Random talk session 122: GEMS Part 2

hello diary! today is 5/3/2010. it's friday morning...1:12am now...

ok, i should write about the interview for GEMS last Monday earlier, but i didn't bcoz i was busy trying to dwld Gintama but failed in all darn times!! grrrrr!!!

so anyway...

on 1/3/2010, last Monday i went to Penview hotel for the GEMS interview. i dunno where the venue and was kinda lost. then, there was 1 guy told me that the GEMS session is at level 1 (i was at Ground Level). So, i went to the lift to go to level 1 and suddenly there was this girl called out to me, "malini ka?" she said. i replied yes XD i didnt kno her, (but she does look kinda familiar XD) i was like: ehh?? how she know me? lol turns out she was a friend of my friend XD

and then we went to this 1 room for the interview. we were the 1st ones lol

the interviewers came at 10am. and then they make a brief introduction about GEMS. after that we fill in a form and submitted misc certificates.

and then finally the interview. we were asked to make some kind of self introduction, tell our name, background and then why want to join GEMS, in english D:

......and then, it was my turn. omg, i look pretty calm on the outside, but the inside, everything goes all haywire!! my heart pumping like crazy, my mind going insane with intensity!!! and then, the result, me sprouting nonsense!!! arghhhhh!!! i really hate presenting (read: i hate people looking at me). what said was really a messed!

emm...really wish my english was better. i have been blogging in english 3 years. Looking back at my old blog entry in MP, it really bad (i actually feel ashamed reading them lolz
) lol esp my grammar, and i think i still sux at it now XDDD my vocabulary is quite ok i guess, but darn my grammar. *shakes head* ...anyway, like i said, 3 years. writing comment, interacting wit my fellow online friends for 3 years, i wonder if that has increase my english speaking ability a little bit..eventho i didnt really interact orally..

emm...what else...emm..oh, earlier, at abt 8pm, the person from GEMS called me, so i am confirmed to join in. Gonna go to Kuching this saturday. Register on Sunday, at Penview again. emm...

i've activated my broadband last tuesday, but the connection is really, really, very unstable!!! what's wrong celcom????? it's making me very angry!!! i need to watch and dwld gintama bfor i went to kuch this saturday yo!!! please!!!!!!!!!!

ok, that's all. *sigh* maybe i'll update times to times abt this GEMS...hope there's pc for me to online during the course...

Random talk session 121: GEMS?

hello diary..

ok, i wrote abt this in my MP page, which is kinda rare...That page is supposed to be for fangirling purpose and i seldom post anything related to myself there...ah, anyway..want to add some more things abt it..

I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE THE PROGRAME I KNO I WILL BCOZ I NEVER LIKE PLKN
I HATE TO INTERACT WIT PEOPLE I DONT KNOW
I HATE SPEAKING ENGLISH
I HATE PRESENTING
I HATE ME

ok, that's all...

i am so sad ok!!!!!!!!!

Random talk session 120: tenipuri and JE

Hello diary~ Today is 15/2/10. it's monday.

yesterday tv3 didnt air merlin T_T. ah well, i still hav hallmark XD This tuesday. hehe. oh, also yesterday's Raja Lawak. Caca's out. only 4 people remaining. i hope mamu can be in the top3, but dunno y i hav the feeling they are the next to go next week. aiii...

next topic. still struggling to dwld tenipuri festa backstage. i failed 2 time!!! gggrrrrr!! *pulls hair* i feel so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRFGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*calms down. reads the quote at the right side of site. /sighs/*

..... ok, let's get to the random. tenipuri and JE.. i dun watch tenipuri. wait, that's wrong. i've watched it but just nvr finished it lol besides, i already kno the ending. i think. ryoma pretty much won everything. seigaku also pretty much won everything. the only thing that make me watch some of the eps is to c atobe XD and ended liking hyoutei bcoz of the voice actors haha.

ok, about hyoutei's tennis club. they are bunch of selfish people lol in a JE comparison, hyoutei is like kattun. the members are not that friendly wit each other, they hav problem wit team works, bunch of troulesome guys XD haha. it's very Kattun. well, i dun really kattun that well, or even hyoutei. this is just what i think. haha.

then...i thought...what about NEWS. which team of tenipuri r them? emm....truthfully i dunno.haha. i'm thinking seigaku XD

as for kanjani, i think they are shitenhouji. lolz i dunno anything abt shitenhouji, but i think they are bunch of funny people XD

as for arashi..emm..rokkaku maybe? lolz i dun have any idea..

HSJ..emm....higa? lolz jk jk. i dunno...emm...

i cant think anymore....the point is i think hyoutei is like kattun..haha. ok, end!!

