Random talk session 264: HOUSE TALK (spoiler alert)

hello diary.. today is 14th march.. and i want to ramble about house today..

erm... so yeah.. 2 weeks has passed and i m still having house feels lol.. 

so yeah.. like i said, the reason i kinda lost interest in the show, is bcoz they changed the main casts in season 4. i was really sad when that happened.. and watching the shows, was really painful (back then0.. but i still watched them when i got the time, coz i still remember most of season 4 episodes.. 

so, the other day, when i started to watch the show again, i started from season 6.. and.. then.. at one point, the 3 main casts saw house, and house was like, "omg it's 3 years ago". as funny as that scene (coz of how house said it lol) i was kinda touched by that scene.. ugh u guys dun hav no idea how i miss them! the original 3!! anyway.. yeah.. when i first fall in love with this show, it was with the 3 of them, and it was a very precious memory for me... 

next, i wanna talk otp lol.. i really like chase and cameron together.. they were actually my otp lol so, how frustrated was i, when they broke up in season 7! ugh ugh ugh!!! why??? why???? why shore? why???? (note: shore is the series creator lol).. so yeah.. i was really sad.. i am not really into het ships, and got very few of them, so yeah.. CHASE X CAMERON OTP 4LYFE! lol 

also, then season 8 happened.. more substitute! ughh... i think the asian kid kinda ok i guess, but i cant stand adam.. i dunno, she kinda becomes cameron no,2? .. heh, whatever.. ok, gonna talk spoiler now... the thing about cancer in this show.. like, they are giving all of them cancer for some reason. cuddy got it in season 7, and then, wilson got it in season 8. somewhere in season 1 or 2, house even faked his cancer.. 

so, how did i feel about the season finale? making me sad! and i m thinking of their fate every nite...lol... in my mind,here is the version of the ending: wilson's cancer starts to remission, and he live!, and they live happily ever after. house finally stops his vicodin addiction, coz during those 5 months, he only can think of wilson dying, and he is gonna be all alone after he died, so he tries very hard to change. besides, they are on the road now, and getting vicodin's stock is not as easy anymore.. so he had to try to live without vicodin., the thoughts of wilson dying also makes him try harder, eventhough, at first, it was really hard for him to stop, 

at one point, i think house said sumthing like this: almost dying doest change anything, dying changes everything. we can think of this in what it is meant for house. dying changes everything. and as we all know, he was really "dead" to the rest of the world. so he need to change. he quit his vicodin, and learns to be a better person.. and as for wilson in my universe, his cancer was remission, so he live.. so maybe he got a new job, or get back to his old job, and secretly solved medical mystery with house.. or sumthing, tho, to be honest, i dun think that kinda scenario works.. i think after that, he and house continue to be on the road and just livin the life.. together *winks*................................. erm.. ok lolol ok, ok that was kinda weird.. maybe that is just me ok, but yeah, that is how it ended for me. i want house and wilson to hav a good ending.. 

erm.. i dun hav much to say anymore.. more like i dunno what else to write.. so that's all for today!

Random talk session 263

hello! it's 3rd of march.. i cant believe it's already march.. less than a month for me to go to singapore, and i m still terrified thinking about it.. it's not a bad thing, but stil, going alone, is so scary for me.. erm, anyway.. gonna talk about my new obsession..? erm, shud i call it obsession? lol actually, not really.. it's more like, things that hav been in my mind the past days.. and it's house md season finale. ok, yeah, i finally freakin finish watching this show..

so, i m gonna start with intro of how i start to watch this series.. as far as i remember, i watched it first on axn, and i watched it bcoz i saw chase lolol yup, i remember the reasons very clearly lol i saw chase and thought he was handsome, so i watched the whole episode.. so i like chase, so i watch some more episodes, and becoz the show is very much mystery-like medical drama, i started to like it as well, and not watching it for chase anymore lol.. besides, as i watched more, i think chase is such a jerk lol like, now i m rewatching the show again, and i cant believe it used to like this guy lol,, anyway, yeah.. and then, yeah, after that, i really kinda become a fan, and i watched house regularly on tv. 

and then, i kno i was kinda becomes a fan, coz i make the theme song as my ringtone lol.. also, i remember during my practical of my 2nd year, i watched the show too. .but i dun remember where did i got the dvd from.. did i downloaded it? or did i copy it from someone? i think it's the later, but yeah, the memory is kinda blurry..

ermm.. so yeah,,also, actually i mention about house too in this entry. 2009.. but i dun think i download much of the episodes.. i think i only manage to download 2 or 3 episodes? lol i think i was kinda occupied by other things at that time, and i forgot about house entirely,, until... 2011, the time that i was working at SEDC, and there was this friend, who said he has a few house ep, so it got me to rewatch the show again. so i did.. but then that's it.. lol.. i dun remember much about it anymore after that. i think, one of the reason, i kinda get disinterest on the show, becoz they change house's team. u know, the plot for season 4? i dislike changes, so when they do that to the show, i was kinda disappointed.. i really like the original 3, and when they got them replaced, i was like, "ugh.. no.. " and i becomes disinterest in watching more episodes.. that's y i never really watch the show again after that.. until now. 

so, yeah, remember the one friend, that got me some episodes to watch back in 2011 (when i was working with sedc)? i kinda saw his post on facebook (he never post before, so i was like, kinda weird-ed that he suddenly writing anything on facebook..), so i was getting nostalgic, and like, "ah.. this guy...wonder what he's up to now? erm, now i want to watch house".... so i did. i downloaded season 6 7 and 8. and then it begins.

so.. at first, i watched it coz of nostalgic reasons.. ah..how i miss them,, and i was really happy that up to season 6, they still used the opening from season 1. house is still a jerk lol and he's still as hilariously sarcastic as always.. i dun understand the medical jargon, but i still enjoy this show very much. so yeah,, i watch.. and i watch.. and i watch.. 

and i watch. when i was watching season 6 and 7, i think i started to like wilson more than usual lol, and it's bcoz he kinda becomes the butt monkey of the show lol.. he's always in a funny situation..like, ugh..i freakin like him.. dun get me wrong, it's not that i dislike him before, but i think i hav a natural feeling towards him. like's here's always there. but i m like, doesnt think much about him.. and i  always feel sorry for him every time house do sumthing mean to him, or play pranks on him.. but that's it, i never actually pay attention to the guy.. until... yeah.. now..

so..yeah.. then i was at season 8. the last season.. ok.. last season.. and in ep 2. house said he wants wilson to get over the thing that happened on the season finale of season 7, and yeah, he actually said he like wilson. just how slashy can their relationship gets at this point. and then i kinda.. felt sumthing.. sumthing that was actually has been there ever since i started watching the season 6.. it was, my fujoshi instinct, and yeah.. and then it finally started.. my "hilson" obsession. like ugh.. the more i watched the episodes, actually i wanted to see house and wilson together.. and then, they just make it worst by making the last few episodes all about them! like omg.. like omg.. like ugh ugh ugh.. after the finale, all i can think about is wilson dying, house is gonna be alone, and i m so sad thinking about it, but it doesnt stop me from do more thinking of them.. house freakin fake his own death just to be with wilson for the next 5 months!? like hello????  like omg.. all i can think about after the finale is them! seriously! i cant work, i cant concentrate! i refuse to watch other show! even anime is all halted coz i m feeling all these feels! so much feels!!!!!! ugh..!! and now i m only rewatching house. like ugh,, seriously..  ugh..ah, i think i should stop now, coz i want to watch more house lolol

ok bye..