HELLO diary...sorry for caps lock lol.. anyway, today is 13/7/2017.. it is 1.19am.. today is thursday..
as usual, wanna talk about my fandom.. my life is totally all bout generations now.. i m so obsessed!! i even bought tickets to their mad cyclone tour.. i m going in less than a month lol when i first find out about the tour (somewhere in may), i was actually thinking of going, but cancel eventually coz ticket is really hard to get anyway, so i was only aiming for a world tour next year. but then, suddenly, they make available a general ticket for international fans!! and i was like, omg!!!! what's more, they announced it late june.. , and after much thought (as if!! lol) i decided to buy tix for the august shows!! only a month for preparation!! lol i m so freakin scare!! like no kidding!! i hate travelling!!! oh, why didnt i buy the nov or dec show then??? of course, at first, i was like, ermm... which prefecture shud i go lol.. it is a good chance to visit other places in japan anyway, i was thinking of going to osaka or mie (hayato's hometown!! haha) but then i remember alan's birthday is on august 4th lololol and i was like, omg surely thy are gonna celebrate him!! i need to see it live!! lol so, yeah, i decided to buy the shows in august, which is in saitama lol.. sadly, only a month to prepare everything!! flight tickets are expensive as hell!! also, hotels near the venue are all book out!! like omg!! i havent book accommodation.. ughh i m just still confused ok!! ughhh i m going crazy to be honest... all for these guys!! damn it!! i hate being a fan with money lol now that i have money of my own, i m spending it like water, just to freakin see these people live lol.. anyway... oh yeah, i wanna talk about the days before i was this obsessed with them lol
so, yeah, back in march, when i was watching high and low.. when i heard the song, "run this town" i thought it was very jpop lol it was catchy alright.... and then, i also downloaded high and low the live. but i only watch the performances of the theme songs from the show.. so, i watched run this town performance.. with no emotions lol i dun hav much impression towards the group at all lol.. i dun even watch their other songs lol... one thing i remember from watching them, is one of them had dyed their hair all white lol and i was like, he looks funny.. lol.. that was one of first gene's perf that i watched lol...
fast forward again.. so yeah, after watching too much exile casino, i coincidentally heard the song never let you go from one of the episode.. at first, i was only listening to the song (i downloaded the mp3) but i kinda got curious of the music video (I SWEAR THIS WAS THE TURNING POINT) so i i went to youtube and watched it... AFTER THAT I KINDA REPEATED THE MV FOR LIKE THOUSAND OF TIMES AND SUDDENLY I M A CERTIFIED FANGIRL. DAMN I M SO WEAK. after that i also check their other pvs and yeah, tldr i am obsessed!!
like, i dont watch any anime at all for the past 2 months.. and all i wanna do is watch gene and listen to their songs.. THEY ARE THE FIRST THING I THINK ABOUT EVERY TIME I WAKE UP AND BEFORE I WENT TO SLEEP. WHEN I WAS FEELING SLEEPY AND COULDNT WOKE UP, I WENT TO CHECK INSTAGRAM/TWITTER TO SEE IF THERE ARE ANYTHING NEW ON THEM WHEN I AM SO FREAKIN TIRED WORKING I'D THINK OF THEM THIS IS ALL FOR THEM I M WORKING TO EARN MONEY TO BUY THEIR STUFFS AND GO TO THEIR LIVE LIKE I M NOT EVEN EXAGGERATING HERE THEY ARE ON MY MIND 24/7
I M SO OBSESSED!!
BYE
