Random talk session 269: i watched kamen rider? lol

hello diary! today is 9th june. it's tuesday. today, wanna talk about how i ended up watching kamen rider den o and fell in love wit the characters.

ok, so, yeah, the past month, i was kinda in kamiya x suzu mood, so, one day, i was like, erm, i wanna hear kamen radiranger recent radio. so i did, i downloaded ep 137. one of the segment is kinda, "misheard lyric" of various tokutatsu songs, and suzu's ryuutaros was one of it. i was so amused of that part, that i repeated it so many times, that i begin to like that song. it was only a snippet though, so i google the song, and found the full version. so, i listen to it, and yeah, i love it. i was addicted to the song. repeated it for a few hundreds lol until one day, i was actually curious of the show itself. and i wanna hear suzu as ryuutaros. the reason that i m actually willing to watch den o, is really bcoz i wanna hear suzu as ryuutaros. so, my other anime, are put into on hold. everything on hold for the sake of hearing ryuutaros lol.. at first, i was only gonna watch a few episode until ryuutaros appears.. but then, i found the show is not that bad, ops, let me rephrase, the humor is not bad. heck, who am i kidding. the humor is the best lol the show is so funny, I LOVE IT! so yeah, instead of only watching ryuutaros, i watch it until the end. i watched the 49 episodes in less than a week. up to now, i havent watch the movie though. i feel like if i finish it all, then, there will be really the end of den o for me. so sad, well. i will watch the movie, sooner or later.. 

ok, next, wanna talk about my impressions of the characters. firstly, nogami ryotarou. i need to say tis. seriously, the very first thing that really get my attention is, his voice, it is so... how to say?? the really "wimpy/week character" voice?? like, i dunno how to describe it man.. like, he sounds like he has no energy or something lol anyway.. so then... his momotaros human version, is so crude and violence lol,, then, urataros human version, is. actually, i like him lol  XD he got tis image of a playboy but he has a very handsome appearance XD and then, kintaros's version, um, maa maa only.. and lastly, ryuutaros XD actually i dun really like his human version. kinda looks like a pyscho lol but his voice tho ughhh damn!!! i love him, really XD 

then.. after a few episodes, then, there this character, sakurai yuuto, the moment that he appeared, i was like, "OMG CUTIE PIE ANGEL, WHERE HAS YOU BEEN IN MY LIFE????? I LOVE YOUUUUUU" LOL and i think i saw him before? the guy wit the same name wit youkyan.. lol i dunno how the hell did i knew, but it was really him. the guy that i've been despising for years coz he got the same name as youkyan. also, bcoz of the same name, he also appears on the tumblr tag, and when that happen, i be like: "who the hell is tis guy? get out. i wanna see my youkyan, not you" i cried at my old self. i was hating him just bcoz he got the same name wit one of my fav seiyuu lol i m sorry yuuichi-kun. yeah, i m kinda call him that lol so yeah..  seriously, when he first appears, it's what the japanese says, "kyuunto suru" lol i dunno how to say in other language.. 

when he first appears, he looks badass and all tough and mighty and arrogant lol but then, after a few scenes, deneb appears, and this yuuto character suddenly become kinda "dame da" person lol he's so cute!!! deneb is also so funny and cute XD they are so cute i just cant!!! lol ahhh.. so, yeah, after finishing the series, i made a top 4 fav character.. 

4: nogami - at first, i didnt feel anything about him. he's so week, and timid, and.. you know. but when he was possessed by the imagin, he turned to some quite a character, so i guess he's slowly growing on me. 

3. yuuto - read above lol 

2. deneb - also read above lol deneb's just so cute and funny~! he also cares about yuuto a lot~

1. ryuutaros - reason: freakin suzu

................ and then, i watched the 1st live event. and. what the hell nogami, or rather, the actor, freakin sato takeru. wht the hell, why u so cute???  why?? why??? no i think i actually like him better than yuuichi-kun XDD ughhh he's so cute~ and so, i got interested in him, and found out he's actually the one acting as rurouni kenshin's live action.. he is also gonna be mashiro for bakuman's live action. thanks to den o, i think i am actually liking him, and yeah, he's become one of the people that i will be always look out for in the entertainment world.

ah, this has become one long post, so i m gonna stop here. 

until next time~ bye!

