just craving to watch some mystery anime.. u know, bcoz kindaichi returns anime has ended.. also conan ep updates are so late.. yeah.. that's the only thing.. i havent finish anything from last season!! i mean, the new season of anime has started! and i got my eye on a lot of series, but how can i start watching those if i dun even finish wtching the ones i started last season.. i dunno.. maybe tomoro.. lol 

next, seiyuu talk.. i m not feeling much terashii nowadays lolol but i m kinda reverting back to suzu lolol i guess it s bcoz i was marathoning banpresto lab and famitsu gamers dx episodes... suzu is sooo funny!!! like, the guy is 40, and i always wonder, why do i like this 40 years old guy???? ugh.. he's so charming..and funny.. ahh.. i really love him.. seriously, if there's someone who doesnt like suzu, u r so wrong!! he's so charming and loveable! ugh.. also, i m kinda having week spots towards ryota too the other day lol (yeaa i told u i watch a liitle too much of banpresto lab..)

ermm... what else? nothing much.. oh.. also, i m also watching anime joushi ... nanto ka nantoka cafe lolol i cant remember the title.. yeah, the one wit yoshino, yasumoto and hatano, the cooking show lololol. nothing much too say, except: YASUMOTO IS SO HOT AND HE COOKS AND THAT MAKES HIM 1000000x HOTTER I CANT WITH HIM DJKF FJHSUJSDJFFJIDIFFFFFFF

haha. . yeah.. maybe i will get the yasumoto feeling later lol..

erm, i guess that's all for today! bye

Random talk session 259: ugh more terashii talk

hello diary!! today is 24th august..!! long time!!! remember my last entry? the one about anime that i m currently watching and/or planning to watch...well.. actually after that, everything is halted lolol i guess my seiyuu obsession has taken over my life lol

seriously, i m not watching anything (anime) at the moment.. none.. i rather watch family guy or american dad lol but i kinda finish watching most of the episodes (for both series) too now lol sometimes i gets bored, so i watch kindaichi,, also, i m only at ep 3 of free lol i think it's at ep 7 or 8 now? i dunno ok! i m not updated lol not just anime, but i also kinda stopped playing candy crush.. i m stuck at level 425. dondake just how hard this level is!!! ugghhhhh 

today... i still wanna talk about.. terashii lol.. ok.. like seriously.. he's so cuteeee!! i wanna squish his face ughhhhh whyyy so cuteee ughhhhh just a few hours ago, i was watching the famitsu gamer show, (the one wit suzu and maeno) and terashii is the guest.. thy were playing the old game, and terashii making those "yaaa yaa" sounds ughhhhhhhh SO CUTE I M GONNA DIE UGHHHHHHHH FSJ SDFSJD STOP IT

UGH i m so captivated by terashii currently lol... he's so cute.. esp his smile.. omg his smile.. and also, this guy makes too much peace signs lol he's so cuteee uuuughhh  i was like, brushing my screen (at his face) (on the monitor) lololol he's so cuteeeee

