Random talk session 312: alamak

 Hello diary

It's 16th February 2026

2 months since last entry? So many things happened (fandom wise) lol so, as usual i need to record it

Ok.. Yeah.. New obsession? Maybe lol

So last time i was obsessed with Ezad and exists right .. Now.. Not so.. I swear my obsession duration is getting shorter lololol one of the reason is bcoz as usual, lack of updates... There's nothing going on.. I was only listening to their music.. And watching old videos. There's not even not much of that.. 

I was mostly on tiktok.. Before i know it, bunch of alpha'a videos were on my fyp which i don't even know why. Tiktok algorithm is really scary lol There's also the ariel's armpit incident lol didn't really think much about it. Amidst all that, Awie's son also appear on my fyp lol i thought he was hot. Seriously lol i even masuk one of his live but only a bit. After a while i kinda forgot about him. Was going about my life, listening to Exists songs.. Maybe coz i search for butakah cinta, ameng also appeared on my fyp lol. Long story short, i become interested in his son lololol so I watched his tiktok lives. One day i watched the live when ameng's son was hanging out with Zaki & Nasa. It was so funny, i had to watch it again so i search for the recording of that live. I'm not even a fan but they were really entertaining to watch 🤣 i even made a new tiktok account coz i want to post about the video. I post the videos just for fun but it went viral 😅🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Bcoz of that video, I searched about Zaki, Jamal Abdillah's son. I remember him coz he was on ceria popstar. I watched bit of ceria popstar coz of jozan lol.. So then Zaki's video suddenly appeared on my fyp. He was with Merrah. Once again, intrigued with their friendship, i check out their videos. They are so funny so i post it to tiktok, and once again went viral 🤣🤣🤣 

It was such a perfect timing of that viral video.. Zaki & Merrah have a project together coming soon, so it was good way to boost their names. 

Before i knew it, i was addicted to Zaki & Merrah contents lol. Like, they are sooo... How to say, like ngam bersama? 🤣🤣 Visually, they are like opposites of each other. One has a very clean good boy look, while the other is messy bad boy look, while sharing the same crazy personality. Recently they are very active together coz they have song coming soon. I hope even after the project they will still hang together.. 

Random talk session 311: Ezad Exists

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Today is 29.12.2025

Want to talk about Exists and Ezad again lol 

Honestly i don't remember Exists in my childhood nor my teenage years.. None that i can remember.. I know Spoon, Spring, Slam, New Boyz lol but not Exists lol 

Like how and why did i even search for their songs??? There's a video on YouTube that i remember watching coz i wanted to hear their songs.. 

Fast forward to 2025..

I really wanted to go to exists concert for some reason lol lol i remember checking up tickets for the Singapore concert lolol i remember it clearly coz i was disappointed that i can't get front row lolol (the ticketing was already open months before). 

About the members, i learn about the vocalists from tiktok lol i really didn't care much, lol i remember seeing Ezad on my fyp and i was like "meh" hahahah 

I also saw the ad for exists concert at jiospace, and was considering again, but coz i was not that big of a fan, i decided not to go alas. Months pass again, and there was the news about the postpone of the concert. I consider again hahah but nope, alas still not going haha 

Then. It's Dec. One day, the jiospace concert snippet appeared on my fyp. I was like "oh it's the concert that i wanted to go" so i watched it......and watch more of the videos..  I was like "damn the songs so good"... Before i know it, i was watching exists videos until 2am lololol I fell in love with Ezad lol (coz of his voice lol). Bcoz of this, i even went to watch old videos of exists on YouTube..... Watching those really made me more obsessed with Ezad lol 

Like i said earlier, i don't have memories of exists in my childhood, but somehow Ezad's voice felt very nostalgic..., this nostalgic feeling is not from my childhood, but maybe from 10, 14 years ago.. I must have heard of their songs from my colleagues. They always put on oldie songs when working so i terikut la jg dengar haha

The obsession was so real coz i didn't t even want to eat anything, and just want to watch and hear Ezad 😭 

I love Ezad soooo much..

