Random talk session 203: Life and tv series update

hello diary.. today is 25/9/2011, Sunday..

ok.. so, finally went to the kite festival.. it was so cool, especially the group perf.. here are some pictures:

i love how the puffer fish is like all "OoO" LOLOLOL

more fishes lol

ah, and dang i missed akim's af performance!! arghhhhh!! there goes my chance of seeing that cute face of him LOL thankfully i am not really his fan or anything.. but still, gahhh!!! kuyashiiii sssuu~!!

emm.. ok, next, like i said yesterday, wanna talk about tv series... Supernatural new season (season 7) has started.. and i just watched ep 1 not too long ago... my comment??? emmm.. (OK, SPOILER ALERT) Actually i was really sad that Castiel became the bad guy.. but looks like he came to his senses at the end of the ep, until that thing called Leviathan or sumthing just had to control his body.. Misha playing the bad guy T_T i miss the cute, innocent Castiel T_T. And then seems like Lucifer is back??? Where has Sam gone too???? And LOL at dean watching hentai LOL

ok, that's it i think lol Hopefully season 7 not gonna be too disappointing..

Merlin is premiering on 1st of October, while Dexter is on 3rd October. Cant wait to watch these shows ^o^.

em, wat else? seems like i hav no idea again lol

so, that's it for today yeah.. bye..

Random talk session 202: Life and anime updates

hello siary.. today is 24/9/11. Saturday..

went to town tis morning.. bought another phone lol.. wow, now that i hav money, i buy things like crazy lol. Next time i want to buy some stuffed toys XD.

anyway.. there's also a kite show at town.. but i didnt go coz i dunno how to go there lol tomoro i m going to town again, and try to watch the final show of the kite festival..

em, oh, another update.. seems like i am gonna be working in shift this october.. but my boss really knows how to scare me and get me so unmotivated.. all that responsibilities.. can i really do it? well, like always, i just go wit the flow of life *sigh* But i guess i m glad i m gonna be in shift coz i dun need to wake up so freakin early every morning 6 days a week! .... emm.. anyway.. what else.. oh.. the guy.. i miss him.. gah.. missing him everyday.. what am i gonna do wit this troublesome feeling of mine *sigh* oh, and the other day,i finally got close enough wit him (yes, i am afraid of getting close of him) and then i smell his nostalgic smell *sigh* ok, enough of that.. next, gonna talk about anime~ ehehe..

so, this few weeks, i m wacthing anime again.. last time, i was in a j drama mood, and now, finally got the anime mood kicks in again XD Actually it was the j drama that made me watch anime again lol... To be more precise, it was the Wallflower drama.. i wanted to watch Yuya, so i dwld-ed the drama lol.. it was ok i guess, but then i got curious of the anime, so i dwld-ed the anime too.. and what do u kno, i think it is not that bad XD As a matter of fact, i think the anime is better and funnier than the drama... The wallflower.. i guess it's ok.. my fav character.. well, i d say Takenaga XD He's just so kakkoi XD

next! Dennou Coil. Downloaded this coz it was in my 'wanted to watch' list in myanimelist lol. It is not bad, really. And i cried so freakin hard at one part in the last ep (DENSUKE T_T)... Anime that manage to make me cry is consider "great" anime to me XD。 Anyway, my fav character is... Haraken! i am surprised myself lol Usually i hate male characters that is voice by a female seiyuu.. but for some reason, i really love this boy +_+ (i am no pedophile yo!! lol).. And then i realize i guess it's ok if it's Paku romi XD She's too cool~ Now i wanna watch more anime that has her voice XD i think my pass obsession of ueki also contribute some of this too lol (strangely, i kinda dislike her as hitsugaya in bleach though...)

ok, enough of dennou coil, moving on, 3 new animes tat i currently downloading.. Sket Dance, Arakawa Under the Bridge and Mr. Keaton. Ok, first, Sket Dance. I decided to download this coz the characters are gonna appeared in Gintama episode.. So, i wanna check their characters lol.. i think this anime is really.. plain/dull/boring.. the comedy is... ok, i guess, but not that hilarious.. and then, i think it's too much of resemblance to Gintama.. But i am stickin to this series coz i wanna c Tsubaki LOL At first, i thought he is really interesting and funny, and then after i watched ep 19, i just totally fell in love wit him XD he's soooo cutttttteeeeee +_______________+ i wanna cuddle him XD OK, some comments on the trio main characters.. The leader Bossun, i dun actually feel anything.. He's just too ordinary.. Actually i thought of the same thing to Gintoki too in Gintama (yes, he is not exactly my fav characters until, like ep 100 sumthing lol).. who knows, maybe someday, Bossun gonna do sumthing that will make me like him? lol... and then, we hav usui kazuyoshi a.k.a. Switch.. Apparently he is supposed to be an ikemen.. But, once again, i think he is.. plain... He is not bad. Really. i admit, he is really good looking, but in a very plain way. emm.. ok, next, the female of the trio, Himeko. She's ok i guess... thankfully, not that annoying lol... em.. dunno what else to comment lol.. oh, a special mention of the president of the student council, agata soujirou (?).. Sekitomo~!!! GAHHH I MISS HIS VOICE DANG ITTTT +_+ And now i am actually desperate to watch anime that has him in it... guah.. really, long time since i hear his voice.. and, i realize i hear lots of sugita these days lol he was in wallflower, in gintama that i hav been watching regularly, he was usui in sket dance and also in the next anime i m gonna talk about, Arakawa under the bridge.

