Random talk session 290: fandom life

hello diary... today is 12/6/2017

erm, i wrote this post. like a week or something ago lol but i hav no proper internet, so i didnt post it.. so here it is..

Part 1:

The time that i really become a fangirl, was, actually during 2007 lol that was 10 years ago. It started after i watched nobuta no produce. I was strangely attracted to the character called akira lol and of course,i had to search him on the internet. And that was how i become a news fangirl. Omg i was such a devoted fangirl, for like, 3 years i think. After that, i guess i got kinda bore coz thy like dont hav any activities for so long. And then 2011, my fandom life not so much, coz i started working.

Phase 2, year 2012. Curious of the catchy song i heard from the radio, i went to YouTube. And boom, i m suddenly a Directioner lmao. Yes, one direction. I was a full blown fangirl again, i bought magazines that hav their posters lmao

Phase 3, i think 2014? I was watchin anime again, and kinda miss the seiyuu fandom. I was in the seiyuu fandom from 2008 but not in the hardcore way lmao .. So.. Yeah.. Gradually losing feels as a Directioner, i become a seiyuu fan again.. Shimono hiro, nakamura yuuichi, those were my bias lmao, but then i watched maji love live, and saw how cute suzu was.. And, suddenly i become a full fledged suzu fan lmao i was a fan to the point that i was willing to travel abroad to catch him live. If it wasn’t for my intense fangirl feelings, there was no way i would travel coz i really hate going to new places.. After that, i kinda focus on seiyuu only.. Until.. One day..

Phase 4.. This year, 2017. There was this meme i would do every year, and every year i be like, “i m too old for fandom, i m not falling for any fandom again damn it” and then.. I just have to watch high and low drama. Gun-chan, sandaime, omigun. To be honest, i am really, really, really tired of jpop idols lmao i was a seiyuu fangirls. I was enthralled by voices. More over, my biases are 40 years and above lmao. With that kinda mind set, i still manage to get suck in to a new (idol) fandom. That was like 3 months ago. I gave the sandaime fandom a month lmao kinda bull eye on that, bcoz of their lack of activities i kinda lost interest in them too. Until… Freakin generations. Like, curse my life. Why. Why. Why. I hate myself for feeling this way. They are kinda very active nowadays, so they fuel my fandom engine lmao i m so obsessed now like seriously.. I can even say i like them better than sandaime? (even though i say i m more of a sandaime fan)
Ok, that was a little history on my fandom. But actually tat was not the thing i wanted to talk about when i start this post lmao.

part 2:

Insignificant
All of the exile tribe members actually (except the high and low casts) lol
After finishing high and low, of course i had to watch all the promotions and interviews. And, the music.video, specifically, higher ground pv. since i was still a noob, only the characters from high and low were matter to me lmao. Also, when i watch shabekuri 007, to me, alan was only known as the person that look at the mirror 100 times a day, and also the person that kept tidy gun’s shoes lmao 

i think he kinda looks weird? Lmao no wonder, he was actually half Filipino. He got a very distinctive feature.. And that jawline 😱. And as for reo, the bratty kid that gun has known since he(reo) was 10 years old..

My first impression, he looks so much like korean.. The same thing i thought watching him in the drama and the higher ground pv

but now he has become such important thing in my life T.T i love him so much.. i want him to be my son.. not husband, not lover, not boyfriend. i want him as my son. bcoz a parents love is much more, how to say, more value?? love towards your family is eternal. i believe in that.. that is why i want him to be my son lol.. my current bias is actually alan, but he is someone i enjoy to fangirl at lol i feel like i m not  making any sense lol but yeah.. lol

i think that is all for today! bye bye~

Random talk session 236: Meme 2013

 hello dIARY! yey it's the new year!!

this new year, i was at the lab again! yup, another nite shift... lol but this time, i was wit shift b..

so, it's that time of the year again, where i make my meme..

the past years


Meme for this year:

What fandoms did you acquire in 2012?
ONE FREAKIN DIRECTION ARGGGHHHH I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING MYSELF INTO THESE KINDA FANDOM AGAIN JDFJKSJSDJSJH

For anime fandom, this year, i was hook on Bakuman.., oh, and Kuroko no Basuke!! KYAAA i love KISE XDDD

For tv show.. emm, no, i dun watch anything new.. still watching the old show (merlin, spn, dexter)

oh, but recently i've been rewatching csi las vegas, omg i love this show so much!! so nostalgic T_T


What fandoms did you let go of in 2012?
 NEWS i guess.. finally? but still, like i said, i still keep them update... oh, i know, i dun watch Hetalia anymore... and KevJumba from youtube? i was obsessed wit him at the begining of 2012, but at the end of the year, i kinda dun feel the passion anymore... u get me? lol

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2013?
no more please... even one direction was kinda accidental to me.. i was never intended to check them out..