I know, this is just a fangirl phase.. One day, my love for Ezad will fade away too, and i feel so sad thinking about it 😢😢😢

For now, i can say he's my fav person in the world. The one i love the most in the world. He brings joy and happiness to my lonely world.. I want to meet Ezad before this feeling go away.. 😢😢😢

Bye

Random talk session 310: 2025 fandom

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Today is 25.12.2025. Christmas desu lol

Anyways yeah yeah i know it has been so long. 

Need to blog to keep track of my fandom lol

Anyways 2025...  Last time, i was obsessed with the blue lock's voice imitation streamers, update on that.. I guess I'm still keeping up with them haha I'm still watching their regular broadcast on Wednesday.  I don't watch their individual broadcast as much now. Raki and Kamui particularly, coz they are my favs. Still love them of course. My heart squeeze when they interacts 🥹 so cute.. 

Oh.. I went to blue lock fes.. My first seiyuu event... 

Also, this year i skip Gene's concert... And with this, i can say it's an end of an era. I have been seeing them every year since 2017, and this year i didn't go. I don't plan to go for next year live also. Yes, they have announced next year live already. So early.. 

I'm also not obsessed over jozan anymore. I have stop posting on my tiktok.. This is what happens when there's nothing new.. 😢

What's sadder i never even met johan or zizan at all..

At one point i suddenly got obsessed with so7 😂 but it was very short period. Like maybe 1, 2 months? I was listening to their songs nonstop lol Pak Duta so cute lol alas, this obsession also didn't last long lol

Next, 1d and Harry lol i think i was too bored in life lol... I watched 1d old videos, narry videos... Just to satisfy my fangirl side.. It was fun but as usual didn't last very long...

Now... Now it's freakin Exists lol.. It's still fresh, like maybe 5 days 😂 so i need to write it before i forget lol... Before this, i already like Exists' songs, and would listen to them when I'm extra bore lol at one time I even considering to go to their concerts (as a casual fan). This was bcoz I missed going to concerts lol... One day, as usual I'm watching tiktok, suddenly clippings of Exists concert appeared on my fyp. And i was like, erm yeah this was the concert i wanted to go lololol so i watched a few bunch, and was like erm why this kinda good............. Their videos keep popping up on my fyp... Before I knew it i was searching their videos nonstop (not from fyp) lolol and that's how i got obsessed with Ezad Lazim. Damn his voice is soooooo goood 😭😭😭😭😭 it's so weird coz I've listen to their songs before, but i never noticed his voice lolololol... 

When i saw his face i was like..... Erm OK... Lol.. Not a shade ok. I'm a seiyuu fan ok. I'm attracted to voice more than the face lol..  So coz i was intrigued with Ezad's voice... Yeah i was scouring YouTube & tiktoks, watching Exists videos lol... Before i knew it, it was 2am, and then the next day I'm still watching lololol yeah, an obsession was born lol Ajai even appeared in my dream lololol yeah i like Ajai too loolol but Ezad's voice.. Man.. Really makes me crazy...

How i know it's real, coz i don't even feel like eating nowadays.. I feel so full just from watching Ezad lolololollolol this guy so cute and funny lol.. Even his gigi berlapis is cute lol 

What more can i say man.. 

I know this obsession will fade just like the others.   So sad when i think about it..  Anyhow i hope this time, at least i can see Ezad,and listen to his voice right in front of me.,not just from the screen.. 

Erm... Ok that's all i think lol.. Gonna continue watching Exists and Ezad videos lol.. 

Bye..  Until the next fandom lol... 

Random Talk Session 309: yet another obsession

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Today is 5th October (Saturday) 

 BLUE LOCK anime 2nd season starts today

Anyways, writing this coz i got a new obsession now lol

I get hook to a new stuffs too easily now lol

 just how bore am i...  🥲

OK let me just start from the beginning.. 