Random talk session 268

hello diary. today is 8th may. it is a friday

ok.. i feel like i need to write this lol. 

last year i was so excited when they announced a new digimon adv series. New info just came out a few days, and how disappointed i was when i found out that most of the human casts are all replaced..!! i m so devastated then i went to youtube to hear the memorial version of the butter-fly song. then, suddenly, i was like, erm, actually i was not really sure how, but i ended up watching the memorial version for digimon frontier's opening. actually there are 2 things i can remember:

1. i was actually wanted to hear the biggest dreamers' memorial version from digimon tamers. so i clicked the digimon frontier's memorial song thinking it might leads me to the digimon tamers' song (from the related videos). 

2. i knew suzu was also in digimon's franchise, so i wanted to hear him in the memorial version? so i click on the song?

anyway, so i watch it.. and heard suzu in a heart beat and he sounds so cute i just cant!! like omgggg he sounds so young and cute and innocent and ugh ugh ugh i just want to hug him and protect him from the world's evil lol i was over the cloud hearing him singing so ugh ugh ugh.. there was also one voice that i like when i heard the song, and kinda familiar, but my mind was fill wit suzu suzu suzu suzu ugh ugh ugh and my brain was like,"ugh i dun want to think about it, i'll google the singer later" lololol and so i did, do u do how much shock i was when i found out that it was kamiya??? lol this few days, i was repeating kamiya's and suzu's regal version so much, and yet i failed to recognize kamiya's voice when i heard frontier's memorial song.. lol but, honestly, it was bcoz i was too excited of hearing suzu singing cutely lolol anyway, yeah.. after that, i kinda become interested in the frontier's series lol.. but i was too lazy to watch another anime..  so i read kouji and kouichi's bio on wiki, and read the synopsis of the anime lolol and just now i was like listening to their drama cd.. omg koichi and koji are so cute!! just what it is wit suzu and twins! they are always so cute lol i cant help smiling hearing the drama cds nnngghhhhh i need more suzu and kamiya now lololol

ok, that is all for today lol

Random talk session 267

hello diary! today is 1st of may. need to update my anime lol

ok, it's summer anime i think right?

erm, this season, i m watching gintama 2015 and kekkei sensen only? erm.. oh, also kurobasu..

wow, that's all?

oh, i also finally finish watching tokyo ghoul 2. ugh.. i hav to say, i dun really like the 2nd season. the random characters that keep on appearing.. like wht the hell? who are these people???? and that ending.. ugh.. if i m gonna score this, maybe, i'll only give it 6? ok, at least it is a bit above average.. the story about the owl is kinda interesting i guess.. but, to be honest, i am kinda disappointed for this series.. maybe i'll read the manga if i hav the time..

erm... what else? i dun hav anything else to say.. so bye2

Random talk session 266

hello diary! today is 12th april. ok, anime talk today..

spring anime is starting!! ok, gonna talk about some anime that i hav finish..

1. Parasyte
- erm, it's ok i guess. for once no seiyuu bias to be found lol .. ok maybe hirano aya? lol love her as migi here. what can i say about this anime? story wise it's good, and interesting. i definitely would recommend this to anyone! ok, final verdict: 8/10. see, that's very high ok!

2. Nanatsu no taizai
- i want 2nd season pls!!! to be honest, this is one of the very typical adventure shonen anime lol but the plot and characters really intrigue me. i just want more. 8/10.

tokyo ghoul 2 also has ended but i havent watch them lol omg i know.. i dunno, the 2nd season seems very slow pacing, i feel kinda boring watching them,, i already finish downloading but i havent watch them yet..

also, i have not start durarara 2.. someone slap me pls..

ok, that's all.. i'll edit later.. maybe..

bye!

Random talk session 265: lantis festival sg

hello diary!! today is 2th april. lol almost one week after the concert! i almost forgot to write down my experience! i cant believe, a week ago, i was all freak out of going to singapore. and now, it is already over. i m so sad. i miss suzu so much.. these days i've been listening to his songs lol

ok.. when i found out that lantis was gonna do a world tour, i was really hoping malaysia was one of the stop. but alas, it was singapore instead. i was very disappointed. that time, i was very obsessed with terashii lol so, i thought maybe i will go if hav terashii as one of the artist. my other options were: if they hav the 2 suzu (suzuken and tatsu lol)

note the "consider" part lol. eventhough it's singapore, i really hate travelling and going to new places. it scares me very much. so, yeah..  then.. after months of waiting, they finally announced the artists. at this time, i was kinda in suzu and terashii mood.. so yeah, when suzu was announced as one of the artist, i was like, screaming softly in my room. i was rolling rolling around on my bed,..

