Random Talk Session 309: yet another obsession

 Hello diary

Today is 5th October (Saturday) 

 BLUE LOCK anime 2nd season starts today

Anyways, writing this coz i got a new obsession now lol

I get hook to a new stuffs too easily now lol

 just how bore am i...  🥲

OK let me just start from the beginning.. 

Last time, it was Blue Lock right... I finished the anime, and misses the characters so much, so i watch the voice imitation videos on YouTube. At first, i was just watching it for the characters, but as i watch more videos, i fell for the people that imitating the voices lol They are, i guess, are call vtubers? Streamers?..  Long story short, the ones that got my attention now are Kamui & Raki. FUNNILY enough, the first one tht got my attention is Kamui, the person that imitate Reo's voice. I love his laughs so much 😂 He sounds like a very fun person to hang with 😂 i love his voice too. If anything, i like his voice more than Yuuma lolllll don't hate meee 😭 i love Yuuma's singing voice but his talking voice is really just too ordinary to me... I still love Yuuma ok, just that Kamui's voice is more unique lol... Then there's Raki. He imitate Chigiri's voice, so of course i love him lol and not to mention his voice imitation of Chigiri is really good too.. 

Like i said before , i fell for Kamui first, so i watched Kamui's videos only lol.. As i browse his videos, i found out that Raki is also doing Yuji's voice (jjk),..  I was too used to his Chigiri voice, i kinda pick up Chigiri's voice when he's doing Yuji's voice. In fact, i still do it when i listen to Raki..  This is the major difference of how i hear Kamui's and Raki's voice. Kamui's voice is more unique, so i remember his voice as his own voice instead of Reo's voice. As for Raki, I'm not saying his voice is not unique, but his voice imitation of Chigiri's voice is too good, that i automatically remember Chigiri when i hear Raki's voice.. Lol this is really confusing to read.. Especially it also involves the real seiyuu voice too lol anyways main point is i love Kamui and Raki 😂

Back to the part when i found out that Raki also doing Yuji's voice. It was the Super Bunny man video. That video is just so funny it made me like Raki as well 😂 Kamui and Raki laughs sounds the same it's so cute 😂😂 i don't know if i unconscious like them coz they imitate Yuuma's and Soma's characters lol... But yeah I'm really happy to see their interactions lol... 

I don't know what to write anymore lol so bye 

Random talk session 308: Nagi part 2

Hello diary

Today is 22nd Aug 

Erm i wanna talk about nagi lol before i forget 

My first impression about Nagi is,.. Ermm.. i think i said it before, when he first appeared, i just thought, "oh, it's Shimazaki!" (voice) lol i think i was really enjoying the anime, i didn't think about my fav or something. But as the anime progress, i begin to really like Nagi lol After finishing the anime, the parts i goes back to rewatch is only Nagi's parts.. I really don't remember how the heck did i even begin to really love him lol when he awakens? When he chose to join isagi team? When he was being cute with Chigiri? When i found out that he's 190cm?? I don't remember lol 

Ah i don't know what else to write!! 

Nagi i love you!!! 

Ok that's all lol until next time 

Random talk session 307: Shimazaki Nobunaga

Hello 

It's 20th August

I am listening to Free songs,.. 

I can never hear Shimazaki's voice in the songs.. Lol

Until Nagi come around lol i still have to carefully listen to his voice though 

That moment when i realise that just like with Yuuma, i thought Shimazaki's talking voice was very generic lol i can't hear Shimazaki voice at all when i listen to Style Five songs lol it has been like that for years lol There was also the time when i didn't even realise Sakurai (kurobasu) was voice by Shimazaki! Ermmm oh i was lookin at my old twitter, and i said i develop a soft spot for Shimazaki's voice bcoz of Baki lol but the moment i recognise his voice, I'm not very sure, but most probably from Handa-kun??? But i also strongly remember he was the lead guy in Parasyte lol i forgot his name lol start with s? Lol *goes to Google* shinichi lol almost 😂  he's also Kaido in the Saiki anime lol erm what else.... 