What fandoms do you think you might let go of in 2013 unless things significantly improve.
everything hopefully.. i m too old for fandoms lol

What fandoms do you think you'll never let go of no matter how crappy they get? Why?
i said news every year, but as the years past by, i dun think i can keep it all up, tbh.. i dunno..

What show impressed you most in 2012?
Bakuman & KuroBasu?

What show impressed you least in 2012?
... Can i say Supernatural? LOL the new season is ok, but still... emm...

that's all!

Random talk session 205: It's the new year!

hello diary... omg, again, havent update forever.. last post, 4 months ago.. getting lazier by the day.. anyway.. it's the new year! 2012, so i just hav to make a post about it..

this new year, i was at the lab... last year, i was at home..

just gonna make the usual meme XD

--Meme for the year 2011--

Meme for this year:

What fandoms did you acquire in 2011?

...... lemme think... none it seems? ... Does monk counts? I watched this long time ago, and love it too, but then i didnt watch it for so long, until recemtly, and i hav to say, i really really love the show.

AH, finally remember, this year, i dl loads of kamiya n onoD stuffs lol

What fandoms did you let go of in 2011?

Also none..

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2012?

I dun think i can as i already work now, so cant spend much time on any fandom..

What fandoms do you think you might let go of in 2011 unless things significantly improve.

Regarding my prediction last year, I still love Merlin LOL. For this year, emm..dunno..

What fandoms do you think you'll never let go of no matter how crappy they get? Why?

Same as last year. NEWS and the anime fandom. I dun really follow NEWS as frequent, but i still keep update about them..

What show impressed you most in 2011?

Dexter again for 2 years in a row lol Supernatural is.. maa maa.. The new Gintama' still hilarious as ever XD ... Merlin also, maa maa... And then, monk, that i absolutely love! ^^

What show impressed you least in 2011?

............. i cant give an immediate answer to this.. emm, .. seriously i cant even give an answer..

OK, that's all... REally quick one LOL

PS: Really regret i cant get to the 300th post before the end of last year... lol

Random talk session 180: mainly about seiyuu

hello diary.. today is saturday, 26.12.2010 (1:38am). yesterday was the 25th, s0:

Merry Christmas, everyone... MeriKuri, minna ^_^

anyway, here is a post i wrote the other day..

say, i was watching namikawa and realize sumthing, he's not in my official fav list eventhough truth is, i am really crazy about him for quite some times haha.. ok, ok, i guess he wasnt in my list bcoz at that time (when i made the list) i still havent recognize his voice (i've even mistaken his voice as others).. maybe i should add him in the list somehow? then again, i have to add the others too coz i have more fav in term of voices XD well, might as well put in the other list here..
- namikawa daisuke
- houshi souichirou
- sugiyama noriaki


ok, i am gonna stop here before i start to add in all the voices i know LOL

btw, the offical list, i think i never even mention the list here... it was only in my LJ profile i think LOL anyway, here is the original 7:
- Suwabe Junichi
- Okiayu Ryoutarou
- Suzumura Kenichi
- Toriumi Kousuke
- Takahashi Hiroki
- Hidenobu Kiuchi
- Yusa Kouji (tis few month, i seem to intoxic by his voice more too often XD)

for special edition:
- Miki Shin'ichiro
- Seki tomokazu
- Takehito Koyasu
(these 3, are the earliest seiyuu name i know of)