that makes me thinking.. like  i said before, i used to hate this guy! like, seriously..  i HATED HIM. I ADMIT I HATED HIM. i didnt even know him. but he kinda keeps on appearing lol so he's kinda like, "jamma" da! to me lolol and i i refused to watch the maji love event even tho shimono was in it. and that time i was OBSESSED with shimono.. i really want to watch the live, but i didnt just bcoz i hate that guy that i didnt know. i think i hate him bcoz, i dunno who he was, u know, i consider myself kinda seiyuu experts lol i can recognize about 100 voices (minimum). but suddenly, this guy, that i never heard of (his voice,not name) suddenly is in this event, where all the popular seiyuu (taniyama,suwabe,miyano) was also in...i know, i am really narrow minded person, for thinking that way, but, i really felt that way.. i cant help it.. i remember i downloaded the live for, maybe 2 weeks? but i did not watch it.. i dun really remember why i suddenly watch it tho.. maybe i kinda curious? or just bored? lol.. yeah, so i watched it. and was first, was obsessed wit the 1000% maji love song, so i kinda only repeated that one song, and just kinda skimmed through the other songs lol but then, i come across the catchy song amazing love, and was also obsessed wit that song.. if i must say, that song, was the reason i kinda take notice of terashii.. even tho, at that time, i was also kinda developing my suzu obsession. after that, my suzu obsession also starts, and i forgot about terashii's cuteness in amazing love.. i was drowning myself wit suzu... omg wow i was obsessed. if i look at this blog, the obsession kinda starts in may. it begins in april, but my obsession finally kicks in during may. and then come june. oh june. that is terashii's month lol. also after i watch utapri, i kinda accepted terashii, and i think the moment that i really fall in love, is when i suddenly hear him in baka to test anime. i was like, eh?? i know tis voice.. i heard of it sumwhere...  and then, i HEARD IT. i FREAKIN HEARD IT. HIS VOICE. i searched on the net, yeah, that is really terashii's voice. and then, i also downloaded 3rd stage, and uugghhh guess who got my most attention. surprisingly, it wasnt suzu.. but, terashii.. yeah, he's so freakin cute in there and i just cant!! i made gifs of him, and make me more conscious of him, and before i know it, i was googling his face for the whole week lol yup, i remember. i was freakin googling his face. in conclusion. he's sooo cuteee i m officially obsessed, and suzu become something of the past lol i still love him tho, really.. but now, it's most def is terashii's for me. the obsession is worst these few weeks. my anime is all halted bcoz i wanna watch and rewatch terashii videos lol.. aiiii... 

ok i think that's it.. i wonder how long this obsession gonna lasts lol and who is next.. well, diary, whoever it is, you will be the first one to kno lol bye!

Random talk session 258: Anime Update (JULY)

hi diary! so, this season, i m watching a bunch of new anime.. so many things to watch lol

yeah.. let's start.. with Hamatora season 2. It's called Re: Hamatora for the new season.... this anime though.. Nice is *SPOILER* alive. Apparently. And Art has become the main villain. God damn it, i shud hav seen that from miles away (from the very 1st ep actually), i mean, i still remember the 1st time that he appeared in the 1st ep, and i kinda scream coz it's freakin kamiya.. and i was like, "ugh he's doing his good guy voice!!" "he's the good guy for once"... ugh i shud hav..guess... he become the villain this time around.. but.. erm.. i dunno.. i guess i m gonna watch this show too.. i want to know what happen to art eventually..lol yeah.. 

2nd tokyo ghoul.. i guess it's ok. kinda remind me of shiki, the part when he dun want to eat human corpse.. yeah, there was a similar scene from shiki.. the 1st ep is ok i guess.. not much to say, but yeah, will look forward for future episode..

3rdly.. tokyo esp.. ermmm... i dunno.. same with tokyo ghoul.. also gonna watch this and see where it gonna takes me..

4th shonen hollywood.. weird.. i dunno, it kinda remind me of utapri, coz of he idol concept, but the genre is completely different.. i dunno, i cant feel the sparks,, lol i guess it's also bcoz the seiyuu arent really impressive? but kakihara is still cute.. so, i think the reason i m gonna continue this also bcoz of him.. 

5th sailormoon crystal. most of them is using a new seiyuu except for usagi if i m not mistaken.. but yeah.. kinda weird for me..ugh i miss tohru's voice.. lol for goodness sake i forgot the guy's name.. i can remember his voice clearly tho XD ah, anyway.. maybe i ll watch this too..

6th one.. free season 2. ok.i didnt even finish the 1st season. but i m watching the 2nd season.. actually i didnt even plan to watch this 2nd season actually.. i was watching it coz i wanna watch the end song lolol.. and then, so  yeah i watch the 1ep, and ughhhh rinnnnn !!!! ok, actually rin was the reason i cant stand watching the 1st season.. he was so angst.. i dunno..i really cant stand watching him.. but then, he kinda become a different character in this 2nd seaosn...and i was like, wth wth wth i love uuuu!!! and then, the 2nd ep isudf sdhfsdgfhsd FREAKIN SUZUMURA KENICHI dfjksnf ddfns j sdjfsdfjfkb ok i m def watching free this season lololol damn bias.. lol 

almost forgot

7th one.. kamisama no memo.. this one, is not the seasonal anime.. but it's kinda good, i guess..also gonna download more ep later.. 

the other anime on my list is also:

ao haru ride (damn kaji)

dramatical murder and

love stage

havent watch those, so will update later..

