Random talk session 235: masterpost

Hello diary.. it's almost the end of the year.. i just want to organize some things.. 

first is my annual meme thingy..

i think i messed up the year.. but anyways:

Meme for the year 2009 (my life of 2008)

Meme for the year 2010 (my life of 2009)

Meme for the year 2011 (my life of  2010)

Meme for the year 2012 (my life of  2011)

i will do the 2013 meme next year :)

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i have lots of website on the internet.. 

One of the earliest blog i have is Multiply I created it on July 13 2007. That was freakin 5 years ago.

My very first post there: was about yuya LOL But actually that day, i wrote 4 posts lol

Multiply was created for me to fangirl about NEWS, Wow, i was such a die hard fan at that time. Gradually, this site becomes a anime/seiyuu blog too.. The posts become less and less as my passion for NEWS also becomes.. less.. And eventually i stopped posting, and my last post was on 26th September 2010. Guess that after i stopped posting, i also stopped fangirling NEWS. I still catch up on things they do tho, i guess, they are still special like that...

While having Multiply, i also created another blog, which is this blogspot. my first post, is a picture of nakamaru lol dated 6 feb 2008. After some times, this blog kinda becomes a blog for my seiyuu passion lol i guess Multiply was for NEWS, while blogspot was for me fangirling.. voices? lol anyway, as time passes, this site kinda becomes my diary lol even the title of this blog is: "This is the secret story of my life".

As if having 2 blogs is not enough, i've also made another one *facepalm* It is LiveJournal. But i rarely post anything there.. heck, actually, i dun post anything much...the main purposes of that site is bcoz i want to become a members to various communities, so that i can download stuffs lol

also, for the fun of it, i also made a wordpress account,which i dun even open anymore lol

others:

Me on YOUTUBE

Me on TWITTER

I was on tumblr, but i deleted the account and made a new  one. *double faceplam* (edited: i post my seiyuu stuffs there)

My FACEBOOK.

well, i can say, currently i am active in tumblr (the main one), facebook, and this blogspot here.

Conclusion: Tumblr is for my fandom, facebook for social, and blogspot is my diary lol

since i reached the conclusion, so, that's it for today. bye2

Random talk session 234

hello diary! today is 11.12.12. tomoro is 12.12.12 0_0

anyway, continue-ing my take me home review thingy or whateva u called it.. gonna update my fav tracks lol

in my previous post:
- nobody compares
- rock me
- back for you
- heart atack

but recently, i also begin to love
- still the one (LOVE THIS!!!)
- kiss you (IT'S THEIR NEXT SINGLE OMG CANT WAIT FOR THE MV JZDHJFJF)
- c'mon c'mon (IT'S ALL BCOZ OF THE FUNNY DANCE THANK YOU NIALL  sdjfhjsdhf)
- i would (funny lyrics lol)
- she's not afraid

conclusion, seeee, like i said before, i love all their fast pop songs, but the ballad is just, no no to me...

anyway.. oh... ok.. so, after i watched the one thing mv, and got curious about them, one of the very first vid i checked out was their x factors perf.. so, eventho i dun really knew them from the very beginning, but it still feels like it, coz of reasons lol anyhow, what i m trying to say is, somehow i feel sad coz i didnt know them earlier.. like, how proud would i be to see what they hav achieve today... i only barely known them for like 5 months, but still... FEEEELLLLLSSS

ok, i m starting to  make no sense..  that's all for tonight.. gud nite people..

Random talk session 233: Reviews or sumthing

Hello diary... oh my god.. it has been ages since i blog anything.. guess my laziness got the best of me lol and also, i was kinda addicted to tumblr these days, that's y i've been missing lol

anyway.. today, i wanna talk about one direction! yup, i am still obsess wit them lol ok, so, i just downloaded the new album the other day, and i also finished listening to all the tracks. i wanna do a little review  comment thingy for the album..But before that, i think i want to do for the first album first. Up All Night.

so, i dun clearly remember, but one of the first few songs that i love from the up all night album was na na na, stand up, forever young, and up all night. After a while, i even beginging to like Everything about you, stand up and i want. My least fav songs are Taken and Tell me a lie. While as for the others, they are not so bad, i listen to them, but  i dun really like them as much.. 

ok, next, the new album, take me home. i listen to it recently, so i can still remember all my feels lol at first, i was like, "meh" when i listen to all the tracks lol i guess i am still getting used to the songs..after repeating it for some reason, finally, there was this song, that i suddenly remember and hummed at work.. yes, it was a song call "nobody compares" seriously, i love this song XD so damn catchy!! hahaha.. 

as for the other,..emm...since i am still kinda 'fangirling' that one song, i cant seems to get hook wit the other songs lol, but ii also find "rock me", "back for you", and "heart attack" quite catchy. oh, now i remember, i think i can say heart attack is the 2nd song that i begin to grow into.. "back for u" is also good.. as for the others... sorry, i still not feeling it lolol 

and this brings me to my next topic.. i seems to not like most of 1D's slow songs / ballad.. i can stand them, i can listen to them, but it's just not on the repeatable level.. the same thing for both album.. i dunno why, but i guess maybe i am listening to 1d for their catchy music only, and i find their ballad is not catchy? or sumthing lol

anyway.. i am kinda tired now lol 

gonna stop writing.. bye diary.. until next time.. 2 months from now? or even later?? lolol

bye! c ya!