more sp edition:
- midorikawa hikaru <- the very first seiyuu that i was able to recognize! (coz he was in one of the earliest anime that i've watched in real japanese audio....) rukawa and tamahome. and i think one of the reason i actually watched fushigi yuugi till the end XD LOL i realize suwabe and okiayu even have a tag of their own XD that just how much i love them back in the days XD emm... it's almost 2011.. a new year... looking back at my fandom.. yeah, i surely have change.. especially toward news fandom... i dun love them like i use too! it's sad. but at least, i dun lost interest in them! hey, there was 1 time when i lost interest in anime.. for like 2 years of loving news like crazy XD and now, i can say i am back in the fandom, and like news, just not as much as i was.. gah, seriously, i use to think anime is my sole purpose in life LOL like i said sumwhere (in Lj actually XD) it was the thing tht supported my life.. and then news came to my life.. and then, the seiyuu fandom.. (i think it's bcoz i am a casual fan, so i always feel 'refresh' wit this fanfom..) and at 1 point, david archuleta XD ahaha.. that kid... so adorable.. hehehe... ok, i think that's all for today.. i'll post again tomoro if i have any idea to write.. jaa~

Random talk session 169: woot NEWS Live Live Live DVD

hello diary. today is 12.11.2010. it's friday. i am still in holiday. didnt go to work. and i feel soooooooooooooo bad about it....*sigh*

that aside. ok, i just read about NEWS dvd. it's gonna be out this december! talk about fast! they use the Live Live Live concert which was recorded on september... i was wondering of this the other day. i thought their dvd is gonna be released next year.. haha.. but the downside, is i am gonna be in betong on december, bcoz i already finish my job training at sedc. and the internet connection at my hometown is so bad, i wanna throw up! now, how in the world i want to download the dvd later... *sigh* there's also the choice of buying the ori dvd itself (u kno, since i hav some money from my job training), but the problem, is i am planning to save that money to go to ddavid archuleta concert haha.. i really hope david can come to malaysia again, i wanna see that cutie pie myself wit my very own eyes!! i really really hope!!! ah, he is supposed to be in singapore on 14 november..

emm, i think that's all for today.. nothing much... these few days, i was busy downloading det conan.. i downloaded about 40++ ep already.. also downloading durarara ahaha.. though, the real reason is bcoz i am beginning to fond of kamiya XDDDD hehehehe.... oh, i also spent lots of time at yahoo answer these days. promoting Gintama and monster... hahah...

ok, now is really the end of this post today... bye bi :)

Random talk session 157: speechless

hello diary...today is 22/10/10. it's friday..

now at marybrown.. dun want to go back home yet..

still havent finish the claim.. i am seriously so slow, it makes me mad... aii... well, tomoro i'll go to the office again and try to finish it..

em, sumthing happened today. seeems like my fren found this blog. omg i should have known this would happened after he found my wordpress... eventho i said i want to delete this blog, but that's just not possible. this thing is basically is me. in reality, i dun really show my emotion. u can say, i am tezuka-ish lol poker face XD i dun really show how i feel to the world, well, except when i'm sad. sadness. that's one feelings i totally cant hide.. few ocassion has been the proof of that.. anyway (ah, i think i havent use this word for quite some times haha) what was i saying, oh yeah. i dun show my emotion , but i write about it. this blog records my happiness, my sadness, my anger which i almost never show in public. if i delete it, it's like i'm deleting my own life... oh, i think i know a solution.. emmm... so, i guess now my fren know my most embarrassing secret, which is my crush. eventho i dun really say it directly, but i think he figure it out. actually i dun really mind if he reads this blog, but what's really make me so embarrass i bcoz i wrote to0 much about that crush of mine... it's only a crush ok. this feeling totally not gonna last. heh, it's funny that i dun like changes (wear the same things, buy the same things, eat the same things, etc) but when it comes to feeling of crush/like/love, it never last.. that's y i cant get married. i'll totally have scandal haha..

what can i say, i already kn0w the risk of making my blog public. if i wanted privacy, of coz i'll use LJ or MP.. em, what else.. oh, i think i should talk about what i wanted to talk bout yesterday. about my hair.

my hair is so short right now. it's really saddens me. u see, i have this pact i that i make about 2 or 3 years ago, when my obsession wit NEWS was at it peaks. my hair was already long, and i made this weird promise that i wont cut my hair until i go to Japan and meet NEWS. But i think after i join GEMS, i kinda neglected NEWS, and when my GEMS friends told me to cut my hair, i just compliance wit it. i guess, my dreams of going to japan is not that important to me now.. this is kinda sad... the old me would be so disappointed.. emm.. i think that's all..

until next time.. bye..