Random talk session 257: Terashima Takuma

hello diary... today is 30th june.. working at midnight today. anyway, need to talk about this  guy bfore i forget lol

yeah... tis guys.. actually, i first saw him, most probably from the kaji yuki hime video from utube, same as shimono hiro. the only person that i know (in the video) at that time is yeah, kaji lol  lol 

and then,... the time that i was interested in tachibana shinosuke and hino satoshi, i also joined the boabab dansei lj..and there were some posts on this 1 person, i was like, "who the heck is tis guy? heh, i dun care about you.. " and was like, skipping everything about him.. also, i think the sole reason i refuse to watch utapri was most probably that guy was in the casts! like what the hell was wrong with me back then..now i tend to hav an open minded, and that's why i hav so many seiyuu crush right now.... haha 

anyway... yeah... i vaguely remember when the 1st live was first leak on the internet, and yeah, i kinda want to watch that, coz i think it was the time when i was obsessed wth shimono too, and since shimono was one of the casts. i wanted to watch this.. but i didnt.. coz there was that 1 person, that i kinda also remember, was the person that i always avoided in the boabab dansei lj posts lololol 

fast forward... and then, suddenly.. I finally watch utapri, and yeah, also finally watch the live, and yeah, was also obsessed wit amazing love, and i think that terashima guy is sooooo cute here! like, wth??? he's so cute??? y so cute??? nooooo!! i think i love u!!! lol so yeah... i swear, i repeated that amazing love perf far too often, that i fall in love with terashii lololol also, after i watched utapri anime, i think otoya is like the cutest thing ever, and his voice ughhhh so cuteeeee i just cant!! maybe bcoz i think otoya so cute, i also fall fot terashii.. and then, last month, i was watching baka to test anime, and i heard terashii! like, omg when i finally can recognize the voice, the seiyuu is def in my fav list! like ughhh i hav to admit, he has one of the unique voice i ever heard.. and it's also one of the cutest XD jfksjdfk UGHHHH I CANT OK I CANT I CANT I CANT 

anyway.. yeah.. actually now i am very interested in him.. i dunno what else to say lol

a random suzu story: i was watching neoromance festa 2011, and actually i watched this to see terashii, and then, suzu kinda appeared, i was like, UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH TERASHII? WHO IS THAT?? I DUNNO HIM!!!!  SUZU!!!!! STAPH 

lol

yeah.. i kinda remember i also feel indifferent toward suzu too actually.. when i watched fairy tail, and he was roque, i was like, oh suzuken.. ok.. and then also when he was in kurobas... ok to be honest, i dun really like his tone voice as murasakibara lol

ermm.. i think that's it for today

Random talk session 256: Anime talk (june)

hi diary.. today is 16 june.. need to update my anime list

ok, i was on a long holiday last time, and since i hav no fast internet connection, i finally finish some anime..

1. Skip Beat
- It's ok.. i guess it's entertaining enough that i m able to finish it lol
- not much to comment.. erm, i forgot the heroine's name lol... it's armin's voice lol
- fav character? ..... ren's manager? lol
- seriously i dunno what to say..

2. Baka to Test (forgot the long title lol)
- ugh to be honest i really hate anime like this.. protagonist that's oblivious of other feelings.. (the same with skip beat).. the only reason i m watching tis is freakin shimono.. lol
- i guess it's funny and all, but damn, i cant help feeling irritated watching this anime lol
- also, terasshiiiii omg.. i'll talk about him in a new post lol

3. Amnesia
- WTH I WATCH TOO MANY REVERSE HAREM ANIME THESE DAYS LOL
- WHY SO PERFECT
- THAT GUY I FORGOT HIS NAME THE GUY VA BY TANIYAMA OMG HE'S SO PREFECT WHAT A GENTLEMAN STAPPPPPHHH YUP HE'S MY FAV THOUGH I ALSO LIKE SHIN AND TOMA BUT TOMA IS KINDA CREEPY... I DUNNO
- the last arc was actually good.. forgot that guy name too lol sorrryyyy!!! the tall guy wit green long hair, va by miyata.. his arc is really sad.. and yeah, i kinda tear a little..