suzu!!!!!!!!!!!  i was... going crazy! i tried to buy the ticket online but they need singapore IC or passport to register, and i hav none of that. i was so sad! so devastated! so vexing! after a few days of sulking, someone from tumblr finally help me to get a ticket. and eventhough it's only cat2, but i guess it's good enough, as long as i can see suzu with my own 2 eyes. so, then, i got busy preparing for my trips. make passport, flight ticket and hotel. the first month, i was going crazy thinking about the trip. this is the first time i m going abroad, and alone for goodness sake!!!! i was terrified as hell!!! people dun hav no idea how scare i was! and then by march, i was like, suddenly in house md obsession lol and i kinda forgot about singapore for a moment.. and by 26th march, (a week ago), reality suddenly hit me. this is really happening, i m really going to singapore. i m going to see suzu. omg. 

and finally the day of the event... and when i arrived in singapore. and stand in front of star theater. this is it. this is it. the day i've been waiting for! and i was in the concert hall. i was feeling all nervous.. and finally it begins!! my highlite of the concert is def suzu, i love him so much!! her is my full report on experience to see suzu live. (original post was on tumblr, but i think i want to delete that blog, so i m moving the post here)

the sole reason that i m willing to go to the con, all the way from malaysia, is freakin suzumura kenichi. this is a big deal for me, coz i really hate travelling. i rather just stay at home and watch anime or whatever.

ok, before suzu’s turn, it was kensho, and i was also very excited to see him, so, i started my “engine” during this performance. started to scream and flailing like a mad person lol.. and then, i was like, kinda tired, so i sat down lol.. but then, it was announced that suzu was the next performer, and i was like, jumped from my seat and then, there he was. i was screaming so damn hard and i want to imprint this feeling and that image of seeing him in person, in my brain for the rest of my life. so, what is my impression of seeing him live? he looks and sounds the same as on tv, well, of course. also, maybe it’s the outfit, but i thought he’s more, how to say? lol, when i saw him on tv, i think he’s quite thin, but that nite, he looks bulkier (?) lol also, i really love his outfit for this concert! during his talk session… i dun really remember what he talked about lol, i didnt pay attention to what he said, only that i was desperately trying to scream and to see him clearer from where i was. but he was so funny and dorky like his usual self *_* my legs started to hurt during the 3rd song, but i was still jumping till the end. the only thing i remember from this concert is me screaming and my legs hurting like hell lol and how sad was i at the end of the last song T.T to see him walk away.. i didnt get the high five session, so yeah, this is the last time (?) i m gonna see him. so, at the end, i screamed “SUZU, BYE BYE!!!!” 

… thankfully, all the casts came back after the encore call, and said their goodbye speeches. But damn fate, suzu was on the far right side of the stage (i was on the very far left lol). suzu said that he’s glad that everybody enjoys his performances even though most of the people probably didnt even know his songs. aww even though i didnt know the lyric, his setlist is the only one that all the songs that i heard of. Then. as the very last song, they sang starting style. my eyes is on suzu all the time lol so i saw that he was mouthing the lyrics when the other artists are singing awww~ i just want to hug him for some reason XD i m glad that they exited on the left side, so i got to screams and wave to suzu at a closer range. i hope he saw me lol

and that concludes lantis festival singapore 2015

i will never forget this moment! i hope suzu will come to malaysia too one day!! 

the few days, suzu is all i can think of! i miss him so much!! 

ok, that's all! actually lots of other thing happen, but my mind is preoccupied with suzu already, i just want to think of him and replay the memories of seeing him live.. 

that's all! bye!

Random talk session 264: HOUSE TALK (spoiler alert)

hello diary.. today is 14th march.. and i want to ramble about house today..

erm... so yeah.. 2 weeks has passed and i m still having house feels lol.. 

so yeah.. like i said, the reason i kinda lost interest in the show, is bcoz they changed the main casts in season 4. i was really sad when that happened.. and watching the shows, was really painful (back then0.. but i still watched them when i got the time, coz i still remember most of season 4 episodes.. 

so, the other day, when i started to watch the show again, i started from season 6.. and.. then.. at one point, the 3 main casts saw house, and house was like, "omg it's 3 years ago". as funny as that scene (coz of how house said it lol) i was kinda touched by that scene.. ugh u guys dun hav no idea how i miss them! the original 3!! anyway.. yeah.. when i first fall in love with this show, it was with the 3 of them, and it was a very precious memory for me... 