Random talk session 144: Life in GEMS part 24 (end)

hello diary~

emm.. today is 18/8/2010. it's wednesday. I havent write here for so long.. that's most probably because ever since i started working, I have lost all mood to update my blog. A lot hav happened the past months. Especially the experience I got working with SEDC. I went travelling to Bau, Serian, Simunjan, Sri Aman, etc. There's also some bad things happened. I cried a lot more than ever since working in SEDC, in another word, I've become more emo. I dun like working here. Eventho my work is not that hard, but there is just too many things happened.. I want to get away from this place ASAP.

Oh, i think i will have to end this "life in GEMS" titles... so, this is gonna be the last..

Ok, enough of SEDC.. next is gonna talk abt my fandoms.. First, NEWS. They are gonna realease an album this september, and finally having a con at the end of this year. I feel happy, but obviously, my reaction was so much different that how I use to be. Like I said, the magic is gone.. I still wanna support them and I dun want them to lose though...

ok, next is about the seiyuu fandom. Lately I dwld-ed quite a few videos. And my highlights is the Hetalia DVD event XD It was...interesting, I guess XD I love namikawa XD I kinda hope he sings the tomato songs, but in the end, he didnt. There was not much of singing in the event.. They only sang marukaite chikyuu, and also that prussia guy got to sing 1 song. I dunno his seiyuu and not really a fan of the character, so yeah.. oh! And 1 amazing thing happened in the event XD At first, the casts are asked, who are the other the characters they wanted to do (beside their own character), and Konishi answered “Malaysia” XDDD I was really surprised when he said that. I wondered how in the world he kno about malaysia? My silly head even thought Morita must have mention to Konishi about his (morita) trip to Malaysia XDDDD The live dub in the event was also fun! I love it when they swapped characters XDD

After watching the dvd, I started to catch up wit the others ep of Hetalia. The anime is only like 5 min per ep, so it only took me 1 day to catch up about 40 eps XD emm.. oh, that remind me. Gintama anime had ended.. it's so sad T_T. I guess they ran out of stock material. The gap between the anime and the manga was too close. Well, there's a rumour that Gintama will do a second season after a while.. I do hope so! em.. dunno what else to write about.. so I guess that's it. Bye~ hona~! <-that's like “see u again next time” in kansai ben XD

Random talk session 120: tenipuri and JE

Hello diary~ Today is 15/2/10. it's monday.

yesterday tv3 didnt air merlin T_T. ah well, i still hav hallmark XD This tuesday. hehe. oh, also yesterday's Raja Lawak. Caca's out. only 4 people remaining. i hope mamu can be in the top3, but dunno y i hav the feeling they are the next to go next week. aiii...

next topic. still struggling to dwld tenipuri festa backstage. i failed 2 time!!! gggrrrrr!! *pulls hair* i feel so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRFGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*calms down. reads the quote at the right side of site. /sighs/*

..... ok, let's get to the random. tenipuri and JE.. i dun watch tenipuri. wait, that's wrong. i've watched it but just nvr finished it lol besides, i already kno the ending. i think. ryoma pretty much won everything. seigaku also pretty much won everything. the only thing that make me watch some of the eps is to c atobe XD and ended liking hyoutei bcoz of the voice actors haha.

ok, about hyoutei's tennis club. they are bunch of selfish people lol in a JE comparison, hyoutei is like kattun. the members are not that friendly wit each other, they hav problem wit team works, bunch of troulesome guys XD haha. it's very Kattun. well, i dun really kattun that well, or even hyoutei. this is just what i think. haha.

then...i thought...what about NEWS. which team of tenipuri r them? emm....truthfully i dunno.haha. i'm thinking seigaku XD

as for kanjani, i think they are shitenhouji. lolz i dunno anything abt shitenhouji, but i think they are bunch of funny people XD

as for arashi..emm..rokkaku maybe? lolz i dun have any idea..

HSJ..emm....higa? lolz jk jk. i dunno...emm...

i cant think anymore....the point is i think hyoutei is like kattun..haha. ok, end!!