4. Uta no Prince sama 2
- yeah.. finally finish it lol
- the new theme song.. nah, i m not feeling it actually lol
- in the end, when the sing 1000% maji love omgggg ughhh THE FEEELLLLLLLLSSSSSSSS
- not much focus on the senpai.. well, i dun really mind coz i kinda only care of starish lol
- ... yup, more reverse harem.. lol
- SYO SO CUTE
- I SHIP SYO AND OTOYA I DUNNO OK
- OTOYA SO CUTE
- CECIL YOU
- MASATO STAPHHH
- TOKIYA LOLOLOL
- REN STOP
- NATSUKI Y U

....... i think that's all i watch?

wiill update again.. lol

bye..

Random talk session 255: haih

hello diary... today is 8/5/2014. erm...

so, ugh.. yeah.. so after realizing my feelings for suzuken lolol omg? i m serious! it's so hard to watch or listen to his voice now.. ugh like, i m so conscious of him, that i kinda embarrassed when i hear his voice in anime. ughh!! for example, i was re-watching gintama, the ep wit the saw movie parody (i was watching the real movie, and wanted to watch the parody again lol) and, even though, i had always love okita, he's like my 2nd fav character XD but now, everytime i hear him, i think of suzuken, and ugh the FEELS. ughhh..

and another thing, having a seiyuu bias is so hard! like seriously. i can never find out my real fav character lol  it's like, if the character is voice by my fav seiyuu, then he is most probably hav a 95% chance to be my fav lol.. for ex, brothers conflict. erm, nah, i dun watch the anime guh no more reverse harem for me but i cant get enough of tori and suzu pair was listening to the songs, and it's so darm catchy! esp the end song, 14 to 1. and also, tsubaki and azusa duet songs, so cuteeee ok, i gotta admit, the reason i even listen to their song is bcoz of suzuken primarily lol.. anyway, yeah.. back to topic, so, like i said, since suzuken is tsubaki, he kinda become one of my fav character lol evetho i dun watch the anime! lol

...... i dunno what to write anymore lol. that;s it then, bye

Random talk session 254: Suzumura Kenichi (one heck of a long entry)

hello diary. today is 2nd of may.. and today, i want to talk about my latest obsession. or, shud i say, returning obsession or whatsoever lol

so, i notice sumthing... that i never talk about this guy in this blog! like, ehhh???  i still remember at one point, i was really obsessed with him! erm.. actually, when my obsession started, i was at home, wit a very very very slow internet connection, so, the only thing that i can watch to feed that obsession, were low quality videos from utube lol and also, i cant watch many of them, like i said, my internet was really slow! but yeah.. ugh, ok.. gonna start reminiscing lol 

truthfully, i dun really remember how i started to even like this guy.. back then, i was also obsessed wit suwabe, so i watched and download quite few of suwabe's videos.. and, esp the stamen clips...i dun remember much about suzuken, coz maybe at that time, my bias is more towards suwabe lol but maybe i watched those videos for so many times, that i unconsciously  started to develop some kind of feelings towards him lol i find him always so genki and funny, and also, very unrelated, but one thing i clear remember watching the stamen video, toriumi seems like a very kind and helpful person lol bonus point for random toriumi! anyway, yeah, before i knew it, and out of nowhere, for some reason, suzumura was in my top 7..

intermission: erm, so, i was re-reading my seiyuu-tag posts, and, i realized, i talk about hiroki,suwabe and okiayu the most i think, and my yusa obsession, started way before 2009, and i think, it;s bcoz, one of the seiyuu related video i watch is the bleach sonic event, and it had yusa in it XD i thought he was super cool that time! XD anyway, back to suzuken!!!

erm, yeah, by the time that i decided to do a list on my fav seiyuu, suzuken was in it..like, i dun even talk about him that much in this blog.. he's kinda appear randomly in my seiyuu obsession life.. ugh i dun even remember! ughhh anyway, there is also, back then, i also for reason downloaded some random anime (seiyuu) songs from the internet.. (ok, maybe not so random...at that time, my seiyuu obsession was started to bloom or sumthing lol, so downloaded load of songs by seiyuu..) yeah, i m listening to hitotsu now ughhhh nopeeeee