Random talk session 232: More Ryan appreciation post

hello diary.. today is 3rd of sept.. still in kl..

anyway.. i was just thinking.. thank goodness, i am kinda more into 1 direction these days lol if i was still in ryan's obsession moment, i think i will seriously cry at the time of the event lol and worst situation, i might even faint? lol thanks for the distraction, 1d lol

this is the 1st event that i went too.. the first idol that i saw and meet and hugged lol... i just regretted that i didnt properly talk to him *slapped self*

yesterday totally feels surreal... went i wake up, i was like, last nite i met Ryan Higa. oh my god... did i really? and then, i watched some of his video, and i was like, "i just meet this guy... eh, really??? did i?? i did..... wow, this guy... i met him?" LOLOL yeah... my mind is still not functional well lol

so yeah... want to reminiscing abbot ryan... i think, the very first video that i saw was the asian drama rants vid... i was looking for some korean drama cliche and wanna laugh at them lol ryan's video was spot on though lol korean drama is so predictable and cliche... anyway.. i think after that i also watch his other video..? i think.. to be honest i dun really remember.. at some point, i thought i saw the how to be ninja or the ninja glare first.. my memories is very blurry lol so anyhow, that was, i am almost positive, was in 2009 lol anyhow, so yeah.. at first, i thought the guy is malaysian or sumthing lol.. but he's not... apparently he's a japanese, and that just make me love him even more lol so anyhow, yeah, i subs to him.. and find him funny.. but, at that time, i am not really that big fan, i just like him, u know.. it was only until this year, that i become to, really, really like him lol

but at the same time, that was also the started of my kevjumba obsession lol.. but now, sadly, kevin doesnt make as much vid like he usually does...and he is also out of ytf.. this is sad.. and as time pass, i kinda forget about kevin, but, i still remember ryan, coz, occasionally he still post videos..

after that i was in my anime mood again, was watching more anime.. until i found about one direction, and watched almost no anime anymore lol and then, suddenly, the news about ryan coming to malaysia.. and he went there, and i saw him, and now it's one day after i meet him, and i suddenly miss him.. and suddenly i feel empty again...

end? yeah... bye,,,

Random talk session 231: i met ryan higa

hello diary!!! how are you??? today is 2 sept 2012.. and sumthing big happened today!!

ok, I MET RYAN TODAY AND I HUGGED HIM jfhsdsdhfjkdnhhfgfdgdfjjggfgfjfdfhjgndjfgjhdjng omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at first, i was like,

hug him? or not? hug him? but i m too shy!! but i wanna hug himm!!! but i too afraid to!!! i'll just shake his hand...

but then, when i was coming towards him, and he saw me, and i said "hii ryan" and i was like, "what the heck!!" *goes hug him* u know what's funny is that, i was still nervous, so, i kinda only hugged him just a little bit, but he hugged me tighter lol awwww~~ his hug, feels like a mother hug, for some reason... it was full of warmth and fluffy and....i dunno, my brain was not fully functional at that time, so yeah, i dunno!!!

GAHHHHHH I HOPE HE WILL COME AGAIN. I CANT WAIT TO SPEND ALL MY MONEY AGAIN.

ok, now, this is gonna be quite a long post, for i will tell the full story of this historic event in my very boring life....

so, lemme start from the very beginning... one day, i was like, suddenly, (maybe not really suddenly lol) want to know what Harry (of one Direction) is tweeting LOL.. so i went over to my twitter account, in which actually i VERY VERY RARELY open... so yeah, i was like, oh, nothing new on harry lol and then there was this tweets from soulmanna, (retweetwed by ryan) about Ryan's asia tour, and KL was one of it!! i was like OH.MY.GOD. 0_____________________________________0 is this real?? is this real??? IS THIS FREAKIN REALLLL???????? RYAN IS COMING TO MALAYSIAAAA??????????????????

oH, btw, thE day that i found that out was the 1st day of Hari Raya LOL 21st of august... seriously, i can still remember that feeling when i found out about it lol

so then, i was determined, that i MUST go to this event!! and meet ryan live!! this person, that i has been watching and made me laugh like a crazy person LOL So, i bought my flight ticket, the event ticket, and also, apply my leaves... here's my another point, the cost for me going to kl and see ryan, i think i used up most of my 2 months bonus lol

flight ticket: rm510

taxi fare: rm84

event ticket: rm175 (stnd & meet and greet tix)

accommodation: rm374

and i think i will need another taxi to go to klia, so yeah, another rm100 is guarantee gone..

and if i m not lazy, maybe i'll go shopping around lol

that's all? lol not that long like i expected i guess lol

bye!

Random talk session 230

hello diary.. today is 29th august..

i think there's an unseen forced preventing me from seeing Ryan.. First, i am suddenly transferred to shift b, in which pretty much ruined all my plan.. on the 3rd and 4th sept is supposed to be my day offs, but since i m wit shift b, i hav to work on that day. so, ok, i'll extend my freakin leaves! and now i only hav 1 day leave.

next, plane tickets.. ok, air asia.. thanks to the internet, i just click here and there, and bam, yeah, got my ticket...

next, the event ticket, ok, bought it online too..

next, accommodation... the toughest of all.. it seems none of my friends in kl can accommodate me lol.. ok, i'll stay in the hotel, even tough it will cost me, like thousands of ringgit *puke*

next, transport... i have no idea of the whereabouts of kl, so yeah, this is really gonna be the real problem for me..

aiii... i am so sad and depressed right now...

Random talk session 229

hello diary.. yup, another post for today.. 5th august..

about 1d... more history about them lol..eventho i only knew them for about, like 2 weeks?

so, anyway, after i watched that one thing mv, i look on the internet about them, and found out that they are from this x factor show.. so, i search for their perf in youtube.. and luckily i found this vid which feature all of their perf in xfactor.. i thought they won, but apparently they only finish in third, which is a shock to me, considering their success. ok, so yeah, i watched the perf videos.. here is what i want to talk about..

i cant tell them apart LOL can u believe i always mix up Louis, Liam and Harry? LOL I can recognize Niall and Zayn the first time XD Niall kinda remind me of someone, and he is the only blonde in the group, and he's so small lol, so yeah, it was easy to recognize him..and as for Zayn, he has that distinguish looks XD

As for Liam.. the thing tat caught my eyes is his birthmarks XD so yeah, i recognize him using that LOL and if it's curly hair, it's must be Harry LOL And if the person neither blonde, looks pakistan-ish, doesnt hav birthmark on his neck, and doesnt hav curly hair, it's Louis LOL

Now i can remember their faces lol also their voices XD

emm.. that is all i want to say LOL

bye..

Random talk session 228: CANT EVEN…

hello diary.. today is 5th august..

I posted this on tumblr, but i just got to post it here too..

I am a new fan of One Direction. Do you know how hard it is to catch up to their 2 years of vids and interview and everything???? Tumblr makes me crazy too…all the GIFS, vids, quotes, photoset.. stop making me want to explode jdhfjsfhgjdfhjdgdfdgadfsh

when i fangirl, i fangirl really hard…The boys are killing me, there are so many feels and i drive myself crazy. This weak, i repeatedly listen to the Up all night album… i dun even know, how many, but many, i can say that since it’s the only thing that i listen to. yes, the only thing. Looping the songs til i m so dead sick of it, and the next day, listening to it again until i feel like throwing up. Repeat the next day. What am i listening to now while i m writing this post? yes, still the freakin songs from the album..