Random talk session 119: tenipuri festa

hello diary!! ohisahiburi!! today is sunday, 14/2/2010. it's Chinese New Year!!! Gong xi fa cai to those who celebrates! ^_________^

it's also valentine's day~

ok, nothing really special, worth mentioning happened to me. still having no job. *sigh*but there's a lot thing from fandom!! read my MP entry for NEWS updates XD

and! and! and!! tenipuri festa dwld link is uP!!!!!!!! khsdfhshf it exist!!! oh dear GOD. i thank u. bless the people who share these files!! unlike jpop, the seiyuu fandom is not that popular. it's almost impossible to find sub..wait. let me correct that. it's totally impossible to find sub for various seiyuu events. oh, before talking abt the sub, i should ramble about the actual videos (i meant the dvd of these events, cd, etc) first. not many eng-speaking comm share media:video stuffs.. sometimes i really feel like backing out from this fandom, and return to how things was. that is, to fangirl the "voice" only and not the person wit the voice.*sigh* But still, i cant consider myself a true fan right now. i am just someone interested wit seiyuu. yes. only that. i cant make myself to be too involve. how i wish NEWS can get more activities so i can be distracted from this fandom, just like the seiyuu fandom distract me from NEWS fandom 2 years ago XD anyway, back to tenipuri....the dwld link is up but i cant dwld it *cries a river* my internet connection is too slow and too unstable!!! the dvd is 1gb++ for goodness sake *pulls hair* arrghhhh!!!!! i am happy and frustated at the same time!!!! i wanna c namikawa!!!! suwabe!!!!! kiuchi!!! and the rest of hyoutei!!!! from seigaku, okiayu!!! hiroki!!!! arrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!

end!

EDIT: Since many people asked for it, click HERE for the festa.
And dont forget to thank the uploader ya :D TQ

Random talk session 112: fandoms....fandoms...

hello diary! today is friday, 8/1/2010. it's 12:50am...

was reading a seiyuu fan blog (a really big fan)..and then i start to question myself, what kind of fan i am? am i really a fan?

me, who also love NEWS, which is an idol grup. they dun seem really related..i wonder y i like them...oh, and to be clear, i am not a JE fan. i ONLY love NEWS. and i am kinda update wit kattun since i join the community. no arashi, no kanjani (ohkura is cute tho XD). i am dedicating my self as being a NEWS's fan. but sadly, i think my passion for them was not like it use to be. i think. u kno, the magic is gone. i dun love them as much as the 1st time i come to kno them. wait. isnt that normal? lol i mean, it's like male-female relationship right? at the 1st stage: the meeting, lovey-dovey-dating,etc. and then they decided to go to the 2nd stage, marriage. and few years later, i ask, is the love passion is still as hot as it was? not really right? but, there's one thing for sure, the feeling for the partner is still the same right? the love. the memories. it's still there. so, eventho the feeling is not that as much as before, but it's still there, and it has become more meaningful than it was. ah, i am getting confusing lol. ok, back to NEWS. but there's still one problem, i have no read their magazine interviews or nikki for very long time. u can say i am lazy lol. but thankful i read some of my fellow fangirls blog, so i kno the little highlight what they said in magazines. neway, i am gonna try to read for interviews and nikki from now.

next is, gonna talk the other fandom of mine, seiyuu@voice actors. reading the seiyuu's fan blog, i feel disapointed at myself. i dun think i deserve to call myself a fan, really. i guess i just have this weird reaction towards voices lol. seriously, sometime, when i listen to some seiyuu song (current ex: suwabe's song, forgot the title), i have this strange-feel like my heart gonna burst-feeling (a.k.a. overly excited feeling). i listen to NEWS songs and they never give me that feeling. it's so strange yo!! xD NEWS songs make me sad instead lol (yes, i'm talking abt share XD). and 1 more different, i dun really pay attention to their voices (NEWS). while listening to seiyuu songs, i would concentrate on how they sound (not on how bad or how good their sing, but their voice in general). so anyway, i also have so many fav seiyuu. i seems to like one after another lol. note to self, really has to pick favs later lol. anyway..what else? oh, i was browsing the net, looking for Sta*Men dvds. but fail, they dun exist. nobod upload them T_T. i guess i have to buy the dvd after all? but i really wanna watch it sooner. Sta*Men seems like a very funny grup. and they hav very random activities lol

ok, next, about anime. i dun watch much anime as before. well, actually i am still watching Gintama XD

ah, i feel sleepy, i guess that's all. mayb i'll continue the rants on anime another time. ja :)

Random talk session 110: 2010 meme

hi diary! it's still tuesday today!! 2 posts in a row (spamming? lol)

the meme for 2009 here

What fandoms did you acquire in 2009?
i have lot, eps in anime fandom. i start to watch Hitman Reborn, Hetalia and the one has the most impact to me, GINTAMA!!!!! XDDD it certainly has been acknowledge as my (current) fav anime XD. i even dun watch recent ep of Hetalia now, eventho i can dwld it's 5min ep in utube. i chose to dwld the 60mb Gintama instead XD the same for Reborn...i dun even want to watch the ep i dwld before this XDD *shot*

oh,and another one, games!! is starts to play NDS game recently XD notably, Phoenix Wright and Proffesor Layton.

