Random talk session 238

hey diary!

my last entry was on april! 2 months ago.. i was addicted to tumblr, that's y i didnt write anything here lol

anyway.. since it's april.. just wanna tell the story of one direction again lol

it was around this month that i download the wmyb song.. i find the song very catchy, and it was on repeat for so many times.. u can say i was obsessed wit the song..wow, how life was so much easier compare to now.. lol soo anyway, i love the song so much, i even kinda memorized it lol

and then, after some time, i also heard this catchy song from the radio.. it was one thing. u kno, i only wanted to know the title of the song, so i searched on utube, and that was how i download the one thing mv, which was the reason i am in the fandom now.. .i've told this same story so many time... if i only i didnt download that freakin video, if only i didnt know one direction.. if only!! i think my life would be.. empty, but a whole lot, simpler.. all this feels i m having

Random talk session 237: feels

hi diary.. .today is 3rd of feb..sunday.. day offs..

it's feb and i am still fangrling 1d gahhhh i hate myself. so, let me see, 7 months???

at one time, ryan and kurobasu cure the 'infection' but then i get sick again..

gahhhhh!! so much feelsssss!!!!!!!!

i hate one direction for them has ruin my normal live..

u kno, u hav fallen to the pits of fandom when u hate ur fandom and love them as much.... *facepalm*

help me im feelingg!!!

arghhh... so yeah, i watched their old x factor's perf again, and yeah, feelssssss!!! i said this too many times already, eventho i only knew them for about 7 months, but i feel like i've known them forever!!

Random talk session 236: Meme 2013

 hello dIARY! yey it's the new year!!

this new year, i was at the lab again! yup, another nite shift... lol but this time, i was wit shift b..

so, it's that time of the year again, where i make my meme..

the past years


Meme for this year:

What fandoms did you acquire in 2012?
ONE FREAKIN DIRECTION ARGGGHHHH I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING MYSELF INTO THESE KINDA FANDOM AGAIN JDFJKSJSDJSJH

For anime fandom, this year, i was hook on Bakuman.., oh, and Kuroko no Basuke!! KYAAA i love KISE XDDD

For tv show.. emm, no, i dun watch anything new.. still watching the old show (merlin, spn, dexter)

oh, but recently i've been rewatching csi las vegas, omg i love this show so much!! so nostalgic T_T


What fandoms did you let go of in 2012?
 NEWS i guess.. finally? but still, like i said, i still keep them update... oh, i know, i dun watch Hetalia anymore... and KevJumba from youtube? i was obsessed wit him at the begining of 2012, but at the end of the year, i kinda dun feel the passion anymore... u get me? lol

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2013?
no more please... even one direction was kinda accidental to me.. i was never intended to check them out..

What fandoms do you think you might let go of in 2013 unless things significantly improve.
everything hopefully.. i m too old for fandoms lol

What fandoms do you think you'll never let go of no matter how crappy they get? Why?
i said news every year, but as the years past by, i dun think i can keep it all up, tbh.. i dunno..

What show impressed you most in 2012?
Bakuman & KuroBasu?

What show impressed you least in 2012?
... Can i say Supernatural? LOL the new season is ok, but still... emm...

that's all!

Random talk session 235: masterpost

Hello diary.. it's almost the end of the year.. i just want to organize some things.. 

first is my annual meme thingy..

i think i messed up the year.. but anyways:

Meme for the year 2009 (my life of 2008)

Meme for the year 2010 (my life of 2009)

Meme for the year 2011 (my life of  2010)

Meme for the year 2012 (my life of  2011)

i will do the 2013 meme next year :)

...... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...........

i have lots of website on the internet.. 

One of the earliest blog i have is Multiply I created it on July 13 2007. That was freakin 5 years ago.

My very first post there: was about yuya LOL But actually that day, i wrote 4 posts lol

Multiply was created for me to fangirl about NEWS, Wow, i was such a die hard fan at that time. Gradually, this site becomes a anime/seiyuu blog too.. The posts become less and less as my passion for NEWS also becomes.. less.. And eventually i stopped posting, and my last post was on 26th September 2010. Guess that after i stopped posting, i also stopped fangirling NEWS. I still catch up on things they do tho, i guess, they are still special like that...

While having Multiply, i also created another blog, which is this blogspot. my first post, is a picture of nakamaru lol dated 6 feb 2008. After some times, this blog kinda becomes a blog for my seiyuu passion lol i guess Multiply was for NEWS, while blogspot was for me fangirling.. voices? lol anyway, as time passes, this site kinda becomes my diary lol even the title of this blog is: "This is the secret story of my life".

As if having 2 blogs is not enough, i've also made another one *facepalm* It is LiveJournal. But i rarely post anything there.. heck, actually, i dun post anything much...the main purposes of that site is bcoz i want to become a members to various communities, so that i can download stuffs lol

also, for the fun of it, i also made a wordpress account,which i dun even open anymore lol

others:

Me on YOUTUBE

Me on TWITTER

I was on tumblr, but i deleted the account and made a new  one. *double faceplam* (edited: i post my seiyuu stuffs there)

My FACEBOOK.

well, i can say, currently i am active in tumblr (the main one), facebook, and this blogspot here.

