Random talk session 311: Ezad Exists

 Hello diary

Today is 29.12.2025

Want to talk about Exists and Ezad again lol 

Honestly i don't remember Exists in my childhood nor my teenage years.. None that i can remember.. I know Spoon, Spring, Slam, New Boyz lol but not Exists lol 

Like how and why did i even search for their songs??? There's a video on YouTube that i remember watching coz i wanted to hear their songs.. 

Fast forward to 2025..

I really wanted to go to exists concert for some reason lol lol i remember checking up tickets for the Singapore concert lolol i remember it clearly coz i was disappointed that i can't get front row lolol (the ticketing was already open months before). 

About the members, i learn about the vocalists from tiktok lol i really didn't care much, lol i remember seeing Ezad on my fyp and i was like "meh" hahahah 

I also saw the ad for exists concert at jiospace, and was considering again, but coz i was not that big of a fan, i decided not to go alas. Months pass again, and there was the news about the postpone of the concert. I consider again hahah but nope, alas still not going haha 

Then. It's Dec. One day, the jiospace concert snippet appeared on my fyp. I was like "oh it's the concert that i wanted to go" so i watched it......and watch more of the videos..  I was like "damn the songs so good"... Before i know it, i was watching exists videos until 2am lololol I fell in love with Ezad lol (coz of his voice lol). Bcoz of this, i even went to watch old videos of exists on YouTube..... Watching those really made me more obsessed with Ezad lol 

Like i said earlier, i don't have memories of exists in my childhood, but somehow Ezad's voice felt very nostalgic..., this nostalgic feeling is not from my childhood, but maybe from 10, 14 years ago.. I must have heard of their songs from my colleagues. They always put on oldie songs when working so i terikut la jg dengar haha

The obsession was so real coz i didn't t even want to eat anything, and just want to watch and hear Ezad 😭 

I love Ezad soooo much..

I know, this is just a fangirl phase.. One day, my love for Ezad will fade away too, and i feel so sad thinking about it 😢😢😢

For now, i can say he's my fav person in the world. The one i love the most in the world. He brings joy and happiness to my lonely world.. I want to meet Ezad before this feeling go away.. 😢😢😢

Bye