Anyways.. About this guy lol when I was in my seiyuu phase, i didn't really watch him much.. I remember him as the person that voice Haruka coz of the free seiyuu event lol 

And for some reason i remember his marriage news lol 

Ermm... What more i can say lol.. 

*break*

.... I was watching Shimazaki's video... 

Remember this date: 20th August 2024..

My feeling about Shimazaki Nobunaga. 

I really beginning to like him as person, and not just the voice lolllll damn.. Now i even feel like checking his other videos hellpppp I don't help time for that lol i wanna hear Full Throttle4 songs lol 

ANYWAYS.. i miss Nagi lol

Don't know what else to write lol 

Until next time 

Random talk session 306: seiyuu talk

Hello diary

Today iz 19th August 

Last time i was obsessing over Blue Lock chara songs, but now, I've shifted to Full Throttle4 songs lolzz I'm so obsessed! it's just like when i start fangirling jozan. The first thing i do when i wake up, is to listen to Full Throttle4 songs lolll i didn't even do this to Blue Lock songs lolll i think I have listen to the songs for thousands times lolll i can't get enough omg it's so addicting!!! I can't move on hellppppp How did i even end up listening to the songs? Here's the story.

So, in the last post, i said i was listening to the song with Soma and Yuuma (last time i call him Uchida lol but i want to change this now before.. Before.. Before what??? Huh?? Before i fall more in love with him of course lolzzzz well, we don't know what will happened so erm whatever lol anyway yeah like I said, i really love the way Yuuma sings, and wanted to hear more of him singing (with Soma lol..). I searched the group call Full Throttle4, and listen to the songs......damn it's so good.. The songs so good..,no let me rephrase it, Yuuma & Soma singing voice is so good... Let me just say this, whoever that thought of making them singing together is a genius....  I love it so much... Ok.. That is what's happening now, but the real reason for this post was i wanna talk about Uchida Yuuma lol

This guy. I start to recognise his voice from Reo. Before i know of his name, i call him Reo's voice lol Honestly, his talking voice didn't leave much that much impression to me. I was attracted to his singing voice instead... Since i suddenly taken an interest in him, i start to trace my memory about him lol. I've heard Uchida Yuuma name before but just never care lol i know he's the brother of Uchida Maaya. I know about Uchida Maaya becoz of Noragami. Also, Yuuma was also gonna voice Ryota's character in Battle of Tokyo. That's my strongest memory of Yuuma lol After doing more research, i found out that he is Sakura from the Wind Breaker anime.. My impression about Sakura, he's cute and all but that's it lol I also found out Yuuma is Megumi's voice (jujutsu kaisen)... I remember thinking how generic is this character voice is jdkdjjd I love voices, so i have a tendency to remember a voice, especially if it's the main character. Jujutsu Kaisen made me take notice of Junya Enoki voice too.I remember thinking Enoki being in so many animes lol But, strangely, i didn't even realise Sakura's voice was Reo's voice... More over, i watched Blue Lock not too long after i watch Wind Breaker..  Ermm this make me wanna talk about the other seiyuu too lol maybe next post coz now i wanna talk about Yuuma lol Yuuma is also Ramune's voice, the strange disease anime lol i forgot the title lol.. Strangely i remember Ramune's voice?? How to say, like, when i read Yuuma's other roles, and saw Ramune, i can hear Yuuma's voice??? But when i try to remember Megumi, i can't remember at all how did he sound like... For Sakura, it's kinda feint....  I can say i can recognise his voice but i still haven't found that 'grip' feeling,.. Just like Shimazaki lol i only found the 'grip' this year even though i already know his voice for more than 10 years...   Lol... Ahhh i m getting sleepy.. Don't remember what else i wanna talk lol 

Oh ok i have to write this before i forget - 

My obsession over Yuuma's voice is real, so much that I'm checking if he has tour dates so i can go lollll

Ugh im so sleepy now 

Until next time! Bye yo 

Random talk session 305: Nagi

Hello diary

Today is 17th August 

I have to make this post lol

Have to let these feelings out lol 

Anyway let me start from the beginning

Coz there's nothing new from jozan, i was so bored, so i start watching anime again 