anyway! ok, suzuken.. also, back on the days that i was obsessed wit gintama.. my fav character is, yup, it was okita lol and i dunno, did i like okita bcoz of his seiyuu, or did i like suzuken bcoz of okita??? like, i seriously dun freakin remember no matter how hard i try to, and it's so frustrating lol and, also, i also watched d gray man, and even though, i dun really like the anime, i remember i like lavi!! heck , i love him! my anime images folders are mostly lavi and okita jsdfjhsh suzuken, was that ur doings?????????  argh if only i can remember!! anyway..also, i need to mention this, i remember i watched spiral, and the things i remember from that anime is, it is a confusing anime, and the hero is,,, kinda, doesnt really appealing to me, but why do i clearly remember suzuken?????? i think i watched this bcoz of him?? or what???  ughh i dun remember ok! ugh anyway, my point is, seems like, most of the characters that i love, his voice by suzuken,,  and even when he is not my fav character, i still remember him (in this case, spiral) maybe, at that time, i already acknowledge him as my fav seiyuu? and it is soooo long time ago, i cant trace back my memory... *sobs*

thinking back.. ermm... i dun really watch much seiyuu event wit him in it...for obvious reasons actually.. ok, i admit, i dun watch lots of seiyuu event lol, and actually i only watch the likes of neoromance and tenipuri, and yeah, none of them hav suzuken it it (but plenty of suwabe and hiroki, and also, toriumi apparently XD lol) and, like i said before, i think, the stamen clips are mostly where i get to see this guy.. lol oh, and i vaguely remember, i was watching a suwabe clip, and it's a cast comment or sumthing, for the anime, x clamp. yup, and as we all know, suzuken is also kamui there.. and.. yeah, when they showed suzuken part, i was like, "wth, go away, i wanna see suwabe lololol" like omg?????? lol 

when i first watched x clamp, i was watching it for the anime, and doesn't really care for the seiyuu.. tho, this is unexpectedly, is my earliest memory, of where i heard both suwabe and suzuken, before i even know their names XD havent watch that anime for the longest time, but i can hear suzuken as kamui XD

ugh.. this is getting so long, and i still has so many to say! argh, whatever, i never talk about him before, so yeah, here it is, my long ass essay on suzuken!!!!!!!

 lol so, to recap the main point of what i was trying to say:

1. the anime that i remember hearing suzuken is probably x clamp (this is same as suwabe)

2. the first seiyuu event/videos where i saw him, is probably the stamen clip, also, one of the very first i saw him, is maybe the x clamp cast comment clip, that had suwabe in it, i remember, i thought he was kinda, "jamma da" (japanese language, i cant express this in eng *bricked*)

3. the first song that i heard him is maybe the hitotsu song (hikaru no go) when i was randomly downloading random seiyuu songs XD

4. the first anime, that made me realized, like, (ah, it's that voice) is........... ermmmmmmmmmmmmm *thinking************** ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....................i seriously dun remember. so, can i conlude, that i actually like him as a person first, and then, begun to recognize his voice? unlike suwabe and okiayu, and the olders seiyuu, where i started to like the voices first..)

next, i wanna talk about, how did this obsession begun to come back. easy. FREAKIN UTA PRINCE SAMA. UGHHHHHHHHH

daitai, why did i even watch this (eventho, i was not a fan of reverse harem anime).. ... one day, i watched kamigami no asobi, coz i wanna hear kamiya lololol, and then, after that i kinda watch another harem anime, coz why the heck not, i havent watch any for a veeeeeryy long time. and then, i kinda remember uta pri, and since it has shimono, i decided to give it a try.. and yeah, i find sho is the cutest thing ever lol and then, so, after watching it, i finally decided to watch the seiyuu event. at first, i only watch the part where shimono gets bully, and dun really watch the whole concerts, kinda skips most of the songs lol.. oh, also, at this point, i was also am OBSESSED with the 1000% maji love song! like omg!! so, one day, i was skimming through the concerts, and there was this one song, ugh, so cute and catchy!! and, it's amazing love. ughh oh, actually i dunno the title of the song, but i wanna hear the song coz it's so catchy!! so, i repeated that one live so many times, that i... find suzuken is so cute here. he's wearing a freakin suit and it suits him so well!! like arghhhhh so handsome!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD but at that time, i was only, oh, suzuken so kakkoi!! but, nope, this is not where the obsession starts. i was obsessed wit the cute song more than suzuken lol (besides, that terashii guy is also SUPER CUTE here XDDD) so, after that, for some reason that i also dun remember, i also downloaded otomate party 2013.. ugh, this happened so recently, but i dun remember! erm, i think maybe i just want to see some random fun seiyuu stuffs XD ok, so, i download and watched it...  and that was the freakin  how it all freakin started, this obsession. suzuken is soooooooooooooooooooo cute here XDDD i was charmed by him here, besides, he looks so kakkoi in the suit!! ugh and then, also, his combination with toriumi is also very, how to say? good? lol they are so funny together XD they shud be the mc for this year otomate party too!! like ughhh XDDDD love to see their combi again XD anyway, yeah.. that was how it started.. ugh.. oh, also, after that, i also downloaded more of tori and suzuken blcds lol and, yeah, my reaction, i already recorded it here in the blog, for me to remember next time XD anyway, yeah.. i think that's about my story? this entry is already so long lol