Last time, it was Blue Lock right... I finished the anime, and misses the characters so much, so i watch the voice imitation videos on YouTube. At first, i was just watching it for the characters, but as i watch more videos, i fell for the people that imitating the voices lol They are, i guess, are call vtubers? Streamers?..  Long story short, the ones that got my attention now are Kamui & Raki. FUNNILY enough, the first one tht got my attention is Kamui, the person that imitate Reo's voice. I love his laughs so much 😂 He sounds like a very fun person to hang with 😂 i love his voice too. If anything, i like his voice more than Yuuma lolllll don't hate meee 😭 i love Yuuma's singing voice but his talking voice is really just too ordinary to me... I still love Yuuma ok, just that Kamui's voice is more unique lol... Then there's Raki. He imitate Chigiri's voice, so of course i love him lol and not to mention his voice imitation of Chigiri is really good too.. 

Like i said before , i fell for Kamui first, so i watched Kamui's videos only lol.. As i browse his videos, i found out that Raki is also doing Yuji's voice (jjk),..  I was too used to his Chigiri voice, i kinda pick up Chigiri's voice when he's doing Yuji's voice. In fact, i still do it when i listen to Raki..  This is the major difference of how i hear Kamui's and Raki's voice. Kamui's voice is more unique, so i remember his voice as his own voice instead of Reo's voice. As for Raki, I'm not saying his voice is not unique, but his voice imitation of Chigiri's voice is too good, that i automatically remember Chigiri when i hear Raki's voice.. Lol this is really confusing to read.. Especially it also involves the real seiyuu voice too lol anyways main point is i love Kamui and Raki 😂

Back to the part when i found out that Raki also doing Yuji's voice. It was the Super Bunny man video. That video is just so funny it made me like Raki as well 😂 Kamui and Raki laughs sounds the same it's so cute 😂😂 i don't know if i unconscious like them coz they imitate Yuuma's and Soma's characters lol... But yeah I'm really happy to see their interactions lol... 

I don't know what to write anymore lol so bye 

Random talk session 308: Nagi part 2

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Today is 22nd Aug 

Erm i wanna talk about nagi lol before i forget 

My first impression about Nagi is,.. Ermm.. i think i said it before, when he first appeared, i just thought, "oh, it's Shimazaki!" (voice) lol i think i was really enjoying the anime, i didn't think about my fav or something. But as the anime progress, i begin to really like Nagi lol After finishing the anime, the parts i goes back to rewatch is only Nagi's parts.. I really don't remember how the heck did i even begin to really love him lol when he awakens? When he chose to join isagi team? When he was being cute with Chigiri? When i found out that he's 190cm?? I don't remember lol 

Ah i don't know what else to write!! 

Nagi i love you!!! 

Ok that's all lol until next time 

Random talk session 307: Shimazaki Nobunaga

Hello 

It's 20th August

I am listening to Free songs,.. 

I can never hear Shimazaki's voice in the songs.. Lol

Until Nagi come around lol i still have to carefully listen to his voice though 

That moment when i realise that just like with Yuuma, i thought Shimazaki's talking voice was very generic lol i can't hear Shimazaki voice at all when i listen to Style Five songs lol it has been like that for years lol There was also the time when i didn't even realise Sakurai (kurobasu) was voice by Shimazaki! Ermmm oh i was lookin at my old twitter, and i said i develop a soft spot for Shimazaki's voice bcoz of Baki lol but the moment i recognise his voice, I'm not very sure, but most probably from Handa-kun??? But i also strongly remember he was the lead guy in Parasyte lol i forgot his name lol start with s? Lol *goes to Google* shinichi lol almost 😂  he's also Kaido in the Saiki anime lol erm what else.... 