Save me. i m overwhelmed by my inner fangirly feeling..

end.

Random talk session 227

hello diary.. today is 4 august! wow, it's august already..

anyway.. again, want to talk about 1D haha

Ever since i watch THIS dtrix's video, i keep thinking of weird stuffs.. Like Ryan or Chester parodying One Direction's songs... And then, just now, i found out that Liam's gf, Danielle was one of the dancers for LMFAO.. And then, more weird thoughts.. Victor somehow met Danielle, and she tells Liam about Victor, and Liam would be like, oh, Youtube celebrities?.. and.. Liam would be like, youtube-ing Ryan Higa.. and found him hilarious, and tell about him to the other lads..and Louis would be like, i m funnier LOL and somehow One Direction appears in Ryan's video? LOL .. wow.. imagine that..

i dunno ok, it's midnight, and i am supposed to be sleeping but i m not.

Random talk session 226

hello diary.. lemme see *glance at clock* it's 24th of july.. and it's 10pm now..

anyway.. i am still fangirling 1D.. or shud i say Loius Tomlinson LOL This guy is sooooo cute!

.... ok, that's not what i really want to blog lol.. see, i was looking at my old LJ entries.. and kinda remembering the old me.. when i was fangirling NEWS.. i was really.. obsessed back then LOL Multiply was the record of my fangirling.. and now it's all a history.. it makes me think.. now i m obsessing about 1D, but a few months from now, i know, this feeling will be gone.. the same thing wit David ARchuleta.. Obsessing him 2 years ago, but now not that much.. i still think he's cute and all, but the feeling is not really there anymore.. and also, early this year, i was obsessed wit Kevin Wuu... But now? *sigh* ahh.. i m starting to sound emo dun i? anyway, i guess i am gonna cherish this feeling that i m feeling right now, coz after a few months, it will be gone...

ok, about 1D..

Harry.. This boy.. like i said in my previous, previous entry, he always gets my attention.. I mean, seriously, how cant i, when he smiles, it likes the whole world smiles at you, and i just cant help but smile back too XD HIS SMILE IS NNNNNNGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, next, Louis.. He's sooooo funny... most of the 1D's funny moments vids in youtube shud be called, "Louis being crazy moments" LOL And when he's not being funny, i find he's sooooo cute.. and i mean, in a different kind of cute from Harry Styles.. He's soooo precious!!!!!!!!! i want to marry him much more then i want to marry Harry LOL Also, his laughs is NNNNNNNNGGHHHHHHHH THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD jdshfjsdhfjskhfkjs*ahem*ahem* *calm down self* anyway.. yeah, Loius is really something XD

Next, we hav Niall.. This guy.. i feel like i can be bff wit him, and both of us will LMAO-ing at everything amusing that Louis does LOL And dang, that irish accent djshfjsdhfjs

...Liam.. oh Liam... eventhough i said i want to marry Louis, but actually Liam is the most likely i'd marry to XD Dunno, he seems like a more decent guy than Louis LOL

Zayn.. when he sings *_______________* Love his voice...

and talk about voices, actually i love Loius's voice the most.. And this is coming from someone who hav a thing wit voices, and is tone deaf LOL Harry has a nice singing voice too, actually, it's very weird when i see him talking LOL

... emm... i think that;s all for today XD.. bye2

Random talk session 225: Nakamura Yuuchi

2nd post of the day! hello.. still 18th july here.. before i forget, actually i want to blog about nakamura yuiichi before this... so yeah, this is it..

i was fangirling this guy before the guys in 1D LOL anyway.. i am amused that his name is kinda similar to Kattun's Nakamaru Yuuichi LOL

saw this guy first in the durarara stage show.. there was ono, kamiya n fukuyama... at first he appeared in a video message.. and then made a surprise appearance at the stage. When he came out, i was like, "who is this guy?" LOL i had this :/ face LOL. But then i saw him in more durarara events, and thought he's kinda interesting and funny.. and i finally started to recognize his voice (This is so important XDDD) and after watching many event wit him, i thought he's such a cool guy! XD

that's all LOL Very short,, sorry, nakamura, i shud hav blog this when i was in nakamura mood XD

bye!

Random talk session 224: One direction?????

hello diary! it's 18 july 2012. today is, lemme see... Wednesday.

Anyway, today, want to talk about One Direction. I think an obsession is coming? Or shud i say already going on? LOL Anyway, yes, right now i am crazy about them. Thy are all i could think of... how did this happen???? ok, actually it is very recent.. 2 days ago? Monday? yeah, Monday..

On Monday afternoon.. i was boring.. and was online and dunno what to download, so as usual, i decided to look up some songs that i heard from the radio.. there was this song, i dunno the title of the song.. but i think i knew the singer... This group, called One Direction, who sang "What makes u beautiful". The music and the voices just sounded alike, that's what i thought. So on the search box of youtube, i typed One Direction, and came out the suggestion, the song call "One Thing". So, naturally i clicked the link, and listen to the song to confirm it. And yes, actually i was right, the song that i was looking for is called "One Thing". I guess i was kinda curious what kind of people are in this One Direction group, so i downloaded the "One Thing" music video. Watched it, and the rest is history. THEY ARE THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK OF NOW. *facepalm*

End of story. See, actually i know their existence for quite some time, and i clearly remember a comment on Ryan's "Bromance" MV, that one direction is full of bromance LOL. And also, the song "What makes you beautiful" is one of my new fav song.. but i just never bother to check out the music video, and i am really, really tired of boybands.

Also, at some point, i remember, i even check out Liam's twitter. I mean, "Liam" is really a memorable name.. so yeah.. i vaguely remember, i was like, "who in the world is this Liam guy? Dang, there is so many new young artists i dunno kno these days" LOL I laugh at the old me. Anyway.. emm.. so, yeah.. first impressions of the members of 1D.