Conclusion: Tumblr is for my fandom, facebook for social, and blogspot is my diary lol

since i reached the conclusion, so, that's it for today. bye2

Random talk session 234

hello diary! today is 11.12.12. tomoro is 12.12.12 0_0

anyway, continue-ing my take me home review thingy or whateva u called it.. gonna update my fav tracks lol

in my previous post:
- nobody compares
- rock me
- back for you
- heart atack

but recently, i also begin to love
- still the one (LOVE THIS!!!)
- kiss you (IT'S THEIR NEXT SINGLE OMG CANT WAIT FOR THE MV JZDHJFJF)
- c'mon c'mon (IT'S ALL BCOZ OF THE FUNNY DANCE THANK YOU NIALL  sdjfhjsdhf)
- i would (funny lyrics lol)
- she's not afraid

conclusion, seeee, like i said before, i love all their fast pop songs, but the ballad is just, no no to me...

anyway.. oh... ok.. so, after i watched the one thing mv, and got curious about them, one of the very first vid i checked out was their x factors perf.. so, eventho i dun really knew them from the very beginning, but it still feels like it, coz of reasons lol anyhow, what i m trying to say is, somehow i feel sad coz i didnt know them earlier.. like, how proud would i be to see what they hav achieve today... i only barely known them for like 5 months, but still... FEEEELLLLLSSS

ok, i m starting to  make no sense..  that's all for tonight.. gud nite people..

Random talk session 233: Reviews or sumthing

Hello diary... oh my god.. it has been ages since i blog anything.. guess my laziness got the best of me lol and also, i was kinda addicted to tumblr these days, that's y i've been missing lol

anyway.. today, i wanna talk about one direction! yup, i am still obsess wit them lol ok, so, i just downloaded the new album the other day, and i also finished listening to all the tracks. i wanna do a little review  comment thingy for the album..But before that, i think i want to do for the first album first. Up All Night.

so, i dun clearly remember, but one of the first few songs that i love from the up all night album was na na na, stand up, forever young, and up all night. After a while, i even beginging to like Everything about you, stand up and i want. My least fav songs are Taken and Tell me a lie. While as for the others, they are not so bad, i listen to them, but  i dun really like them as much.. 

ok, next, the new album, take me home. i listen to it recently, so i can still remember all my feels lol at first, i was like, "meh" when i listen to all the tracks lol i guess i am still getting used to the songs..after repeating it for some reason, finally, there was this song, that i suddenly remember and hummed at work.. yes, it was a song call "nobody compares" seriously, i love this song XD so damn catchy!! hahaha.. 

as for the other,..emm...since i am still kinda 'fangirling' that one song, i cant seems to get hook wit the other songs lol, but ii also find "rock me", "back for you", and "heart attack" quite catchy. oh, now i remember, i think i can say heart attack is the 2nd song that i begin to grow into.. "back for u" is also good.. as for the others... sorry, i still not feeling it lolol 

and this brings me to my next topic.. i seems to not like most of 1D's slow songs / ballad.. i can stand them, i can listen to them, but it's just not on the repeatable level.. the same thing for both album.. i dunno why, but i guess maybe i am listening to 1d for their catchy music only, and i find their ballad is not catchy? or sumthing lol

anyway.. i am kinda tired now lol 

gonna stop writing.. bye diary.. until next time.. 2 months from now? or even later?? lolol

bye! c ya!

Random talk session 232: More Ryan appreciation post

hello diary.. today is 3rd of sept.. still in kl..

anyway.. i was just thinking.. thank goodness, i am kinda more into 1 direction these days lol if i was still in ryan's obsession moment, i think i will seriously cry at the time of the event lol and worst situation, i might even faint? lol thanks for the distraction, 1d lol

this is the 1st event that i went too.. the first idol that i saw and meet and hugged lol... i just regretted that i didnt properly talk to him *slapped self*

yesterday totally feels surreal... went i wake up, i was like, last nite i met Ryan Higa. oh my god... did i really? and then, i watched some of his video, and i was like, "i just meet this guy... eh, really??? did i?? i did..... wow, this guy... i met him?" LOLOL yeah... my mind is still not functional well lol

so yeah... want to reminiscing abbot ryan... i think, the very first video that i saw was the asian drama rants vid... i was looking for some korean drama cliche and wanna laugh at them lol ryan's video was spot on though lol korean drama is so predictable and cliche... anyway.. i think after that i also watch his other video..? i think.. to be honest i dun really remember.. at some point, i thought i saw the how to be ninja or the ninja glare first.. my memories is very blurry lol so anyhow, that was, i am almost positive, was in 2009 lol anyhow, so yeah.. at first, i thought the guy is malaysian or sumthing lol.. but he's not... apparently he's a japanese, and that just make me love him even more lol so anyhow, yeah, i subs to him.. and find him funny.. but, at that time, i am not really that big fan, i just like him, u know.. it was only until this year, that i become to, really, really like him lol

but at the same time, that was also the started of my kevjumba obsession lol.. but now, sadly, kevin doesnt make as much vid like he usually does...and he is also out of ytf.. this is sad.. and as time pass, i kinda forget about kevin, but, i still remember ryan, coz, occasionally he still post videos..

after that i was in my anime mood again, was watching more anime.. until i found about one direction, and watched almost no anime anymore lol and then, suddenly, the news about ryan coming to malaysia.. and he went there, and i saw him, and now it's one day after i meet him, and i suddenly miss him.. and suddenly i feel empty again...

end? yeah... bye,,,