I watched the grandparents turns young anime lol which is good lol i cried at lot at the episodes lol 

I also watched Kaiju no. 8 which is also good. Nothing much i can say coz something happened obviously lol which i will get to 

I watched Wind Breaker. So good too lol, and i cried so much lol I don't know why I'm so easy to cry recently whenever I watch anime lol Sakura is so cute lol but i think my fav is Umemiya? (I forgot his name lol) it's the guy that Nakamura voiced lol then there's Suoh lol ugh it's Shimazaki's voice ugh this guy i swear. This guy was stirring my heart without me knowing lol I think the starting point was when i heard his voice in Mashle.. It's like, i can finally hear his voice?? (i can always recognise his voice of course, but i finally hear that uniqueness (?) of his voice) So Souh kinda become my fav character i guess? Lol 

After that, i watch Blue Lock.. Yes.. This is the anime that change me. It's so veryyyy good!! I remember i told myself that I'm never gonna watch sport anime again lol but since i don't have anything else to watch, i just went and watch it.. It's so good like Wind breaker and Kaiju no. 8. The difference this time, is i have a fav character that i really, really love.. My fav character in the beginning was Chigiri lol (coz it's Soma's voice lol and he's so beautiful lol). There's soo many familiar voices in this anime, and also many voices that I don't recognise. Then Nagi appeared.. Shimazaki's voice.. At the beginning, i don't feel much about this character lol coz Chigiri was holding my heart maybe? lol After more episodes, suddenly.. I find myself liking Nagi more lollllz sorry Chigiri lol i was obsessed with Nagi lol After finishing Blue Lock, i would always rewatch episodes that have Nagi lol i love Nagi so much.. Nagi is so cute.. My best boy.. I love Nagi.. I don't even watch tiktok or jozan anymore coz of him lol.. I'm just all Nagi.. One more thing about Blue Lock, i didn't cry watching it lol it's funny coz i cried at the other anime, but not Blue Lock. When i started the anime, i was ready to cry (sport anime always makes me feels emotional lol and that was kinda the reason i don't want to watch sport anime anymore lol). i was obsessed with Nagi, but I still wanna watch more anime,.. I watch a few, but nothing had impact like Blue Lock did to me..  I was bored again lol.. So, one day, i rewatch Kurobasu lol i miss kurobasu! Really, but actually the real reason was coz i wanted to hear Shimazaki voice as Sakurai lollllll seeee, it's not that i want to rewatch kurobasu, i want to hear Shimazaki voice actually. That is how much i miss Nagi! I want to hear his voice! (i can just watch Shimazaki right? But nope, i don't want to see the person, i just want to hear his voice... Weird,i know..).. Ok.. So i rewatch kurobasu lol i cried so much lol i already know what happened but i still cry lol Side note to remember, i suddenly become a fan of AoKaga ship after that rewatch lol ok back to the main story..  I also rewatch / relisten to kurobasu character songs. I listen to Aomine school song which is sooooo funny, 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣  Shimazaki sound sooooo sweet when he sings as Sakurai 😭💕😭💕😭 Shimazaki kono yaro!!! Of course that made me wanna hear he sings as Nagi! So i clicked the link and omg i tell you, i screamed silently. This feeling omg i don't even know how to describe it. When was the last time i feel that? when i hear jozan songs of course lol ughhh omg the song sooo good!! It just makes me love nagi more (not Shimazaki. Lol) it's so Nagi!! I'm so happy that Shimazaki use his Nagi voice 😭😭😭 it's so nagi 😭😭 nagiiii i love youuu!!! I listen to the song so many times that even i feel sick of it lol long story short, i also listen to the other blue lock character songs. Soma sounds so good lol but that's where the difference is. Like, i hear Soma, i don't hear Chigiri 😂 but when i listen to Nagi song, i hear Nagi, not Shimazaki lol i guess i love Nagi more than the voice? But that's kinda wrong too.. I thought i like his voice...? That's for another discussion lol anyways... I repeated Nagi song so much, that i started to notice Reo's voice,... Uchida Yuma..  He has a good singing voice.. Soma also has a good singing voice, suddenly my mind : i want to hear Uchida & Soma songs lolllll (at first i was lookin for Shimazaki & Soma song but it doesn't exist? Nah, i didn't search much 😂) in a way, Uchida Yuma is really something to distract me from Nagi 😂

