Random talk session 313: along?

 Hello diary..

Today is 11/11/2026

It's Wednesday... 

As usual, long time no see hahaha..

So.. What's up now... 

Again, as usual new fandom lol not exactly new but erm

So last time, i was obsessed with zaki & merrah. My videos of them went viral, and they kinda acknowledge my presence lol actually many things happened.. I won a m&g to their event.. I met them..  I was so happy..  

But this phase was only for a short time..

A month after that.. Kinda lost interest coz they very rarely make content anymore..

My life became so empty after that.. 

May, June, July.. Still following Merrah.. He was my only joy that time..  But just not the same... 

... And then.. 1/8/2026.. Exists concert.. 

That night... I fell in love lol... With along lol.. I always thought he's cute, but that time i was too preoccupied with Ezad, so I didn't really think much about him..  

Long story short, i spent 5k seat just to have a concert seat that's directly in front of him... 

I was obsessed!!! 

Along so cute..

The 2nd concert - 8/11/2026

Sadly the m&g was such a terrible experience for me.. I was so scare, so i ran away right after taking the picture.. Not even a hi..  Why am i like this.. It's been a torture for me when i think back about that night.. i could have talk to him but i didn't!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Whyyyyy was i so scare??

I hate this feeling so much.. Watching along makes me happy and sad, all at the same time 😭😭😭

Please someone steal my heart 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I'm so sad 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Let me declare it right now 

Along @ Azhrul Nasir. I love you so much. Right now, you are the person that  i love the most in this world. I love you so much i could die...

Last time, Ezad was my whole world.. Now it's Along.. Who will replace Along?

When that time comes, i will update here again. So, until next time

Bye