Anyways.. About this guy lol when I was in my seiyuu phase, i didn't really watch him much.. I remember him as the person that voice Haruka coz of the free seiyuu event lol 

And for some reason i remember his marriage news lol 

Ermm... What more i can say lol.. 

*break*

.... I was watching Shimazaki's video... 

Remember this date: 20th August 2024..

My feeling about Shimazaki Nobunaga. 

I really beginning to like him as person, and not just the voice lolllll damn.. Now i even feel like checking his other videos hellpppp I don't help time for that lol i wanna hear Full Throttle4 songs lol 

ANYWAYS.. i miss Nagi lol

Don't know what else to write lol 

Until next time 

Random talk session 306: seiyuu talk

Hello diary

Today iz 19th August 

Last time i was obsessing over Blue Lock chara songs, but now, I've shifted to Full Throttle4 songs lolzz I'm so obsessed! it's just like when i start fangirling jozan. The first thing i do when i wake up, is to listen to Full Throttle4 songs lolll i didn't even do this to Blue Lock songs lolll i think I have listen to the songs for thousands times lolll i can't get enough omg it's so addicting!!! I can't move on hellppppp How did i even end up listening to the songs? Here's the story.

So, in the last post, i said i was listening to the song with Soma and Yuuma (last time i call him Uchida lol but i want to change this now before.. Before.. Before what??? Huh?? Before i fall more in love with him of course lolzzzz well, we don't know what will happened so erm whatever lol anyway yeah like I said, i really love the way Yuuma sings, and wanted to hear more of him singing (with Soma lol..). I searched the group call Full Throttle4, and listen to the songs......damn it's so good.. The songs so good..,no let me rephrase it, Yuuma & Soma singing voice is so good... Let me just say this, whoever that thought of making them singing together is a genius....  I love it so much... Ok.. That is what's happening now, but the real reason for this post was i wanna talk about Uchida Yuuma lol

This guy. I start to recognise his voice from Reo. Before i know of his name, i call him Reo's voice lol Honestly, his talking voice didn't leave much that much impression to me. I was attracted to his singing voice instead... Since i suddenly taken an interest in him, i start to trace my memory about him lol. I've heard Uchida Yuuma name before but just never care lol i know he's the brother of Uchida Maaya. I know about Uchida Maaya becoz of Noragami. Also, Yuuma was also gonna voice Ryota's character in Battle of Tokyo. That's my strongest memory of Yuuma lol After doing more research, i found out that he is Sakura from the Wind Breaker anime.. My impression about Sakura, he's cute and all but that's it lol I also found out Yuuma is Megumi's voice (jujutsu kaisen)... I remember thinking how generic is this character voice is jdkdjjd I love voices, so i have a tendency to remember a voice, especially if it's the main character. Jujutsu Kaisen made me take notice of Junya Enoki voice too.I remember thinking Enoki being in so many animes lol But, strangely, i didn't even realise Sakura's voice was Reo's voice... More over, i watched Blue Lock not too long after i watch Wind Breaker..  Ermm this make me wanna talk about the other seiyuu too lol maybe next post coz now i wanna talk about Yuuma lol Yuuma is also Ramune's voice, the strange disease anime lol i forgot the title lol.. Strangely i remember Ramune's voice?? How to say, like, when i read Yuuma's other roles, and saw Ramune, i can hear Yuuma's voice??? But when i try to remember Megumi, i can't remember at all how did he sound like... For Sakura, it's kinda feint....  I can say i can recognise his voice but i still haven't found that 'grip' feeling,.. Just like Shimazaki lol i only found the 'grip' this year even though i already know his voice for more than 10 years...   Lol... Ahhh i m getting sleepy.. Don't remember what else i wanna talk lol 

Oh ok i have to write this before i forget - 

My obsession over Yuuma's voice is real, so much that I'm checking if he has tour dates so i can go lollll

Ugh im so sleepy now 

Until next time! Bye yo