Random talk session 126: Life in GEMS part 6-spamming

hello diary! i'm spamming again...the 2nd post of the day..

now is 5:53pm...and i am still at the computer lab. and... suddenly he appeared! and at the moment that he came in, i dropped my pendrive's cap...lol i wonder if it was bcoz i was too shocked? haha. tho, i did kinda wish to c him not too long ago...

i heard he's talking abt the computer upstair (i think he meant in the office? or maybe in his room?) and i think he was surfing facebook lol he was saying sumthing about the computer (facebook) is too slow XD hahaha i am gonna give the same comment about gintoki: he's so cute when he's wining XDDDD hahaha

oh God, please dun make me see him again....i want to be sad and despair and in the most fear state so that i can face tomoro english class. i need all these negative feelings as my energy..i need to feel that way, so that tomoro is not gonna be as bad as it is, since it is already the worst...

-to be continue-

ps: by the time i finish writing this blog (6:08pm) he already left the room... :'(

EDIT:

it's 6:11pm. and he came back again *facepalm*

tomoro is gonna be worst than hell...

he went out at 6:20pm+ sumthing n said sumthing like want to go to sleep or sumthing hahahahahaha stop being so damn cute damn it!! XD i can imagine his cute smile XDDD oh massu, sorry, but he so wins the smile right now XDD

EDIT 2: 6:30pm he's back again lol and now wearing the man u jacket again lol and now i am kinda happy that my towel has man u logo on it hahahahahahaha

6:34 pm he's out :'C i think he went to go eat? should i stop online and stalk him at the restaurant?? XDDD hahahaha emm, oh now i kno, he was waiting for his friend XD

oh no, now it's only me in the com lab..should i stalk him go out too? emm...

ah, the server is kinda good right now, so i guess i'll wait for a little while..

EDIT 3: it's 7:05 pm. out of curiousity, i tried to find his facebook and i think i found it...this guy...is...really weird...like, really weird...lol and i think he's already in a relationship. it's ok, it's ok *crying in the inside* i love to stare at him, but that's bcoz i think i like him like an idol. like how i love yamapi or yuya or massu or shige or koyama...
EDIT 27/5/2010. FALSE ALARM. THE FB THAT I SAID I FOUND WAS NOT HIS. IT WAS A MISTAKEN IDENTITY CASE. THE GUYS IS NORMAL. HE'S TOTALLY NOT WEIRD LIKE I THINK LOL

so, once again, i want to emphasize, i like him like an idol only, like how i love the NEWS members..it's not really love. i dun think i can genuinely fall in love... even before this, when i start to hav this feeling, i had predicted, that after some while, i'll forgot about him, that this feeling wont last long..but i guess, since he is still here, i'll gaze at him for a little longer...