Ok finally we are getting close to what is happening now lol I'm currently repeating Uchida and Soma songs (and Shimazaki too, coz it's a group song. Funnily enough, I'm more into Uchida & Soma voice.. That's bcoz Shimazaki is not using his Nagi voice lol.. See how complicated is this feeling.. BTW Sakura's voice in Wind Breaker is Uchida lol...

Ermm.. What else to say lol.. Actually i still have a lot i want yo write but this post already so long.. Beside, i want to hear Nagi song and Uchida and Soma songs lol

Until the next time 

Random Talk Session 304

Hello diary.. It's 23rd July, Tuesday.

Update on fandom lol my jozan phase kinda has fade out lol.. Not even a year lollll well, this is what happens when there's nothing new... 

Since there's nothing jozan related to watch, i begin to watch anime again.

Yesterday i finish watching Undead Unluck. Omg Rip is so handsome lolllll i had always like him coz it's kaji's voice but omg when he change back to his adult body, and he suddenly become a good guy, I screamed lollllll it's his freakin clothes ok lollll 

Last time it was Shen's outfit lol seriously, i love how this author draws guys' outfit 😂😂 

So sexy lollll i kid you not i was so obsessed with this picture lollll 

Ermmm i want to post more pictures, but it's so hard to upload picture using mobile post.. So i guess that's it for today lol i love Rip 😂😂 i love, love him so much i just had to make this post ok so i will remember 😂😂 

also, hearing Rip being sad breaks my heart coz it's also Eren's voice. I miss Eren 😭😭😭😭 My babbbyy!! 😭😭 

Ok ok bye for real now

Random talk session 303

 Hello diary

Today is 13th march. It's Wednesday. 

These days.. 

As always, I'm still in jozan mood. But not as obsessive 😂😂

Anyhow,.. I think of myself as zizan fan, but as i watch more jozan videos, i think i like johan more 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 ahhhhh apasal la ko dh kawen johan 😭😭😭😭 i feel uncomfortable to have such deep feeling for him coz he's married 🤣🤣🤣

I love johan!! Johan!! If only you can see this blog!! I want you to know, that you are such a sun in my life!!!, i love you so strong lol

That's all lol bye

Random talk session 302: johan

 Hello diary

Today is 2nd of Feb. Friday. 

Jozan obsession still going lol

There's nothing new, so I'm just repeating old videos 🥲

I'm sad that i will definitely get bore of it... maybe in 3 months lol or maybe a year lol i just hope i get to see them by then lol 

Anyways 

Really cannot process my feelings about johan lol i feel so shy to even watch him on video... I'll be going to KL next week, and I'm thinking about going to his kedai makan to get a chance of seeing him. ,but the more i think about it, the more shy i feel. Also, his kedai is new, and is viral, so it's always full, it will feel awkward to go alone 😭

Ahh johan is so cute but I'm so intimidated by him lol i think it's the same felling i have for Reo 😂😂

Eemmm... Dunno what else to write.. So that's it for today.. 

Bye2 

Random talk session 301: jozan

 Hello diary. 

Today is 18.01.2024 Thursday.

I'm still crazy about jozan lol

Everytime I wake up, the 1st thing i want to see is jozan moments lol Even when I was obsessed with GENE, i didnt do that.. well actually i open up twitter first 😂

Anyways... The past days, I'm only watching jozan moments... They are really so sweet.. I can't get enough of it.. 

I'm so sad coz now there's no more jozan. Fans always ask for them comeback, but even if they do it, it's just not gonna be the same.. 