Yeah, clearly, i am kinda leaning towards Harry now LOL He's soooo adorablely super cute!! His eyes are sooooo prettyyyyyyyyyy and his smile gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *fans self* marry me dang it!!!!!!!!!!! ehem ehem.. anyway.. back to track.. At first, i hav a hard time to recognize Liam and Louis. LOL Always mix those 2 up LOL. Zayn n Niall are the easiest to recognize XD. And then, Harry. Well, if the hair is curly, then it's Harry LOL Niall seriously remind me of someone!! But i just cant seem to remember who! And now, Louis also remind me of someone, but i dunno who...

Now, i kinda can recognize their face LOL Next is to recognize their voice LOL. All of them sounds the same to me LOL i guess i hav to listen to more of their songs...

emm... what else? that's all i guess XD bye! yay to the new 1D tag XD

Random talk session 223

hello diary.. today is.. 6th july..

so lazy to blog these days lol.. anyway.. watched lots of new anime, so, here r my reviews..

...... wait... reviews? LOL more of my comment on the anime LOL

1. Jigoku Shojo 3

- To be honest, didnt really like the story that much.. it's nice to see ai back.. and also Ren (LOVE!!!) And Tsugumi is back! She's so pretty!! ^.^ The new character.. what was her name, yuzuki? Didnt like her that much too..

2. Steins Gate

- This anime is kinda high in myanimelist ranking, so i decided to try it out.. it's ok, but nt that good.. just maa maa.. i dun even hav character that i particularly like..

3. Himitsu

- Again, not that interesting (to me..) Got bored watching it, i skip to the last part lol But it's nice to hear SekiTomo voice again XD

4. Hyouka

- The only new ongoing anime i m watching.. it's ok i guess XD

..... that's all? em.. oh my, i m not in the mood to blog.. this entry is boring too..

let's end this..

actually i want to talk about nakamura yuuichi.. lol but i m so lazy to type.. and to think lol so, next time i guess?

Random talk session 222

hi diary. today is 10 may.. ok, yet another anime talk. i was desperate of watching a shonen ai/yaoi anime after i saw hints of them in kuroko no basket lol

i finished watching sekai ichi hatsukoi.. lol cant believe kondo takashi is onodera's seiyuu lol anyway.. ok, actually the humor of the anime is quite good, but dang, this is the typical shonen ai anime that i dislike coz it has the type of seme that i hate! and also, it's a very very cliche shonen ai/yaoi story.. uke like seme , but dun admit liking seme , seme keep pushing the uke to like seme *sigh* and the random kissing.. omg, i hate that the most LOL no wonder people hate shonen ai/yaoi lol

but i kept on watching it anyway lol i prefer the main couple story than the side couples.. to be honest, they r kinda annoying ...though i hav to admit, eventhough i said i hate the random kissing scene, the part when yukina kiss kisa at the cafe was kinda cute lol i mean, when yukina cover the kiss wit the sketchbook (or sumthing lol) and in the last ep, when takano kiss onodera on the cheek, that was soooo cute XDDD my fav scene in the whole ep XDD

i just downloaded the 2nd season... i dunno what else to download, and i need more anime to watch, so that's y i still watching this, eventhough i dun really enjoy it.. *sigh* and i also downloaded junjou romantica lol

ok, next, to comment the VAs LOL for the main couple in Sekai ichi, it's OMGGGG I FREAKIN FORGOT THE GUY'S NAME!!! Konishi!! he is the freakin guy that said malaysia in hetalia seiyuu event, and i hav known his voice since forever, but i forgot his name??? OMG what is wrong wit me???? anyway.. konishi is the seme in sekai ichi.. while the uke is kondo takashi.. it's hibari from reborn LOL i cant recoqnize his voice at all lol.. i find konishi voice as america in hetalia kinda annoying, but i love his deep voice in sekai ichi XD as for kondo, em, a very typical uke voice, just like the other uke in the sekai ichi anime LOL the other VAs, i m not familiar wit them..

............. no more idea to write...LOL that's all i think LOL bye..

Random talk session 221: kyaaaaa

hello diary.. today is 1st of may. it's labor day..

anyway... i saw this..

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i was gonna ship kagami x kuroko, but kise x kurokocchi is just tooooooooooo cuuuuutttttteeeeeeee for me to resist LOL btw, this is also my current wallpaper LOL i love kise, he's sooo kakkoi, while as kuroko is so cute :3

this pic, just made the pairing canon LOLOL seriously, i need a good shonen ai anime now.. but there is none! so frustating...

lol, i was just gonna say that.. a very pointless post lol

Random talk session 220

hi diary..today is the last day of april..30th.. tomoro is labor day..

emm... ok, today,wan to talk talk about yaoi LOL

ok, actually this kinda triggered after i watched shiki XD yes, i hav a new OTP lol it's, of coz, the most slashable couple, natsuno and tohru XD what got me really into this coupe is coz natsuno call tohru wit a chan lol i mean, someone like natsuno, adding chan to a name.. somehow it's very cute XDD *is watching shiki* gawd uchiyama kouki's voice is so damn delicious *_________*

LOL seriously his voice makes me drunk XD anwyay, yup, i ship natsuno x tohru LOL they r so cute XD so sad that there is so few yaoi goodness on them..

i watched kuroko no basuke... and then i saw the 'see u next time' cap in ep1 lol

way to go in luring the fujoshi in me, IG Production LOL now, maybe i will ship kagami n kuroko too lol

anyway, back to shiki, i want to mention this eversince i saw it...about natsuno..

so apparently, if u become a warewolf, u also improve ur clothes? LOL

in the show, tatsumi also has some unique sense of fashion lol (too lazy to screencaps his other outfit lol, but trust me, they are quite something lol)

........ ok, i am out of idea.. that's all for today XD

Random talk session 219: More anime talk

hello diary~ today is 25th april.. it's wednesday..

yeah, another anime rants today.. em, looks like my anime obsession is back? LOL or i was just bored XD

so, for the past weeks, i added a few more... they are:

1) Yondemasu yo Azzazel-san

- HILLARIOUS!!! and can be very stupid at times (in a good way) LOL i laugh so hard XD sadly, there are only 13 eps, and 1 ep only last for 15 min. Namikawa is here too LOL He's using a very deep voice for Akutabe.. oh, and Kamiya's in this too and he's voicing a weird character LOLOLOL XDDD