What fandoms did you let go of in 2009?
i havent watch any Bleach and Naruto eps these 2 years...are they consider abandon? lol well, not that i lost all interest..i still want to watch if someone lend me the cds...ok, maybe not naruto. i dun want to watch shippuuden anymore!!! gahh!!!! kishimoto!!! if u didnt kill itachi, i would still be in this fandom T_T

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2010?
not plan in checking anything....wait and c ne..

What fandoms do you think you might let go of in 2010 unless things significantly improve
hitman reborn and hetalia? lol *bazooka-ed*

What fandoms do you think you'll never let go of no matter how crappy they get? Why?
NEWS!!!!!!!! zutto, i will love u forever~

What show impressed you most in 2009?
dunno...Winter Party Diamond maybe? lol

What show impressed you least in 2009?
soukon? lol actually i want NEWS to have a better show...

end!!! :)

Random talk session 109: 2010 already!

hello diary!! 5/1/2010.. it's 4:25am now, so today is tuesday!!

kinda late, but wanna wish happy new year!!!!!!!

NEWS kakkoi!! *0* i LOVE this scan XD

2010 is the year of the tiger. it's my year!! XDD since it's my year, i hope this year will be fruitful to me and hopefully, i got a job!!! i want a job so i can kumpul duit to go to news con in japan XDD i think rm5000 is enough??? wait...kinda too much...rm4000??? em, i wonder how much is the plane ticket... i got this fren who want to stay for abt 1 month in japan.i dun think i can afford it yo..sorry friend. but i want to go to japan asap..eventho if it's only 2 days, as long as i can c my beloved NEWS-tachi...

emm..ok..real life!! emm...nothing really..lol

oh, abt games...i finish phoenix wright justice for all XD hooray!! and now playing the 3rd installment, trials and tribulations..there's young Edgeworth XDD he's so grand XD

also, i already started playing Prof. Layton and the diabolical box. thankfully one of the emulator i dwld-ed work XD

what else ne....Christmas and New Year were kinda ordinary for me...

ooh!!! i watched NEWS DVD XDDD thanks to my MP friend XDDD i received it on 30th dec. my mother went to town that day to check the post...i even dream that i got the dvd. 2 diff dreams!! lol

kya!! love the dvd!! NEWS saikou!!!

yesterday i watched fly again perf again, and reading the lyric, makes me cry!!! T_____________T love this song!!!!

on 31st dec was my bday XD but nothing sp abt it...i was playing game i think...at nite, abt 10pm, me n my parents gather at the.."ruai" and wait for 12am (new year). when it strike 12 am, we drink "ai pengayu". it's so bitter!!! DX

and in the morning...nothing sp too..nothing i can think of...aii..so boring..

that's all. bye2 until next time...

Random talk session 98

hello diary! today is 26/11. it's thursday!

ohisashiburi ne~ i havent update for quite some times XDD kinda. lately, been verrrry lazy..and nothing particular happen for me to blog...

emm....yeah.cant think of anything...

fandom..NEWS is still doing nothing DX and most probably ryo is not gonna be wit NEWS on countdown bcoz of the whole kanjani con T_T AND COUTDOWN IS MY SPECIAL DAY OF THE YEAR!!! I WAS SO SAD WHEN I READ ABOUT THIS T_T

...aii...next, about yamapi con. many guest came, except for NEWS members? WTH? koki came, nakamaru came, jin,toma,takki....half of KATTUN already came...aii..so sad..but at least, there's some pin moments XDDD so cute~~ and eternal is such nice song *_* it's in my head these few days. even before i sleep i would hum the song (in my head XD)

next...Gintama. i watched until ep 184. didnt expect the culprit to be yamazaki lol the end is sad and hillarious at the same time hahaha. .

emmm...what else...cant think...

my sleeping habit seems to be normal nowadays...i slept early..around 11pm and woke up quite early too haha...like this morning woke up at 8am i think? emm...