next, i wanna talk otp lol.. i really like chase and cameron together.. they were actually my otp lol so, how frustrated was i, when they broke up in season 7! ugh ugh ugh!!! why??? why???? why shore? why???? (note: shore is the series creator lol).. so yeah.. i was really sad.. i am not really into het ships, and got very few of them, so yeah.. CHASE X CAMERON OTP 4LYFE! lol 

also, then season 8 happened.. more substitute! ughh... i think the asian kid kinda ok i guess, but i cant stand adam.. i dunno, she kinda becomes cameron no,2? .. heh, whatever.. ok, gonna talk spoiler now... the thing about cancer in this show.. like, they are giving all of them cancer for some reason. cuddy got it in season 7, and then, wilson got it in season 8. somewhere in season 1 or 2, house even faked his cancer.. 

so, how did i feel about the season finale? making me sad! and i m thinking of their fate every nite...lol... in my mind,here is the version of the ending: wilson's cancer starts to remission, and he live!, and they live happily ever after. house finally stops his vicodin addiction, coz during those 5 months, he only can think of wilson dying, and he is gonna be all alone after he died, so he tries very hard to change. besides, they are on the road now, and getting vicodin's stock is not as easy anymore.. so he had to try to live without vicodin., the thoughts of wilson dying also makes him try harder, eventhough, at first, it was really hard for him to stop, 

at one point, i think house said sumthing like this: almost dying doest change anything, dying changes everything. we can think of this in what it is meant for house. dying changes everything. and as we all know, he was really "dead" to the rest of the world. so he need to change. he quit his vicodin, and learns to be a better person.. and as for wilson in my universe, his cancer was remission, so he live.. so maybe he got a new job, or get back to his old job, and secretly solved medical mystery with house.. or sumthing, tho, to be honest, i dun think that kinda scenario works.. i think after that, he and house continue to be on the road and just livin the life.. together *winks*................................. erm.. ok lolol ok, ok that was kinda weird.. maybe that is just me ok, but yeah, that is how it ended for me. i want house and wilson to hav a good ending.. 

erm.. i dun hav much to say anymore.. more like i dunno what else to write.. so that's all for today!

Random talk session 263

hello! it's 3rd of march.. i cant believe it's already march.. less than a month for me to go to singapore, and i m still terrified thinking about it.. it's not a bad thing, but stil, going alone, is so scary for me.. erm, anyway.. gonna talk about my new obsession..? erm, shud i call it obsession? lol actually, not really.. it's more like, things that hav been in my mind the past days.. and it's house md season finale. ok, yeah, i finally freakin finish watching this show..

so, i m gonna start with intro of how i start to watch this series.. as far as i remember, i watched it first on axn, and i watched it bcoz i saw chase lolol yup, i remember the reasons very clearly lol i saw chase and thought he was handsome, so i watched the whole episode.. so i like chase, so i watch some more episodes, and becoz the show is very much mystery-like medical drama, i started to like it as well, and not watching it for chase anymore lol.. besides, as i watched more, i think chase is such a jerk lol like, now i m rewatching the show again, and i cant believe it used to like this guy lol,, anyway, yeah.. and then, yeah, after that, i really kinda become a fan, and i watched house regularly on tv. 

and then, i kno i was kinda becomes a fan, coz i make the theme song as my ringtone lol.. also, i remember during my practical of my 2nd year, i watched the show too. .but i dun remember where did i got the dvd from.. did i downloaded it? or did i copy it from someone? i think it's the later, but yeah, the memory is kinda blurry..

ermm.. so yeah,,also, actually i mention about house too in this entry. 2009.. but i dun think i download much of the episodes.. i think i only manage to download 2 or 3 episodes? lol i think i was kinda occupied by other things at that time, and i forgot about house entirely,, until... 2011, the time that i was working at SEDC, and there was this friend, who said he has a few house ep, so it got me to rewatch the show again. so i did.. but then that's it.. lol.. i dun remember much about it anymore after that. i think, one of the reason, i kinda get disinterest on the show, becoz they change house's team. u know, the plot for season 4? i dislike changes, so when they do that to the show, i was kinda disappointed.. i really like the original 3, and when they got them replaced, i was like, "ugh.. no.. " and i becomes disinterest in watching more episodes.. that's y i never really watch the show again after that.. until now. 

so, yeah, remember the one friend, that got me some episodes to watch back in 2011 (when i was working with sedc)? i kinda saw his post on facebook (he never post before, so i was like, kinda weird-ed that he suddenly writing anything on facebook..), so i was getting nostalgic, and like, "ah.. this guy...wonder what he's up to now? erm, now i want to watch house".... so i did. i downloaded season 6 7 and 8. and then it begins.