Ahh.. I love jozan so much.. Can't believe i can feel like this towards Malaysian artists 😂  

Anyways I'm so glad i found jozan..  I was able to be a fangirl again.. 

Let me say this 

About johan. I like johan. He's so cute 🤣🤣🤣 💕💕💕and i like him better when he's chubby 🤣🤣🤣💕💕💕 his smile is sooooo cuteeee 😭💕😭💕😭💕😭

I was so heart broken when i found out that he's married lol that's why i cannot watch his other videos.. 🥲 

Edited( 22th January.)

About the last statement, coz nowadays i watched more of zizan videos, i become more of zizan fan lolll I but i still think johan is cuter 🤭

End of edit 

Ermm no more idea lol so bye 

Random talk session 300: omg it has been forever..

Hello diary.. 

Today is 13th January 2024 Saturday...

Last post, was in 2018.. 6 years ago...

Back coz i need a place to meluahkan this perasaan 😂

My blogspot last post was in 2018, that time, i was still using tumblr, but in 2019 i completely abandon tumblr to use twitter 😂 

And now back to blogspot again 😂

I need to record this feelings I'm feeling 😂

The last blogspot post is about my heart break coz of Alan's scandal. After a few months, i actually manage to recover lol and in 2019, i fully migrated to twitter to fangirl about alan and gene.. I was really obsessed lol.. I went to Japan and spend lots of money to watch their concerts. Until finally at the end of 2023, i guess i kinda, lost interest in both alan and gene.. Honestly, i still miss Alan a lot, but gene really makes me feel angry.. That's why, i decided to stop reading my twitter timeline...  Ok, i do have a private account where i follow ldh fans, but not gene fans.. I really can't stand reading gene posts...  It makes me mad.. 

So coz i don't watch any gene or alan related things, i started to watch seiyuu stuffs again. For a brief moment, it filled my time, but it's just not the same lol... Maybe little bit of Nakamura lol.. Now that i think of it, it's always him lol i remember in 2012, i was in the middle of fangirling Nakamura too before i switch to one direction 😂😂😂

One day, i was on tiktok..  Suddenly i came across senario contents.  I was feeling nostalgic, so i went to watch more of senario clips... I remember how i really love wahid when i was a teenager lolsss i was in senario nostalgia phase for a week or so. I listen to their old songs and watch their clips everyday. Maybe coz i watch lots of senario contents, jozan clips suddenly appeared on my tiktok fyp. It was the school sketsa. I have watched this sketsa before, long time ago, like in 2014 or 2015 or so

Days after that, I was bored, i want to watch something funny, so i decided to watch that jozan school sketsa clip again.  I search on YouTube, and found it. It was as funny as i remember. And then, how shock when i learn there was actually a continuation to the video that i watch 😂😂😂

Anyways so i watch the continuation, and it was really funny 😂😂

Ok,  my memory kinda in jumble right now, like what actually happened that i went to watch jozan other clips too? Coz it was funny??😂😂

Like i seriously can't remember.. Before i know it, i was repeating the lawak ker der & ombak rindu episodes for soo soo soo many times. Omg even i think I'm crazy. I watch the clip before i go to sleep. The moment i wake up, i watch that clip..at work, i watch it again. Like, it's the only thing i watch. I don't even watch my anime lol i even ignore twitter and Instagram coz i just wanna watch jozan... Omg seriously i have not felt like this for a long time. To feel overly obsessed over something again 😂😂 i feel like i actually can finally forgot Alan for good.. Sad, but true..  The past few days, I'm just thinking about jozan.. 

There's so many i wanna write about jozan but now i just wanna watch more jozan 😂 

Actually my feeling was even waaayyyy more intense few days ago, but only now I've calm down a bit, so i decided to record this feelings before i forget. 

I wonder how long this obsession will last though lol..  

Ok i wanna talk little bit of my history with jozan. I remember watching raja lawak. My fav was nabil 😂 I think i also like jozan but at that time, I was too obsessed with japan, so i didn't really care about local artists lol 

Don't have any idea so i guess that's it 😂😂

Bye2