ok...picture time XD
it's yamamoto n gokudera XD i love this pic! very nice~ wanted to make it to banner/header someday..hehe...and i realize i love yamamoto more thab gokudera now LOL XDD
the always sweet and nice yamamoto wit those smug face *3* kakkoi yo!! hehehe..

ok ,that's all..bye bi~

Random talk session 97: NEWS forever!!!

hello diary! today is 18 nov 2009 it's wed.

last nite..i dwld NEWS share perf from utube..wuu..i cried the whole song!!! T_T i was really sad!!
i've been waiting for this perf since koi no abo. but at that time, it turns out that only the mp3 was released in koi no abo. and then the thought of "will i ever meet the guys" broke my heart!!! i become more sad!! ...koyama, ryo,shige,yamapi,massu,yuya giving their appreciation to the fans through this song..i am so touched!!

SHARE lyric (credit to suketeru@LJ)

koyama:
Among the countless encounters we met and became friends
we share different emotions and face the shining tomorrow
In tough times let's cry together, in happy times let's laugh together
With everyone's love and smiles I can always be gentle

Ryo:
Before we realized it we've grown and become what society calls splendid adults
We each came holding our own beliefs
we each had things we couldn't convey
Not forcing ourselves to become one
days we can't mingle together, that's fine as it is
because it's the color every single one of us holds
to draw a brilliant marble

Massu:
Saying, "I'd like to hold you", always in the bottom of my heart
We all created the stage together, "thank you" I'll always be grateful
My happy feelings so obvious, I got carried away today too
Come here, let's sing together, let me hear your singing voice

Shige:
Holding hands, I think on my own
right now it feels natural
The sound, wind, light we share
come together and change into one road
going further on as far as the eye can see,
that's why I say even after 10 years
until now, from now on, forever
thank you for being next to me

Yamapi:
Even in sad moments, laughing, crying, crying let's forget
Coming together even though we have no business to do
laughing at meaningless conversations
Even if we grew apart, our hearts remain connected as one
I'll always be next to you, I promise you

Yuya:
Meeting you, and seeing your laughing and crying expressions
all of it is my treasure
Always always let's continue walking on

i wanna love NEWS forever!!! zutto zutto itsumademo aishiteimasu!!!

Random talk session 92

hello dairy!

today is 1st of nov, sunday! these are the significant things that happened today..hehe..

i browsed utube...and suddenly, i wanted to hear pokemon johto song...so i watched the video..argh! this song, as catchy as ever *____________* i even almost cry bcoz of the nosalgic feeling and also bcoz of the awesomeness of the song XD

i am not really pokemon fan (anime) XD but i enjoy playing the game XD and one thing, gary looks soooo kakkoi in the op song *_________*

ah...ealier, i dwld tenka's (from houshin engi) song...tenka is so handsome *____* my love for him totally sky-rocketed after i hear houshin engi songs XD he has a very very very handsome voice! XDDD

i found this one nice scans from the internet..

Nataku and Youzen, fighting(?) lol Red and the Blue. nice eh XDD

ehh...next..about news..the the dvd is already on utube and somebody has upload them. wit my lousy connection, there's no way i can finish dwld-ing...arghh!! so frustrating!!!! i dun wan to wacth LQ vid from utube....

news_jpop LJ comm also begun to flood wit screencaps and icons from the dvd..and i will not peek a look DX must be patience!!! but i think mayb i am gonna dwld fly again later XDDDD

emm..that's all!! bye2

Random talk session 78-2: fandom related

wow i just realized, only 3 post for may....so few...so, i am gonna hav a second post today....

tegomasu is gonna hav a concert tour!!! i was shocked whn i heard the news. mean, thy r only a subunit, but they r gonna hav their own con tour....amazing rite? XD. anyway...i am so happy for them..ganbatte tegomasu!!!

ok...next is abt ryo's drama, with takki. it's a fantasy story! so i am really excited for it XD. before tis, ryo is alwys in a "slice of life" drama..and i dun really like tht kinda story. last fren for exmple....ryo as an abusive bf...it is an interesting character, but domestic violence story is not my interest. and then, ryo is also co-star in another drama titled, ryusei no kizuna... tis one is kinda interesting, bcoz it's a mix of a mystery and comedy....but....i dun think i'm gonna wacth tis...i dunno...who knows.....

next is abt yamapi's new drama...unlike ryo, yamapi is a must watch for mw evntho his drama is kinda boring *cough*codeblue*cough*XD tis time he star in a drama call buzzer beat...it's a love drama...gah. i hate tis drama genre too....but it's yamapi...so..*sigh*

i think tht's abt it...wel, tis update was the same wit my multiply blog...so basically, i am repeating it again here....wht the...

ok..tht's all..mayb i'll edit tis later if i remember to...