until next time yeah,!!! byeee

Random talk session 253: MROE BLCD TLKA HLEP

hello diary.. today is 29th april. it s 12:54 am.

anyway, i still want to talk about blcd bcoz i can lol

ugghhhh CANT STOP LISTENING TO HIIRO NO KAIKOU. I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT THE TITLE MEANS BUT STILL UGHHHHHHHH STAPH UGHHH SUZUKEN'S CHARACTER'S SO CUTE HERE LIKE OMGGGG  UGH SORRY MY DARLINGS KAMIYA AND NAKAMURA, THAT KOI NO INOCHI SUMTHING SUMTHING BLCD IS NO LONGER MY FAV BLCD UGH I BETTER STOP TALKING IN CAPS LOL

anyway.. yeah, why did i never discover this one title earlier?? ugh i really love the seme and uke here.. i cant stand the cuteness of both the seme and uke XD like, seriously!!! ughhhhhhh also, the story is not very angst, there are few light hearted moment here and there, esp involving those 2! like ughhh soo cuteee!! and also, when takuma said he likes how kaname treats his wounds, and then, he's like, "like" not in that weird meaning,  it was a very good atmosphere between them, and then kenji suddenly came in lololol 

i can understand most of the dialoque, i guess.. lol maybe about 60%? ugh i wish my japanese is better!! 

aii.. anyway..ugh can i talk about the h-scene? i can of coz, coz i can.. and i m listening to it now ughhh omg ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hav to say, one of the reason i love this blcd so much is bcoz the h-scene is also my fav like omg!! 

MOST PEOPLE STAYING UP AT NITE WATCHING PORN WHILE I LISTEN TO THIS KINDA THING UGH NOPE

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

BYE UNTIL NEXT TIME 

Random intermission 1: 1st and maybe the last?

LOOKING FOR EVERY BLCD WITH MY CURRENT FAV PAIRING (READ THE POST BEFORE THIS) FOR REASONS. REASOFJNF OK REASJDN REASONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

NOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

SUZUKEN NOPEEEEEEEEEEEE

NOOOOOOOOOOO

UGHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Random talk session 252: listening to blcd again! lol omg

hello diary! it's 28 april.. monday (2:13am)

lol, yup, like the title says, after quite some time, i m listening to a blcd again lol  and it's toriumi x suzuken. lol ok, yup, yeah. as my suzuken obsession came back, i search for another blcd wit this pairing.. actually yesterday i was also re-listening to nessa no ou and that one title i can never seem to remember lol suzuken's voice sounds so young ugh like omg sooo cute!!! i want to hug him XDDD oh, the title of the blcd that i listen  was hanairo no virgin soil. so, yeah, this is my thoughts on this (quite old) blcd...

....... story wise, i dun really like it *stabbed* how to say.. i really cant stand the uke.. not only the uke, i also hate that kinda seme.. ah, yappari, nessa no ou is still my fav XD well, at least i got to hear my fav blcd pair again after, what, 4 years? 4 YEARSSSSSSSSS!!!!! UGH anyway, yeah.. ughhhhh 

bonus: in the free talk, they ended talking about money.. and toriumi said sumthing like, even if they are old men, if they hav money, they can marry young women what? lolol toriumi?? 

anyway,, yeah.. i think that's all i want to say lol

bye!

oh, ps: i want to say this sumthing. earlier today, my co workers said that i need to make myself more beautiful, but the thing is, i dun feel like it. u can say that, there is not one that i want to look beautiful for. or so i thought. actually of coz, rite now, i hav someone in mind, and it's suzuken. yeah. today, 28th april. my obsession towards SUZUMURA KENICHI is at it peek. actually this feeling started 4 years ago, but now, i feel like, ah, i really like this guy, to the point that i want to marry him XD tho, irl, he's already married. but i m still happy for him. as his happiness is also my happiness lol yay cheesy lines!