Arakawa under the bridge.. why in the world did i watch this..lol. ok, i think it's bcoz of the live action too XD i mean, the anime was just aired not too long last year, and then it also adapted into a live action not long after that.. so, the anime must be really popular.. so i wanted to kno what's so good about this anime XD.. ok, first of all, my comment when i watch the 1st ep: KAMIYA!!! LOL gah, love this guy LOL anyway.. So, yeah, kamiya voiced the main character.. and then, like i said bfore, there's also sugita as the weird hoshi lol.. oh, about this anime.. wow, WEIRD. in a good way LOL. I thought gintama was a crazy anime, and then, i watched Hetalia, which was also crazy and weird, and now, Arakawa under the bridge. This anime is in the same categories wit Gintama and Hetalia coz of it's off the wall humor LOL. Oh, note: Zetsubo sensei is also weird, but i hate tat anime lol

lastly, Mr. Keaton. Ok, watched this just bcoz it is adapted from the manga by Urusawa Naoki. i only watched until ep 3, and i find it's quite boring lol but i am still gonna watch this, coz it is Urusawa Naoki for goodness sake.

ok, i also watched summer wars... read few posts that highly praised this anime., so i figured i try it. but it did not give such impact to me.. it's just ok i guess..

emm.. wow, that was really long.. i think this is it from me for now.. will post again next time, and talk about my fav tv series..

bye!

Random talk session 201: Depression

hello diary.. today is 12/9/11.. it's monday..

today i am feeling very down.. gah.. really hate this feeling.. i feel so useless... i dunno how to work, i am not smart, etc.. gahhhh i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so depressed wit this feeling..

not to mention, this feeling of that certain someone.. i am supposed to like him, but why do i feel sad and mad whn i think of him.. am i angry at him? why? he didnt do anything or say anything that could hurt me.. but then again, maybe that is EXACTLY the reasons i am feeling this way.. i'm sad coz he didnt talk to me at all.... i want to hear his voice, but cant even get myself to talk to him.. i want to c him, but i refuse to hav an eye contact wit him.. my actions are different from what my heart want to do..

i hate this complicated feelings.. i want to forget about him so that i dun hav to feel this way again.. oh, emotion, please go away..

today.. is quite depressing for me.. i hope tomoro is a better day..

-ja-

Random talk session 200: wow, 200!!!!

hello diary! today is 10/9/2011, saturday...omg, IT HAS BEEN MONTHS!!!! MY LAST POST WAS... ON APRIL.. THAT WAS LIKE, 5 MONTHS AGO !!! HOW ARE YOU MY VIRTUAL DIARY?? I AM REALLY SORRY FOR ABANDONING YOU!!! AND OMG, IT TAKE ME THIS LONG TO REALIZE THAT I FINALLY COME TO MY 200TH POSTS!!! OH MY!!! 200 YO!!! LET'S AIM FOR 300 BEFORE THE END OF THIS YEAR. YES/NO? XD

anyway.. i think i shud start blogging again.. i dun want my memories just fade away like that.. especially when it's about.. him... *sigh*

ok..let me start... of coz,, it's about my kataomoi...yesterday.. 9/9/11. He made me look twice!!! Like, seriously!! i was standing near the door, wit.. i dun even remember wit whom, nor what we were talking abt, then i saw him and i thought, "oh, there he is" (yeah, i kinda want to see him too), and was gonna take a peek at him... but he totally made me look twice.. and dang, once again that feeling come rushing in... my heart was like shouting, "SUKI DESU! SUKI DESU!! KEKKON SHITE KUDASAI!!!!!" yeah, my reactions were kinda extreme than the usual lol i think it must be bcoz "that day of the month" ... Also, he was wearing a black shirt underneath.. gah that is so kakkoi.. and his hair... his unruly hair... dang my hair fetish LOLOLOLOLOL YEAH, NOW I REMEMBERED. IT IS THE HAIR. I LOOKED TWICE BECOZ OF THE HAIR. Emmm.... ok, anyway, mm.. where was i.. oh, so yeah, and then he went back to **** (censored for classified purpose lol).. i was kinda disappointed coz i want to look at him for a little longer lol .. and then, he did come back. ah, i was happy.. and this time, i want to talk to him, so i kinda look at him, and want to ask/say sumthing, but my mind went blank.. Y? COz he was looking at me back... Thankfully, he knew, so he asked, how's my condition, "r u still sick?" (awww~ i wanna hug him).. i replied, (shyly), "yes". and he asked again, "really, still sick? wht illness?" (LOL seriously???) And i replied again (more shyly, i even look away and went closer to the table"), "Yeah, still sick.. Flu.........." My head once again draw a blank... I dunno what to say.. Y u ask? coz when i looked at him carefully, i realized he had a hige LOL GAWD AGAIN THOSE FEELINGS... i wanted to ask if he's ok too (coz at that time, our boss asked that coz he looked kinda tired..) after that.. i dunno what happened.. i simply hav no memories of what happened next coz all i remember was his unruly appearance and that moment when he asked how i was doing.. *sigh*

it's sept... wow,so this kataomoi also has been last for 5 months.. i dunno what else to write.. i shud write a long post since i havent update for 5 months, but i just hav no idea.. so i guess that;s it for today..

ja..