2) Detroit Metal City

- Another hidden jewel LOL Just like yondemasu yo, this anime is stupidly funny. Oh, and i heard Ginko LOL The seiyuu for the guitarist of DMC is the same wit Ginko LOL. Oh, and that girl in prodai was in this too.. forgot her name,, nagisawa masami i think XD She sounds soooo cuuuutee XD also, even the famous matsuyama kenichi lend his voice to this anime as well LOL

3) Shiki

- After watching yondemasu yo azzazel san and DMC, i turn 180 degree, by watching a serious anime.. and that was a very huge mistake.. it's so hard to find a good supernatural/mystery anime these days.. the pacing is so slow.. (monster was even slow, but i thought that anime is a masterpice, coz the story telling is just.. u know..good, great, amazing, and all that the same..) As for shiki, seriously, so bad. At first i kinda like the young monk, but at the end, i simply hate him. SPOILER: in the middle of the story, they try to make the audience feels sympathetic towards the vampires/shiki, but, seriously???? i dun feel sympathetic at all!! (ok, maybe at tohru XDDDD) anyway, first of all, it is all the vampire/shiki's fault, coz they start hunting and killing those humans first. when i watched the last ep, i really want the human kills sunako!! but she survive!!! Seishin (the young monk i mention earlier, finally remember his name) save her.. ARGGGHHHH!! hate them so much!!!! the only 2 things i like is natsuno n tohru LOL oh, and natsuno's seiyuu XD uchiyama uchi.. love his voice!! and i think i can recognize his voice too now..

4) Kuroko no basuke

- It's taroooooo T_T (from Ghost Hound..) And whadaya kno, the anime studio is Production I.G., same as Ghost Hound. Can i say The I.G. like the VA? XD ok, about the anime.. not bad.. a very typical shonen anime.. made me miss slam dunk T,T .... ok, actually started watching this bcoz i wanna hear Taro's seiyuu again XD and after the 1st ep, i hav to admit, i am character bait LOL lots of bishonen here LOL

5) Supernatural the animation

- only watched the 1st ep..

6) Occult Academy

- same as above..

7) Kino's Journey

- Only watched the first ep.. nothing much to comment, but yeah, i think i m gonna watch more eps..

that's all..

Random talk session 218: Anime rants all the way

hello diary! what's going on? today is 16th of april.. monday.. working the nite shift today.

k, gonna start wit anime talk.. watched a few more anime these days.. and it's Ghost Hound and Level E., Oh, and it seems i forgot to mention i started watching Mushi Shi, for quite a while. It's just that seems like i didnt mention it in my blog here. ok, let's start wit Mushi Shi.

Finally finished watching all Mushi Shi ep.. why did i even start wtching this anime i dun even remember lol anyway, i can say it's good. Very much life lesson anime.. and frankly, i LOVE it. So sad it only has 26 eps.. This anime has no plot or whatsoever, it's a episodic eps.. But dang i want mooooarrr T.T. Some of the stories are so sad, some are alsao so heartwarming, so touching *sigh* i gave this anime a 9. i would surely give it a 10 if there was more ep lol

ok, next, Ghost Hould. Actually, very disappointing anime. i guess i choose the wrong anime to watch lol. i hav no idea what was going on, and there are lots of psychology terms that i dun understand, at all. But i still watched it till the end anyway. Gave this a 5, for the cute hakata dialect lol em, i dun even know what else to say.. next,.

Level E. Yes, i admit, watched this for Namikawa LOL The anime is not bad at all. The humor remind me of GIntama, a lot! that's y i love this anime, and gave it a full perfect score of 10!(kinda unfair for mushishi? LOL Guess this anime win me over coz of takehito lol) The ouji kinda annoying lol but it's namikawa so yeah.. i hav so much love-hate relationship on the main charcter.. my fav character is.. Craft probably? LOL damn u takehito koyasu! lol Seriously, i love when he voice this kinda character. Just like Kuroyanagi in Yakitate Japan. So funny XD seriously, i dun think i'll like this character this much if someone else was doing the voice *biasbiasbiasbias* hahahaha. anyway.. this anime, one of the few that i gave a perfect 10. Glad there are still anime out there that can make me laugh so hard (u know, considering Gintama' ended. Guess i'll read the manga?)

What else? oh, also, i m watching the 2nd season of Phi Brain. At least i got a new anime to anticipate every week XD

That's all? Yeah, just focusing on anime for today's session... bye..

Random talk session 217

hello diary! hisashiburi~ em, today is 4/4/12. it's wednesday...

em... i just realize, it has been a year since... watashi no kataomoi hajimari.. *sigh* and eventhough i thought i dun hav the feelings anymore, but actually i still do when aistu wa watashi wo hanashikure and especially aistu no yasashisa...

ima demo, mada aishiteimasu

..... ok, enough of the emo stuff, next, just wanna say, i finished watching 2 anime this few weeks.. it's tiger & bunny and phi brain. lol i watched all of monks ep that i can download and was so boring, so i decided to find some anime to watch.. it was so tough choosing one coz i am very picky thes days lol and, also coz there are too many to choose from lol in the end, i just choose anime that hav the voice i want to hear lol

for tiger and bunny, actually i wanted to hear morita's voice lol the anime is not bad xD and i especially love how they draw the eyes of the characters.. very pretty.. oh, another comment for this anime, it's very slashable! lol and for once i dun ship yaoi here lol i kinda like kotetse(tiger) / karina(blue rose).. though the age difference is quite something to worry about lol STILL!! i think karina's crush is soooo cute XD well, it's not even cannon, so yeah XD as for my fav character... maybe kotetsu's daughter XD kaede.. she's so cute.. XD lol i kno, usually my fav character is some bishonen, but... yeah, no one really impressed me here lol barnaby is ok, but he like, cries a lot lol

next anime, phi brain.. yeah. it's bcoz of the puzzle lol but there isnt some real puzzle shown, and i dun undestand most of them lol actually feel like dropping this series, but the plot is intriguing enough, so it keep me interested that i watched until the end.. and, there's a 2nd season XD cant wait for that too.. ok, my fav character... emmm... i dun hav one lol maybe makata jin, solely bcoz his seiyuu is koyasu lol hope some bishonen wit great personality appear in the 2nd season XD and hoping it would be voice by ono or kamiya lol (yes, those 2 will be in the 2nd season XD and i think my brain unconsciously watched this coz of those 2 lol)

.... and yeah, i also made a tumblr lol so, all my picture related stuff mostly will go there... this blog will mostly, for, u know, blogging wordys words lol

another thing, my recent fandom, ryan n kevin.. new videos up.. too many cant even comment here lol just a very quick one,

ryan: bromance is such a silly songs lol but still, catchy!! though, i am disappointed kevin was not in the music video.. he shud hav sang the 2nd verse rap T.T
kevin: waking summer... awesome~! i like it better than hang loose *bricked*
and kevin disturbing ryan's sleep in his jumbafund videos, priceless! bromance! lol
and ytf cinamon challenge, epic! LOL

anyway... saw this.. and i thought, "i want to marry this guyyyyy!!!!!!!!"

that's all for today...bye~!

