hello diary... today is 12/6/2017
erm, i wrote this post. like a week or something ago lol but i hav no proper internet, so i didnt post it.. so here it is..
Part 1:
The time that i really become a fangirl, was, actually during 2007 lol that was 10 years ago. It started after i watched nobuta no produce. I was strangely attracted to the character called akira lol and of course,i had to search him on the internet. And that was how i become a news fangirl. Omg i was such a devoted fangirl, for like, 3 years i think. After that, i guess i got kinda bore coz thy like dont hav any activities for so long. And then 2011, my fandom life not so much, coz i started working.
Phase 2, year 2012. Curious of the catchy song i heard from the radio, i went to YouTube. And boom, i m suddenly a Directioner lmao. Yes, one direction. I was a full blown fangirl again, i bought magazines that hav their posters lmao
Phase 3, i think 2014? I was watchin anime again, and kinda miss the seiyuu fandom. I was in the seiyuu fandom from 2008 but not in the hardcore way lmao .. So.. Yeah.. Gradually losing feels as a Directioner, i become a seiyuu fan again.. Shimono hiro, nakamura yuuichi, those were my bias lmao, but then i watched maji love live, and saw how cute suzu was.. And, suddenly i become a full fledged suzu fan lmao i was a fan to the point that i was willing to travel abroad to catch him live. If it wasn’t for my intense fangirl feelings, there was no way i would travel coz i really hate going to new places.. After that, i kinda focus on seiyuu only.. Until.. One day..
Phase 4.. This year, 2017. There was this meme i would do every year, and every year i be like, “i m too old for fandom, i m not falling for any fandom again damn it” and then.. I just have to watch high and low drama. Gun-chan, sandaime, omigun. To be honest, i am really, really, really tired of jpop idols lmao i was a seiyuu fangirls. I was enthralled by voices. More over, my biases are 40 years and above lmao. With that kinda mind set, i still manage to get suck in to a new (idol) fandom. That was like 3 months ago. I gave the sandaime fandom a month lmao kinda bull eye on that, bcoz of their lack of activities i kinda lost interest in them too. Until… Freakin generations. Like, curse my life. Why. Why. Why. I hate myself for feeling this way. They are kinda very active nowadays, so they fuel my fandom engine lmao i m so obsessed now like seriously.. I can even say i like them better than sandaime? (even though i say i m more of a sandaime fan)
Ok, that was a little history on my fandom. But actually tat was not the thing i wanted to talk about when i start this post lmao.
part 2:
Insignificant
All of the exile tribe members actually (except the high and low casts) lol
After finishing high and low, of course i had to watch all the promotions and interviews. And, the music.video, specifically, higher ground pv. since i was still a noob, only the characters from high and low were matter to me lmao. Also, when i watch shabekuri 007, to me, alan was only known as the person that look at the mirror 100 times a day, and also the person that kept tidy gun’s shoes lmao
Phase 2, year 2012. Curious of the catchy song i heard from the radio, i went to YouTube. And boom, i m suddenly a Directioner lmao. Yes, one direction. I was a full blown fangirl again, i bought magazines that hav their posters lmao
Phase 3, i think 2014? I was watchin anime again, and kinda miss the seiyuu fandom. I was in the seiyuu fandom from 2008 but not in the hardcore way lmao .. So.. Yeah.. Gradually losing feels as a Directioner, i become a seiyuu fan again.. Shimono hiro, nakamura yuuichi, those were my bias lmao, but then i watched maji love live, and saw how cute suzu was.. And, suddenly i become a full fledged suzu fan lmao i was a fan to the point that i was willing to travel abroad to catch him live. If it wasn’t for my intense fangirl feelings, there was no way i would travel coz i really hate going to new places.. After that, i kinda focus on seiyuu only.. Until.. One day..
Phase 4.. This year, 2017. There was this meme i would do every year, and every year i be like, “i m too old for fandom, i m not falling for any fandom again damn it” and then.. I just have to watch high and low drama. Gun-chan, sandaime, omigun. To be honest, i am really, really, really tired of jpop idols lmao i was a seiyuu fangirls. I was enthralled by voices. More over, my biases are 40 years and above lmao. With that kinda mind set, i still manage to get suck in to a new (idol) fandom. That was like 3 months ago. I gave the sandaime fandom a month lmao kinda bull eye on that, bcoz of their lack of activities i kinda lost interest in them too. Until… Freakin generations. Like, curse my life. Why. Why. Why. I hate myself for feeling this way. They are kinda very active nowadays, so they fuel my fandom engine lmao i m so obsessed now like seriously.. I can even say i like them better than sandaime? (even though i say i m more of a sandaime fan)
Ok, that was a little history on my fandom. But actually tat was not the thing i wanted to talk about when i start this post lmao.
part 2:
Insignificant
All of the exile tribe members actually (except the high and low casts) lol
After finishing high and low, of course i had to watch all the promotions and interviews. And, the music.video, specifically, higher ground pv. since i was still a noob, only the characters from high and low were matter to me lmao. Also, when i watch shabekuri 007, to me, alan was only known as the person that look at the mirror 100 times a day, and also the person that kept tidy gun’s shoes lmao
i think he kinda looks weird? Lmao no wonder, he was actually half Filipino. He got a very distinctive feature.. And that jawline 😱. And as for reo, the bratty kid that gun has known since he(reo) was 10 years old..
My first impression, he looks so much like korean.. The same thing i thought watching him in the drama and the higher ground pv
but now he has become such important thing in my life T.T i love him so much.. i want him to be my son.. not husband, not lover, not boyfriend. i want him as my son. bcoz a parents love is much more, how to say, more value?? love towards your family is eternal. i believe in that.. that is why i want him to be my son lol.. my current bias is actually alan, but he is someone i enjoy to fangirl at lol i feel like i m not making any sense lol but yeah.. lol
i think that is all for today! bye bye~