Random talk session 119: tenipuri festa

hello diary!! ohisahiburi!! today is sunday, 14/2/2010. it's Chinese New Year!!! Gong xi fa cai to those who celebrates! ^_________^

it's also valentine's day~

ok, nothing really special, worth mentioning happened to me. still having no job. *sigh*but there's a lot thing from fandom!! read my MP entry for NEWS updates XD

and! and! and!! tenipuri festa dwld link is uP!!!!!!!! khsdfhshf it exist!!! oh dear GOD. i thank u. bless the people who share these files!! unlike jpop, the seiyuu fandom is not that popular. it's almost impossible to find sub..wait. let me correct that. it's totally impossible to find sub for various seiyuu events. oh, before talking abt the sub, i should ramble about the actual videos (i meant the dvd of these events, cd, etc) first. not many eng-speaking comm share media:video stuffs.. sometimes i really feel like backing out from this fandom, and return to how things was. that is, to fangirl the "voice" only and not the person wit the voice.*sigh* But still, i cant consider myself a true fan right now. i am just someone interested wit seiyuu. yes. only that. i cant make myself to be too involve. how i wish NEWS can get more activities so i can be distracted from this fandom, just like the seiyuu fandom distract me from NEWS fandom 2 years ago XD anyway, back to tenipuri....the dwld link is up but i cant dwld it *cries a river* my internet connection is too slow and too unstable!!! the dvd is 1gb++ for goodness sake *pulls hair* arrghhhh!!!!! i am happy and frustated at the same time!!!! i wanna c namikawa!!!! suwabe!!!!! kiuchi!!! and the rest of hyoutei!!!! from seigaku, okiayu!!! hiroki!!!! arrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!

end!

EDIT: Since many people asked for it, click HERE for the festa.
And dont forget to thank the uploader ya :D TQ

Random talk session 118

Hello diary! today is 21/1/2010, it's thursday~

yesterday my father was admitted to the hosp. wait, is that sentence right? sounds weird tho. i think the doctors made a wrong diagnose. the symptoms that my father had were the same wit me when i got the stomach flu sickness. they thought it was appendix. really make me wanna say "WTH??"

emm...what else...oh, about tenipuri event dvd. i wrote in my MP site.
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wow, i have no idea now. actually.yeah,really.

bye. hee?? so short!

EDIT:
someone made a very offensive comment in this post. i deleted it bcoz it makes me sad and angry. what did i do wrong????? are u the doc who diagnosed my father??? so u feel offended when i said the doctor mayb had made a wrong diagnosed?? then, i'm sorry!! but u shouldnt say that kind of thing in my blog. i was sad that my dad was sick and then this comment just make me even sadder. i hate conflict!! why human can be so mean????

Random talk session 117: lalala

hello diarY! today is 13/1/2010, wednesday~ morning~

i finally dwld-ed nesa no ou~ i have been wanting to find this BL drama for quite some time. 1 year or so? XDD

comment? em. it's ok XD well, i love both seiyuu, so yeah XDDD ok, seriously, story-wise, i kinda like it XD in the beginning, the seme is too aggressive tho. i really dislike that kinda character. but in the midde, i think he's ok XDDD i think it's bcoz of my toriumi bias XDD haha. and suzuken is so cute XD. he's using the typical young voice, like hikaru in ouran. i'm REALLY relieve his character is not like an annoying girl!! bcoz his voice can be like that if he want too haha. as for toriumi, he is a serious character..his voice, like always, doesnt really change.

wuu, wanna hear more toriumi x suzuken~ i wonder if there's suzuken x toriumi? haha.

emm..i have been hearing a lot BL dramas lately. i feel so dirty...ahahahahahah..

enough of that topic, i must cleanse my soul ahaha besides, there arent any BL dramas i want to find anymore at this moment...

oh, early this morning, i watched a suwabe slide show in utube. gah. here's what i write while watching it...

Gah. what is this weird feeling when i c a slide show of suwabe's pictures in utube....why i feel so happy? toki doki feeling *_* the same feeling i got whn listening to his song.. i dun even kno the guy that much...but i want to kno more abt him....i dun think i love him that much (really?)...he's not that handsome. he's old. he has a short chin lol..he can be such a pervert sometimes lol. i should only adore his voice only but why do i feel like i want to meet him..why..why...??? darn suwabe. why is he making me confuse abt my feeling? lol

..........ok, i realize sumthing. one thing i really love abt him (apart from his voice XD)..his smile. OH GAWD. THAT SMILE WHEN HE LAUGHS HDSJFHSSKJFDFFDJDF. Now i remember, he kinda remind me of massu XD

when he had this haircut, he kinda looked like massu XD

*sigh* i miss him. i wonder what he's doing now. i dun even have a clue. for the last 2 years....

.............ok, now onto real life. there was fogging at our long house yesterday. but, there was no fog. i mean, no smoke. so weird! i wonder if it's new way of fogging now?? what else..em..nothing much. i am only sleeping at home. wish i can have a job and buy some suwabe's stuffs lol

that's all......bye~

Random talk session 116: *facepalm*

hello diary! today is 12/1/09, it's tuesday since it's past 12am already XD nw is 3:48am

*facepalm* (again)

bcoz of this:

see the guy in the yellow shirt!!! wit that hair O_o

watch him HERE. he is doing the role of a wind (?) XDDDDDD hahahhhaa

it's suwabe...the pic is so small, but i can still recognize him XD WHY IS HIS HAIR SO PECULIARLY LONG?? o_o

......................emm........ i think i actually like the hair and that yellow shirt XD

yes, this is the 2nd time i facepalm at the sight of him, this week XDDD

the 1st time was bcoz of this.......

*double facepalm*

toriumi...looks like a real okama, so he scare me the most. hiroki also. suzumura is ok. thank goodness. yoshino cut his hair after that event???????? and the guy at the left (forgot his name DX) is just plain silly, but is a lot better than the rest haha. i bet kishio is relieve he is wearing that choujin costumes XDDD

end~

ps: i need to dwld that vitamin z even someday!!!!!!!!