Random talk session 216: a quick one on life

ello diary..

today is 16 march 2012. i can say it's a history for me lol so many sample today! 24!!!!

i was in lab 2 today, so i was doing main plant analysis.. in the morning i had to check 9 storage tanks and then in the afternoon, came 14 samples from the biport (5 POL, 3 PS, 3 CPO and 3 CPKO).. and the at about 4pm, came another 10 preshipments samples.. seriously, i feel like i want to scream and cry!! But i tried not t0, coz anohito ga iru dakara LOL yeah, if there is someone i knew reading this, learn some japanese if u want to know wht the hell am i talking about lol

i was frustated today, but also, a little ureshii XD coz aitsu ga attakara, u know, after hisashiburi XD lol

i think that's all.. i dunno what to write anymore lol

a random picture coz i hate that this post is too short LOL Gintoki looks so funny LOL

bye..

Random talk session 215

hello diary..

today is 2/3/12.. tomoro got to work.. feels very lazy when i think of it... anyway.. just gonna talk about few stuffs... ryan's new video is up! wow, looks like he's really uploading more vids this year, yeah? XD it's a parody of the Chronicles video.. my comments: it's ok, got a few laughs.. love andrew in here XD i think Ryan made this vid bcoz he got a friend name Andrew LOL

oh, last few days i just disscovered this malaysian utuber.. his name is mat luthfi lol this guy is really funny XD Actually i dun really like to subsribe others but i guess it's ok since this guy is really funny XD i am still considering a few channels to subscribe, but... the ytf gangs (victor and andrew are on the top lists XD), thefinebros (love the kids reacts segment XD), and also this 1 guy..lol anyway, ... oh, i also FINALLy watched the last movie of harry potter lol it's ok~ Harry was so cute when he was a kid, and then he just to grow up LOL

on to real life.. ok, last month i said i wanted to buy a tablet pc bfore march, but now it's march, and i still havent buy 1.. emm.. i mean, i have 2 laptops for goodness sake, why in the world i need another 1? if i didnt buy the last laptop, i sure hav bought a tablet *sigh* well, i dunno.. maybe i;ll buy 1 eventually.. who knows..and that brings me to this topic:

The (expensive) things i bought in 2011:

1) N8

- Yeah.. it costs me RM1200 sumthing... i was gonna replace my old hp anyway XD

- I take it as my reward for my new job or sumthing XD

2) Lenovo Z470

- Cost me RM2100! Very expensive -___- Kinda regret buying it now LOL

- Christmas/ Birthday Gift from myself to myself.. LOL

.... oh my, i talked about ryan, so need to talk about kevin too lol.. emm.. there isnt anything new on kevin that i can talk about though... eermmm...

That's it..? LOL BYE~

Random talk session 214

hello diary.. today is..well, it's 1st of march.. and, yes, it is my 1 year anniversary working at Kirana.

Wow, can u believe it, i've been working here for 1 year.. i still remember like it was yesterday, that i went to the interview, met ms.law, and thought how awful i was at the interview.. and it is impossible for the company to hire someone like me.. besides, actually i dun want that job so much coz i need to work on saturdays too (6 days a week..).. About a month or so, suddenly i got a message from the chemist saying that they want to offer me the job, so do i want it or not.. i wrote about this day in this blog too.. it was on the feb post (too lazy to make a link lol).. i was sad mostly.. i am happy that i am finally got a job, but i am sad for many more reasons.. had to leave home, had to work 6 days a week, had to go to a new place.. for the next months, i feel so depressed.. dunno what to do, dunno any1 here.. cant go anywhere coz dun hav transport. it was soo... sad. oh my, i m getting emo.. i was supposed to talk about my experience of working in kirana..

i remember, on my 1st day, i was giving some kinda of talk by the safety commitee (suria n jelema..) after that, one of the office guy show me lab 2. there i met roseline and julin, and the training QA, rommel.. It was kinda funny when i think about it.. the memories.. later that day, i also went to lab 1, where i met shift a staffs, except for the guy, coz he had a leave.. and also shift b and c few days later.. so many memories.. i hav it all in my head, but i just cant make a story of it.. so, i think that's it for today.. i want to go browse more stuf on the internet XD

.... my friend asked me this morning, "so, hw long r u gonna stay?" i also ask the same question.. and i dunno the answer, i guess i m just going wit the flow.. if there is another opportunity for me out there, then i m gonna move on from this company..

tht's all for today.. bye!

Random talk session 213

hello diary! today is 25th of feb.. it's saturday.. so, the last 4 days i was actually at my hometown.. And tomoro back to work again.. it feels so nice to hav day offs, and now that i hav to go to work again, i feel so lazy! lol

anyway.. what i want to say here? emm... actually i dun hav anything, so, i m just gonna talk about ryan n kevin.. Ryan has a new video up.. it's call forever alone. As usual, cracks me up so hard!