Random talk session 251: i wanna talk about my seiyuu biases

hello diary. today is 23rd april. it's wed.

so, like the title suggests, i wanna talk about seiyuu. as time past by, i realize that nowadays, i watch anime for the seiyuu. i feel like i dun consider myself a true anime fan anymore... i dunno. that is just how i feel.. anyways... yeah, right now, my ultimate bias is kaji yuki. like, he is not even one of my fav seiyuu. like i said before, i am not a fan of his shota voice lolol shoot me, i know. to be honest, i am just missing eren jaeger soooooo much *sobs* i miss him so much.. i just want to hear my baby again *sobs some more* so, i downloaded black bullet anime, and ughhhh when kaji's character started to talk, ugghhhhhh he's using his deep-like-eren-kinda-voice and i had to pause the video, coz i was overwhelmed with feelings *crying* so, now, i feel like i want to watch anime with kaji coz i want to hear more of his eren-voice.. *sigh* i dunno, maybe in the future, kaji will rise in the ranking of seiyuu list lol but seriously tho,i cant stand his high pitch voice *is killed*

next!!! so, the past few days, my newest obsession is actually utapri. the seiyuu event. i cant stop listemimg and watching the 1000% love song XDDDD it's so catchy and the dance make me want to dance even tho i dunno how to dance lol shimono so cuteeeee!! and that terashii guy omgggg i;ll talk about him later lol. and then, ughhhhh suzukennnn i almost forgot that one point i was obsessed with this guy!! like, ughhhh whyyyy so precious!!! i think i'll make a special post on uta pri casts next time, but not this time lol

ok, about terashii. i was repeating amazing love perf (in uta pri live event) so much, that now i find he's so cuteee like omnggg yyyyyyyyyyy now i feel like i should find some stuff on him too lolol but, sadly, actually i still cant recognize his voice lol there are a few people that i was beginning to like this year, and one of them is this rerashii guy. next one is ryota ohsaka. like omg he's so cuteee but like terashii, i also still cant recognize his voice lol also, that eguchi takuya ughhh what i m trying to say here is, i am oddly attract to them as a person, and not the voice itself. i m not a fan of their voice that i would want to watch an anime that has them in it. i watched ixion saga, and nah, i dun really like eguchi voice.. i think i can recognize his voice, but still, his voice is not that unique for me to be a fan.. oh, actually terashii's voice as otoya is sooo cute actually, but nah, my brick heart can still hold the temptation lol 

after all that said, the seiyuu that holds a very special place in my heart right now are these 3 people:

1. Shimono Hiro

2. Nakamura Yuuchi

3. Kamiya Hiroshi

but i also am very fond of these guys:

4. suzuki tatsuhisa 

5. kimura ryohei (just coz of kise ugghhhh)

6. ono kensho (reasons ok)

7. SekiTomo (REASONS OK)

8. Koyasu Takehito (NOPE)

9. Okiayu Ryoutaro (NOSTALGIA OK)

10. Suzumura Kenichi (MY OBSESSION CAME BACK AFTER I WATCHED UTA PRI)

11. hOSHI souichiro (ugh)

12. Suwabe Junichi (he even has a tag in this freakin site)

13. tachibana shinosuke

14. kakihara tetsuya

15. hino satoshi

16. yusa koji

17. others when i feel like it lololol

ok, that's it!!! until next time!!

Random talk session 250: anime update (april)

hello diarY. it's 1.48am. 15/4/2014. 

anyway.. need to update!!! so,i finished lots of anime already... 

1. Kuroko no basket

- 2nd season ended!! ugh i hope there's a season 3 ughhhh i dun hav much to say, coz i love this anime a little too much lol .. erm ok, need more kise lol.. akashi still dont say much.. kamiyaaaa!!