Random talk session 77: Argh. I HATE FUJI

gah. i dunno. i hate FUJi. what fuji. it's fuji from prince of tennis. wht was herhis full name i dun remember..gah...

EDITed ON 7 may2009:

anyway...emm...i hav no idea...

from koi no ABO perf dvd...
the stage so pretty and colorful...please let there be a dvd for the winter party diamond...

emm....ah!! reborn 130..the guest for haru2 interview is adult rambo XDD been a while ne!! i mean, the last time he appear...i think ep 70 sumthing?? i miss him XDD hehe..
emm..the server is very good at unimas and i have been dwld-ing like crazy XDD i seriously dnno wht else to dwld...currently i am dwld-ing gargoyles, supernatural, gintama and misc JE vids...am going back tis sunday..i need to hurry up and finish dwld-ing the remaning ep..

gintoki n hijigata XDD hehe...bcoz i love these 2 guys XD

end!!

Random talk session 48: i want to marry...?

question of the day. HOW TO MARRY A VOICE? XDD
Yesterday i was listening to innocent bird drama cd again, but only the okiayu x suwabe part XD. ahhhh~ i totally fall in love AGAIN with both of their voices XDDDD. so, i ask again, how can i marry a voice?? XDD funny thing is there was someone saying aishiteru but i cant freakin recoqnize which one..hahaha..okiayu or suwabe??? hahaha. well, it does not matter XDD i love thm nonetheless...hhmm...whtelse...ok, i think tt's it..

next is update on poprainbow...kattun is still leading TT__TT *very sad* but at least NEWS is only behind abt 9 votes..i hope more people will votes then later ne...ahh, there i go again. still hoping!!! i should stop tht!!!!!!! gahhhhh!!!!

next is my random pic of the day...
it's yamapi and jin~ i love these guys XDD there was this time whn i thought that i dun evn remember the last time thy take pic together. so i am happy whn i saw this XDDD yey~
sore ja~ mata ne. ^^

Random talk session 47: my life..so boring..

today, went to polymer class..ahh..so boring..

then i went to the lab com..thn go eat lunch at cafe merah...

thn, go to the lab com again..everyday, doing the same thing...so boring...

yesterday i finish listening to innocence bird cd drama..ah, i wish my japanese was better..didnt really understand...but i reeeaally like the okiayu x suwabe part XDDD ahhhh~~ i wish they will do a drama as the main pair in the future..hehe...i love their voice XD

hhm....oh, i am really devasted that news is no.2 now for the vote at poprainbow....i hope more people vote thm in the future. i want news to come to malaysia!!!!! ahhh!! i better stop hoping too much. or the despair i got will hit me so hard. i wont hope anymore. pls dun g ive false hope.

ok, stop being emo. next is...random pic of the day..douzo~

it;s NEWS XD. becoz i totally love that suit. *___________* so gorgoues ne XD

Random talk session 42: aftr the exam..and ryo!

OH...so, my natural product final exam was at 9am ths morning...and ended at 12pm...

well, there are some questions i dunno how to answr...while the others, dunno if my answers were correct or not...

i just wish tht i pass ths freakin subject!!!!! DX

anyway....i am not in a good mood now...well, i alwys feel like tht aftr exam for some reason..

well, next exam is 11th nov..biomacro...still a week...but i still hav asg ne....

i hope i am rajin enough to siapkan both asg before the biomacro exam..

wel..tht is all...

oh...before tht..today..wht date is it??? 3 november rite??? XDD it's ryo's bday!!!(it's been a long time since i call him "ryo-chan" ne...well..*sigh*...)

omedetto ryo!!! 24th years old ne!!!

i made ths GIF rite aftr midnite...it's a quick happy bday gift for him ne ^^

well, ryo..i guess u r still sp ne...u r the 2nd person tht i like in my NEWS history...and the kansai-ben really got me ne!! u r like th1 st "real" person tht i hear talking in kansai-ben XD