Here's my other comments:

- The hand thing that he do, reminds me so much of castiel XD i miss castiel! :(

- Ryan's plays on words, love it as always XD "forever a loan" to a whole unrelated "forever, by drake" LOL

- The part when he was 'talking' to someone, which turns out was his mac computer, at some point, he winks jdhjshfjs XDDD GAWD UR HOT gOt to do a GIF of that XD

- Screencap of my fav scene in the whole vid XD He looks so cute XD

Done on ryan LOL Actually Kevin had new videos up too.. One is called "My dad taught me..." and the other is "What not to say to girls" The former is good, just not that hillarious, BUT he had a new haircut though XD WHile the later, sorry Kevin, i was a little disappointed.. Kevin's not really funny these days.. Well, ryan had his days too actually LOL i remembered back in 2010, i didnt actually check his new videos coz i find they were kinda boring *stabbed* That's old news though! SO, i hope Kevin will find his tracks back too.. LOL wth am i talking about.. anwyay, here's a screencap of KEvin's new haircut ^^

marry me.. someday..

that's all ya. bye~

Random talk session 212

hello diary.. today is 2/2/12. Thursday..

just some quick thoughts.. on real life, ryan and kevin..

see, the other day i wanted to buy some new shirt.. i tried it out in the fitting room, and i think i look fat! i seriously dun understand how people says i m thin! i mean, come on, i know my own body, and i am not at all thin! i wish i was thin lol

next, it was sumthing about kevin, i dun remember it now lol lemme think first..

-10 min later (after reading comments on ryan's swog vid lol)-

...... i still cant remember!! what was it???? errrmmmm.. oh, now i remember lol.. i was just gonna comment kevin looks like a nerd when he does his hair properly, like in the Nice Guy PV..

he really looks like ur typical nice guy wit that hair actually XD

that's all? i think lol

ok, as usual, when there's kevin, there's gonna be a ryan talk too... so i ve been trying to remember when was the first time i saw ryan, but for the life of me, i just cant! but 1 thing i am sure, i know him before feb 12 2010, coz i remembered i subscribed to ryan using my old deleted account.. i am quite positive i known him on 2009 sumthing..

that's all for now, coz i shud get some sleep XD tomoro has to go to work..*sigh*

gudnite.. and BYE !

Random talk session 211: SWOG

hello diary.. today is 1/2/2011.. it's february ya..

emm.. ryan's new video is up.. it's about SWOG LOL

i love Garcia's way of saying 'swag' LOL but chester's is the most LOL though "SWWAAAAAG" LOLOL

and a special mention for dtrix's "my toilet paper, GUCCI!" LOLOL

the bloopers are also so funny XD and sorry to say this, but dang Ryan sounds gay when he said, "5, 6, 7, 8 and" LOLOL still, he looks soooo cute XDDDD

lol i just noticed sumthing:

00:37-00:40

Ryan: what's up dude

Dtrix: what's up man

Ryan: hey nice outfit bro

dude, man, bro? LOL Seriously, ryan? XD

that remind me, where the heck is kevin? i guess he's still busy wit his new movie, hang loose.. i miss seeing him wit ryan XDDDD

Random talk session 210

hellod diary.. today is 31/1/12.. i m off today.. seriously, i loving it so much XD

ok, anyway, hav things to blog, before i forget lol i went to town today.. i went to everwin. suddenly i heard a very familiar song... it's part rock anthem LOLOL THUMBS UP EVERWIN. I never heard this song on radio (typical malaysian radio *rolls eyes* and i bet the i m sexy & i know it music video is totally banned here.. ) so anyway, i was like, wow, this song! and i was immediately reminded of kevin XDD gah, seriously this guy, he made me listen to kpop and even liking that song (i never even like suju, or even kpop).. and then he made me listen to and watch LMFAO weird music videos lol

ok, another one, i want to tell the story when there was a black out during the nite shift in which i was working.. the funny thing, was that there were 3 ivs to titrate lol seriously, there isnt even lite, it's so hard to see the end point.. my shift leader used his car's lamplight to flash the lab.. lol that time was really funny..

emm.. what else? i had so many ideas before lol guess that's it then? bye..

PS: LOL at my 'ryan n kevin' tag.. anyway, since i didnt talk about ryan here.. emm.. i watched his 'sh*it everyone says' vid, and it's so funny XD (DUH!) My fav part, the vampires LOL repeated that part the most XD .....though, towards at the end of the vid, it was getting boring *stabbed* teehee

LOL. ok, for real this time.. BYE~~~

Random talk session 209: Another day

hello diary.. today is 28 of jan.. it's saturday..

i am at home.. today working at nite shift wit shift a.. anyway, yeah... emm.. ok, as usual, want to talk about kevin again LOL so, i was thinking... and i just wanna blog it out..

so, like i said before, i saw kevin's video at some point yearsss ago, but i didnt get hook to him immediately.. it's so different wit ryan. i like ryan's instantly and subscribed to him on the spot. ALso, when i saw Kevin again, on 2012, which was in one of ryan's video, immediately fell for the guy, but the strange thing is i didnt subscribe to kevin, until like 1 week later lol

My point is that, i realized that i dun really want to subscribe to a channel when they put a "please subscribe" at the end of video. coz, u see, ryan didnt tell anyone to subscribe or anything, but i sill subscribed to him without hesitating.. This kevin guy, eventhough i like him immediately, but i didnt subs to him immediately.. weird huh.. well, ok, i am weird.

so, anyway.. that is all i wanted to say lol i want to think of more kevin XD cant get enough of him.. wish he can the ytf gang can come to malaysia one day.. before this passion ran out lol

em, that's all~ bye ^.^

ps: i need to think of a tag for kevin and ryan XD

Random talk session 208

hello diary.. today is 15/1/12. it's sunday... just a quick post.. i want to get to sleep ASAP, but dang, Kevin kept me awake, coz i just cant stop thinking of him XD

ok, so i was watching the ho ho ho song video (LOL) by ytf, and then realize sumthing. Ryan's videos are mostly skit and rants, and then we have andrew garcia and jra, which are singers, and most of their videos involved music, and then we have dtrix and victor, which, are dancer/singers. And then, we have kevin. Who make videos about... well.. about himself.. then i realize, he is one of the vlogs people... he mostly talks about his life, and makes little skit from them... And then it hit me, like, he can be this popular just by talking about himself? LOL well, doesnt matter, all i know is he's my latest obsession, and i cant believe i didnt know about him before. thank u ryan for giving the chance of knowing him LOL seriously, now that i think of it. ryan make me laughs like a mad person, and he also, is actually very very cute and handsome, and not to mention, he is a freakin japanese (and i hav a thing on all thing japanese lol), but i didnt make him as my obsession... but this kevjumba guy just bam, get my ovaries want to explode coz he is so cute and adorable, and sometimes can be so sexy and smokin hot *_*

ok, enough about that.. actually i want to make an entry on the feliz navidad song uploaded by the ISA team.. kevin is soooooo cute here~! but maybe tomoro? XD and i hav this urge to make tons of kevin's GIF LOLOL

ok, bye! XD

Random talk session 207: KevJumba

hello diary.. today is 10/1/12. ok.. hey look, i m updating lol well, of coz, since i am in 'love' now LOL

ok, joke aside, i am seriously in those obsession thingy again.. been long time since i m like this XD i cant stop thinking of him, when i m about to asleep, i repeat the song that hav him in it, coz i want to hear his voice.. i keep missing him whenever i dun see him.. i m so.. obssess! XD Gah, so glad i know him.. lately, i am kinda sad, and worry a lot.. But when i think of him, and watch his videos, sees his smiles, i'll get a little better.. i m glad i got to know him in this time of my life...

