Random talk session 303

 Hello diary

Today is 13th march. It's Wednesday. 

These days.. 

As always, I'm still in jozan mood. But not as obsessive 😂😂

Anyhow,.. I think of myself as zizan fan, but as i watch more jozan videos, i think i like johan more 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 ahhhhh apasal la ko dh kawen johan 😭😭😭😭 i feel uncomfortable to have such deep feeling for him coz he's married 🤣🤣🤣

I love johan!! Johan!! If only you can see this blog!! I want you to know, that you are such a sun in my life!!!, i love you so strong lol

That's all lol bye

Random talk session 302: johan

 Hello diary

Today is 2nd of Feb. Friday. 

Jozan obsession still going lol

There's nothing new, so I'm just repeating old videos 🥲

I'm sad that i will definitely get bore of it... maybe in 3 months lol or maybe a year lol i just hope i get to see them by then lol 

Anyways 

Really cannot process my feelings about johan lol i feel so shy to even watch him on video... I'll be going to KL next week, and I'm thinking about going to his kedai makan to get a chance of seeing him. ,but the more i think about it, the more shy i feel. Also, his kedai is new, and is viral, so it's always full, it will feel awkward to go alone 😭

Ahh johan is so cute but I'm so intimidated by him lol i think it's the same felling i have for Reo 😂😂

Eemmm... Dunno what else to write.. So that's it for today.. 

Bye2 

Random talk session 301: jozan

 Hello diary. 

Today is 18.01.2024 Thursday.

I'm still crazy about jozan lol

Everytime I wake up, the 1st thing i want to see is jozan moments lol Even when I was obsessed with GENE, i didnt do that.. well actually i open up twitter first 😂

Anyways... The past days, I'm only watching jozan moments... They are really so sweet.. I can't get enough of it.. 

I'm so sad coz now there's no more jozan. Fans always ask for them comeback, but even if they do it, it's just not gonna be the same.. 

Ahh.. I love jozan so much.. Can't believe i can feel like this towards Malaysian artists 😂  

Anyways I'm so glad i found jozan..  I was able to be a fangirl again.. 

Let me say this 

About johan. I like johan. He's so cute 🤣🤣🤣 💕💕💕and i like him better when he's chubby 🤣🤣🤣💕💕💕 his smile is sooooo cuteeee 😭💕😭💕😭💕😭

I was so heart broken when i found out that he's married lol that's why i cannot watch his other videos.. 🥲 

Edited( 22th January.)

About the last statement, coz nowadays i watched more of zizan videos, i become more of zizan fan lolll I but i still think johan is cuter 🤭

End of edit 

Ermm no more idea lol so bye 

Random talk session 300: omg it has been forever..

Hello diary.. 

Today is 13th January 2024 Saturday...

Last post, was in 2018.. 6 years ago...

Back coz i need a place to meluahkan this perasaan 😂

My blogspot last post was in 2018, that time, i was still using tumblr, but in 2019 i completely abandon tumblr to use twitter 😂 

And now back to blogspot again 😂

I need to record this feelings I'm feeling 😂

The last blogspot post is about my heart break coz of Alan's scandal. After a few months, i actually manage to recover lol and in 2019, i fully migrated to twitter to fangirl about alan and gene.. I was really obsessed lol.. I went to Japan and spend lots of money to watch their concerts. Until finally at the end of 2023, i guess i kinda, lost interest in both alan and gene.. Honestly, i still miss Alan a lot, but gene really makes me feel angry.. That's why, i decided to stop reading my twitter timeline...  Ok, i do have a private account where i follow ldh fans, but not gene fans.. I really can't stand reading gene posts...  It makes me mad.. 

So coz i don't watch any gene or alan related things, i started to watch seiyuu stuffs again. For a brief moment, it filled my time, but it's just not the same lol... Maybe little bit of Nakamura lol.. Now that i think of it, it's always him lol i remember in 2012, i was in the middle of fangirling Nakamura too before i switch to one direction 😂😂😂

One day, i was on tiktok..  Suddenly i came across senario contents.  I was feeling nostalgic, so i went to watch more of senario clips... I remember how i really love wahid when i was a teenager lolsss i was in senario nostalgia phase for a week or so. I listen to their old songs and watch their clips everyday. Maybe coz i watch lots of senario contents, jozan clips suddenly appeared on my tiktok fyp. It was the school sketsa. I have watched this sketsa before, long time ago, like in 2014 or 2015 or so

Days after that, I was bored, i want to watch something funny, so i decided to watch that jozan school sketsa clip again.  I search on YouTube, and found it. It was as funny as i remember. And then, how shock when i learn there was actually a continuation to the video that i watch 😂😂😂

Anyways so i watch the continuation, and it was really funny 😂😂

Ok,  my memory kinda in jumble right now, like what actually happened that i went to watch jozan other clips too? Coz it was funny??😂😂

Like i seriously can't remember.. Before i know it, i was repeating the lawak ker der & ombak rindu episodes for soo soo soo many times. Omg even i think I'm crazy. I watch the clip before i go to sleep. The moment i wake up, i watch that clip..at work, i watch it again. Like, it's the only thing i watch. I don't even watch my anime lol i even ignore twitter and Instagram coz i just wanna watch jozan... Omg seriously i have not felt like this for a long time. To feel overly obsessed over something again 😂😂 i feel like i actually can finally forgot Alan for good.. Sad, but true..  The past few days, I'm just thinking about jozan.. 

There's so many i wanna write about jozan but now i just wanna watch more jozan 😂 

Actually my feeling was even waaayyyy more intense few days ago, but only now I've calm down a bit, so i decided to record this feelings before i forget. 

I wonder how long this obsession will last though lol..  

Ok i wanna talk little bit of my history with jozan. I remember watching raja lawak. My fav was nabil 😂 I think i also like jozan but at that time, I was too obsessed with japan, so i didn't really care about local artists lol 

Don't have any idea so i guess that's it 😂😂

Bye2