2. Noragami

- kamiyaaaaaa!!! it's over!!!!!!! 2ND SEASON PLEASEEEE YUKINE SO CUTE jdfshdf sdhfjsd NEED MORE YUKINEEEE YU-KI-NE- MY DEAR YUKINE!!!!!!!!!! ............ anyway, erm, the last few ep really feels like rush, and i just found out later, the last arc was only a filler, no wonder.. anyway, yeah, i really enjoy this show, mainly coz of kamiya and kaji yuki i guess lol 

3. Pupipo

- the ending is nice. i guess. nothing much to say, except, it ended. yeah.ok bye.

4. Phi Brain

- the end tho... jin.. T.T but i guess it's a good end.. i think.. i guess? i dunno what to think anymore lahhh!! anyway, daimon wore the outfit that he used in 1st season!! OMG nostalgia much!! anyway, yeah,

5. Hamatora the animation

- WHAT THE HELL IS WITH THAT ENDING.?????????????? This anime that starts off mediocre, and gets boring after a while, finally gets good at the very last minute. like WHAT THE HECKKK????

6. Strange Plus

- ??????????? i dun hav any comment. 2nd season already confirm. and i will watch lol

ok.. next, the new anime that i've start watching.

1. Uta no prince sama

- yeah, i only start watching this now.. ugh all the bishonens jdjfhsjdhfj Sho is my fav, just bcoz of shimono lol. Actually i kinda like otoya with haruka XDDD they are sooo cute!!! but yeah, we all know what happen to reverse harem anime.. i still havent finish the 1st season.. but, yeah, this is a fun watch..

2. Kamigami no Asobi

- the reason i started uta no prince sama was bcoz of this show lol.. i was watching this, and was like, omg, i need another reverse harem anime to watch, and then, i kinda remember utapri, and then start watching it, and what the heck, i enjoy it!!! why didnt i watch this earlier?? lol 

- my comment: kamiyaa lololo and freakin sekitomo!! yeah, eventho, this anime is not that appealing to me right now, but yeah, i will watch it till the end..for the casts XD

3. Fairy Tail 2014

- yayyyy nothing much to say, except that i really hate watching anime on weekly basis lol it's such a torture to wait for a week every weekkkkk ughhhh 

4. Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo 2014

- the 1st case it the kowloon arc. the animation of this show is kinda meh somehow.. but for the sake of my nostalgia, i m watching this till the end...!! kindaichi's the best ok!!

5. Mushishi 2014

- IT'S FREAKIN MUSHISHI OK 

6. Mekakucity Actors

- Just watch the 1st ep, yesterday.. the art of this anime is so weird... but. i guess it has an interesting start.. 

no more...!!! i am knda tire typing already lol

so bye

Random talk session 249: Anime WOOOT

Hello diary. today is 19/3/2014. My usual wed off day.

anyway.. want to update my anime list.. added 2 to them. Pupipo and Phi Brain Season 3.

1. Pupipo

- Just 4 min anime. It's interesting enough to get me watching it continuously. though tbh i dun think it's that great. but i guess it s good for me to pass my time. yeah, nothing much to say

2. Phi Brain Season 3

- Yes, this series lol. i never finish the 2nd one tho lol seriously it was too boring even tho kamiya is the main villain. the 3rd series brings back makabe jin, which was my kinda fav character from season 1 lol and the story seems more interesting coz it is more relatable to the 1st season. it's ok. very entertaining to watch and some of the scene did lift my spirit up lolol what the heck am i talking about lol anyway, can i say, i really ship gammon and elena XDDDD they are sooo cute!!! daimon is kakkoi as always~ the show is at ep 23, almost over.. even tho i enjoy this show, but honestly, it is better if they stop it at that lol

april is coming sooooonnn!!!!! YAY!!! FAIRY TAIL!!! YAY!! NEW KINDAICHI ANIME YAY!!!! MUSHISHI HELLLL YEAHHHHHH AND ALSO ANOTHER BIG NEWS FREAKIN 2ND SEASON OF FREAKIN DURARARARARA OMGGGGGGG YAY MORE KAMIYA AND NAKAMURA LOLOLOLOL

OK, That's all i wanted to talk about lol until next time.