*sigh* this post is getting emo-er! i dun want to be sad! i shud be happy! XD KevJumba, my new obsession. I dun know how long this one gonna last, but as usual, i might as well enjoy it while it last..

Dang, i really love this guy XD He's so cuteeee XD while watching his videos, i notice a few things, like his other eye kinda shut a little bit when he's trying to make a point, and he tends to smirk, a lot XDDD.. and dang, that mole of him is really sumthing XD

and i seriously cant get over this pic (eventhough there's a girl wit him.. and i know he looks so adorbale happy coz of the girl..)

he's sooo cute *____________* i wanna squish him and pinch his cheeks XD

em, it's getting late, i think i shud get to sleep XD

bye!!

Random talk session 206: OMG Guess what?

ello diary.. it's 8 jan.. today is sunday, and it's finally a proper day off for me.. been laying on the bed since morning LOL (it's nite already now)

yesterday, i sign the contract as a permanent staff in kirana. Havent tell anybody.. i am really thrill, that i finally, seriously has a real job. wow. i seriously never thought i will be working. me, the stupid, and good for nothing me.. wow. thank u God..

i am really happy, but also at the same time, very sad. i am living very far from home, and also from my friends. my original plans was to get a job at Kuch after my contract was over. i thought that i'll get job easier now that i hav some experience... emm.. it's so sad T_T i miss my friends in kuch.. and i am kinda lonely here in bintulu.. *sigh*

ok, enough rants about my life... next.. actually this is what i really want to write XD I HAVE A NEW OBSESSION!!!!! XDDD In my last post, about the meme, i wrote that i dun hav any new fandom in 2011, but looks like, i got one for 2012 now, and a really early one! (it's only january! LOL)

Well, so, what is that new obsession?? jeng jeng jeng, it's KEVJUMBA XDDDDDDDD from youtube XD lately, i think about him a lot and i think he's very very very very very cute when i watch his video XDDDDDDD So, ok, actually it's a very long and interesting

story XD

(Wow, this is seriously gonna be long....)

Let's start wit the usual, how, when and why did this obsession start?? What's the spark?? Here's what happened (LOL, this is a spoof of monk btw XD). So, i was on the internet and was boring.. dunno what to see.. so i went to my youtube page, and decided to check on nigahiga's videos. Ok, now, this guy, i also love him, but not as much that i made him as my obsession. Discover him, about, a year ago i think? I admit, this guy is very funny. i laugh like crazy to his videos. And this guy is an youtube celebrity actually. He has 4 millions subscriber, and now closing to 5 millions (i think he has 3 millions sumthing subscriber when i subscribed to him last year). He is seriously made of crack. Just yesterday i was watching his off the pills video, i cant see the screen properly coz i was laughing so hard that i closed my eyes, and not to mention the tears in my eyes LOL Anyway, and then i continue to watch his other videos that i havent watched... and then this one video, called, "that akward moment when...".

and this guy.. on the left.. for sec there, i thought: wow, he's taller than ryan (i think ryan is tall, and to see someone who actually dwarf him, is really a sight for me XD)

and then i see this... and i was like: omg, this guy wit the beanie is super hot *_* Who is this guy??? And this guy also make videos like ryan.. (in this scene, he was caught watching his own video lol)

And then this dhfkjsdhfjsdhfjsd WHO IS THIS GUY????????????????? YOU HAVE A FREAKIN NICE BODY YUM YUM WHO ARE YOU?????

And then, i (as usual) watched the video again, and realized it's the same person from the beginning.. Since he also had a youtube channel, and i realize i need to c more of him LOL so i read ryan's description and try to find this guy's channel.. i went to all the channels, and thought, "ehh?? i dun see this guy anywhere.. which one it is???" And then i remember this scene:

on the right... i thought: "wait.. this is... the kevjumba guy channel.. ?? eh?? what? but he doesnt looks like that hot guy wit the beanie... what??" i was seriously confused. Then i also read some of the comments, and confirmed that this guy is kevjumba. So then i check out this "kevjumba"'s video, and discover sumthing.. that i watched one of his video before.. long time ago. and i did thought he was funny, and then just forgot about him. And yeah, it is affirmative, that the hot guy wit the beanie is really kevjumba. i watched more of his videos, and story made short, i serious has fallen for this guy. He is hot, but also damn adorable. and cute. and adorable. and cute. i wanna squish him XDDDDD Seriously, now i think of this guy all the time XDDD Not to mention, he's not only hot and cute, but also very funny XD (But, ryan still funnier to me though XD WHen i watch kevin's videos, i keep on saying "cute" while laughing XD)

and then, i watched some of ryan's old videos, and OMG i've seen Kevin too, and again, dun really take notice of him (guess i only pay attention to ryan and dun care of the others? LOL)

........ So that's it? my story of kevjumba? LOL.... yeah, i think that's it.. totally fallen for this guy so much right now XD He's so hot.. and can be so cute... and hot and cute... and cute.. and hot.. and jkdfjkdshfkjsd SO FREAKIN CUTE ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SMILE. JUST LOOK AT THIS DAMN PIC BELOW. GAWD *_______________* HE LOOKS SO DAMN HAPPY. MY OVARIES *___________*

(pic credit to the jumbahiga's tumblr)

and.. just.. just jkfhgkjshfkjd especially when he has long hair! now his hair is short again though T_T

a screenshot from his latest video

he looks like how he looks like in his old videos, when he was so young XD

oh, and pS: i totally love his mole XD

ah, i think that it for today XD it's been really long since i made a long post XD Guess, it's true that i only write so many when i'm 'in love' XD