Hello diary.. today is 4/10/11.. tuesday.. since it's already passed 12am.. now is 1:23am btw..
so, what's up wit me.. it's october, so u know what that mean, i hav started working at night... i guess it's ok.. XD i dunno.. recently i feel no motivation.. feel depressed and so useless.. if i was more smarter, maybe i wont feel this down *sigh* The first nite, for some reason i feel soooo nervous.. i wonder why lol i was quite busy.. and then the 2nd nite, there was no pk, so i was quite free, and time seems sooooo slow.. the 1st nite, i didnt feel very sleepy, but the 2nd nite (maybe coz there wasnt much work), i felt really sleepy.. i just wanted to go home and sleep... btw, aitsu asked me, and i answered very simple.. of course, i was so happy to see him and also that he talked to me, but it was so suddend that my mind went blank and i was.. seems cold to him.. or sumthng... and now i feel so guilty... gah, really want to forget.. ok, enough of that.. seriously, when i talk about my life, it always make me feel depressed..
let's talk about fandom.. i wacthed the gintama x sket dance crossover lol it's just so epic lol the humor kinda overdone, but i really like the seiyuu jokes XD and nw i m downloading sket dance ep that hav gintama's characters.. hihi..
oh, also merlin shud hav started to on 1st oct.. and dexter, 3rd oct.. i'll download those later too.. cant wait to watch..
emmm.. so, what else? oh, tegomasu new pv.. tegomasu no maho? lol i havent finished streaming the video, but my commnt from the 1st few sec of the pv: damn yuya looks like a girl! like, omg!! 0_0 and massu, cute as usual :3
em. i think that's all for today.. gudnite..
so, what's up wit me.. it's october, so u know what that mean, i hav started working at night... i guess it's ok.. XD i dunno.. recently i feel no motivation.. feel depressed and so useless.. if i was more smarter, maybe i wont feel this down *sigh* The first nite, for some reason i feel soooo nervous.. i wonder why lol i was quite busy.. and then the 2nd nite, there was no pk, so i was quite free, and time seems sooooo slow.. the 1st nite, i didnt feel very sleepy, but the 2nd nite (maybe coz there wasnt much work), i felt really sleepy.. i just wanted to go home and sleep... btw, aitsu asked me, and i answered very simple.. of course, i was so happy to see him and also that he talked to me, but it was so suddend that my mind went blank and i was.. seems cold to him.. or sumthng... and now i feel so guilty... gah, really want to forget.. ok, enough of that.. seriously, when i talk about my life, it always make me feel depressed..
let's talk about fandom.. i wacthed the gintama x sket dance crossover lol it's just so epic lol the humor kinda overdone, but i really like the seiyuu jokes XD and nw i m downloading sket dance ep that hav gintama's characters.. hihi..
oh, also merlin shud hav started to on 1st oct.. and dexter, 3rd oct.. i'll download those later too.. cant wait to watch..
emmm.. so, what else? oh, tegomasu new pv.. tegomasu no maho? lol i havent finished streaming the video, but my commnt from the 1st few sec of the pv: damn yuya looks like a girl! like, omg!! 0_0 and massu, cute as usual :3
em. i think that's all for today.. gudnite..