so.. at first, i watched it coz of nostalgic reasons.. ah..how i miss them,, and i was really happy that up to season 6, they still used the opening from season 1. house is still a jerk lol and he's still as hilariously sarcastic as always.. i dun understand the medical jargon, but i still enjoy this show very much. so yeah,, i watch.. and i watch.. and i watch.. 

and i watch. when i was watching season 6 and 7, i think i started to like wilson more than usual lol, and it's bcoz he kinda becomes the butt monkey of the show lol.. he's always in a funny situation..like, ugh..i freakin like him.. dun get me wrong, it's not that i dislike him before, but i think i hav a natural feeling towards him. like's here's always there. but i m like, doesnt think much about him.. and i  always feel sorry for him every time house do sumthing mean to him, or play pranks on him.. but that's it, i never actually pay attention to the guy.. until... yeah.. now..

so..yeah.. then i was at season 8. the last season.. ok.. last season.. and in ep 2. house said he wants wilson to get over the thing that happened on the season finale of season 7, and yeah, he actually said he like wilson. just how slashy can their relationship gets at this point. and then i kinda.. felt sumthing.. sumthing that was actually has been there ever since i started watching the season 6.. it was, my fujoshi instinct, and yeah.. and then it finally started.. my "hilson" obsession. like ugh.. the more i watched the episodes, actually i wanted to see house and wilson together.. and then, they just make it worst by making the last few episodes all about them! like omg.. like omg.. like ugh ugh ugh.. after the finale, all i can think about is wilson dying, house is gonna be alone, and i m so sad thinking about it, but it doesnt stop me from do more thinking of them.. house freakin fake his own death just to be with wilson for the next 5 months!? like hello????  like omg.. all i can think about after the finale is them! seriously! i cant work, i cant concentrate! i refuse to watch other show! even anime is all halted coz i m feeling all these feels! so much feels!!!!!! ugh..!! and now i m only rewatching house. like ugh,, seriously..  ugh..ah, i think i should stop now, coz i want to watch more house lolol

ok bye..

Random talk session 262: meme & life

hello diary!! as always, it has been too long!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~

AH, it's 2015 already.. and u kno what that means. another meme XD

2014

What fandoms did you acquire in 2014?

I think, Suzumura Kenichi and Terashima Takuma XD 

as for anime... tokyo ghoul maybe? lol ermm.. actually watched quite few good anime last year.. oh, also, donten ni warau. damn i cry my eyes out watching it lol.. 

i also watch gravity fall. it's ok, for a cartoon show lol i think it is worth to mention here ^^

What fandoms did you let go of in 2014?

i think the youtuber ryan higa? i am not into him anymore.. tho, the experience of seeing him in 2012 was one of the best. tho, nowadays, i dun really watch his video that much anymore.. i think there shud be more, but ryan is the only one i can think about haha..

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2015?

lol bulleyes again for last year meme. i did get hook up to new seiyuu last year..  and also, i can say, the highlight fandom for 2014 is the seiyuu.. wasting my time watching seiyuu videos and making GIFs lol

as for this year, i dunno.. maybe another seiyuu obsession? 

What fandoms do you think you might let go of in 2015 unless things significantly improve.

one direction? nah, maybe i'll hang around for about a few years. at least until i get to meet them in person XD

What fandoms do you think you'll never let go of no matter how crappy they get? Why?

no answer again for this year. can i cancel this question? lol

What show impressed you most in 2014?

.... why i only think of tokyo ghoul? haha.. well, actually there are lots of good anime these year..

What show impressed you least in 2014?

Free. like, everyone is so into that show.. but i m like, meh.. i cant even finish watching both seasons.. but the songs is really good tho! haha.. at one times, i was like, repeating the songs for hours and hours and hours and hours!! 

ok, that's for for today :)

i think i shud write more. but i m so bore.. ok, since i m already on tis.. i shud write a few things on life..

new year in the lab this year.. same for christmas day.. and my birthday haha everything in the lab.. what a boring life.. 

oh.. also, a major update, i m going to singapore in march.. to see suzu..!! heeee!!! i m so scare and excited! i m scare coz i m gonna go alone. ugh.. this is gonna be the 1st time i m going abroad.. so scare.. but also excited, coz i m gonna see suzu, tatsu and kensho live!! ughh

oh, another thing,, i finally know how to buy things online (internationally) using debit card haha.. not the ordinary online shopping, but the one using paypal, mastercard/visa.. and now i cant wait for my stuffs to come haha.. kinda spend a little too much actually. the shipping costs is so expensive.. erm, what else shud i  mention? nothing.. ? so, good bye? haha until next time..

happy new year!!