Random talk session 183: All about RAVE

....hello, again? 2nd post of the day...xD ok, brings out the picture.. haha..


this is from the rave manga... now, am i the only one saw the subtle suggestive hints in this image????? the 5 4 girls in the balloon is musica's love interest XD and for some reason, haru is in the bubbles too.. though his bubble was cross-out for some reason hahaha.. ..seriously, these mangaka.. they really like to tease. male and female, they are all the same. the mangaka of rave is a male btw, haha..

ok, since i am in musica love interest topic.. for some reason, i kinda like reina wit musica XD they are kinda cute.. (i rarely supports het u know!!) and i kinda dislike nagisa coz musica seems to like her.. i dun want him to forget about reina.. haha..

emm... what else i want to write here... ah, i know.. rave actually meet a (demon) town where they publish manga lol they find a manga similar wit a story to their quests.. it is so funny.. the characters is totally different from the real ones LOL haru is an old man!! haha..


seriously, anime/manga that have a parody of their own show is likely to be an awesome show (ex: gintama and yakitate japan)
- gintama to kintama LOL
- yakitate japan becomes takitate japan LOLOL

... what else to write????? ........ i love haru XD haha.. ok, bring out the next picture!

LOL at haru's face XDD ok, that is for this post... i'll think of a new post for later.. haha...

EDIT: Gah i feel so sleepy.. seems like i cant make another post today... ah, there goes my wish in making a total post of 87 for this year... (on 2006 i had 47 posts, 2009 was 67.)..thats y i wanted to make 87 posts this year,,, but looks like almost impossible.. tomorrow is the last day of the year and i only have 76 post... and my bb expired today too...

Random talk session 182: Shinsengumi

hello diary... today is 30/12/2010, thursday.. omg 2 days into the new year!!

em, ok, today gonna talk about shinsengumi LOL i have been thinking about it in my heads these few days.. ok, so recently i watched hakuoki, and like i said, it was really hard for me to watch it because the image of wascky shinsegumi of Gintama already imprinted in my head XDDD not too mention kondo in both gintama and hakuoki looks almost the same..!! the others have obvious different.. hijikata of hakuoki looks like the young hijikata..

But Gintama is not where i learn about the shinsengumi. the really first one i heard of shinsengumi is from samurai x / rurouni kenshin anime. and the character is nanto, saito hajime. now, dun get me start on this character XD he is just one of those 'hated first, but after a while become like' character of mine XD yup, at 1st i didnt like his character because he hurt sano.. he was kinda bad. but then, he becomes one of the good guy (well, kind of XD he help kenshin maa..haha) ... wait.. i think the real turning point was when saito mace a joke.. i vaguely remembers it, but i think it was about him cooking or about his/someone's wife??? nonethess, i become to like him XDD especially when he was shown really cool in one of the ending.. that's my story if saito haha

ok, the 2nd time i heard of shinsengumi is from the peacemaker kurogane anime that i bought LOL i hate that anime.. and most of all, i hate that damn okita. so girly!! gah i really hate girly characters.. saito was.. somewhat weird in this anime LOL i think he has the ability to see ghost or sumthing??? and i remember the ninja was kinda cool XD ah, now i remember, he was yamazaki... haha.. the ninja in shinsengumi .. hehe..

and then, it was Gintama. ah, the modern shinsengumi. with bazookas hahahaha so much win. oh, sorachi. u r a a genius in making stupid crack hahah.. ok, anyway.. i am glad there isnt anymore girly okita, instead we have sadist one lol though, there is not saito in this anime though.. only the famous 3 were given major role, oh wait, make that 4, include yamazaki.

next, hakuoki. like i said, i've watched and love gintama tooo much, so, the shinsengumi image is really imprinted hard in my brain haha.. when i watch the first ep of hakuoki, i had to pause it coz i need to laugh watching kondo being all serious.. seriously, i laughed so hard XDDD ... em, so anyway, saito hajime is a total hottie in here *_* i am really, really glad he was voice by toriumi XDD heheheh... Gah, a calm, quiet character like him have real charm to me XDDD he's my fav.. hijikata is cool too, but to be honest, he looks was kinda generic *bricked* Souji is not bad too.. and then, Sano get a special treatment just bcoz he is voice by yusa koji XDD hahaha.. emm.. ah, yamazaki, he is so chibi XD ....ahhh i suddenly remember the last ep T___________T so sad!! and i was liking to like yamazaki T_T

emm... i think that's it for my shinsengumi story.. hehe... actually i wanted to post some picture, but the server is too slow for me to find some picture, and then also to upload them.. to troublesome.. haha.. that's all for today.. i think i'll post some more later if i have anymore ideas.. bye2

Random talk session 181

hello diary.. today is monday, 27/12/2010. it's 5: 53am now..

emm... what i want to talk about toady? i have no idea actually.. countdown to 2011. 4 days!! so fast!!! T-T

emm... i seriously dunno what to say.. LOL i am wacthing haruka 2005 now (as i write this LOL) awww naozumi was crying awwww~~~ i wanna hug him haha.. i guess he was really touch and happy during that event. LOL houshi is so noisy hahahhahaha i can hear his laugh hahaha and then kazuhiko-san scolded him hahahah .... em, houko-san also cried, aww... they are really happy about this yeah.. but dangm houshi was laughing LOL so evil!! haha.. LOL miyata pretending to cry hahah cute.. ah, yeah, this 2005 event was the 1st haruka only event, that is why they are really touched ne... LOL seriously, i keep on hearing houshi's laughing voice hahah *watching* seki tomokazu talking... emm... oh, owari-su! he's the last one... now listening to the tv op song lol i forget the title..

ahhh.. i am stumped! i dun want this entry to be so short though.. emmm... am still watching theh haruka matsui event.. disc 2. ah, i really wish my japanese was better.. haha.. ok, no idea, bring out some random picture.. but i cant upload any dang it gah.. i guess that's it for today LOL

Random talk session 180: mainly about seiyuu

hello diary.. today is saturday, 26.12.2010 (1:38am). yesterday was the 25th, s0:

Merry Christmas, everyone... MeriKuri, minna ^_^

anyway, here is a post i wrote the other day..

say, i was watching namikawa and realize sumthing, he's not in my official fav list eventhough truth is, i am really crazy about him for quite some times haha.. ok, ok, i guess he wasnt in my list bcoz at that time (when i made the list) i still havent recognize his voice (i've even mistaken his voice as others).. maybe i should add him in the list somehow? then again, i have to add the others too coz i have more fav in term of voices XD well, might as well put in the other list here..
- namikawa daisuke
- houshi souichirou
- sugiyama noriaki


ok, i am gonna stop here before i start to add in all the voices i know LOL

btw, the offical list, i think i never even mention the list here... it was only in my LJ profile i think LOL anyway, here is the original 7:
- Suwabe Junichi
- Okiayu Ryoutarou
- Suzumura Kenichi
- Toriumi Kousuke
- Takahashi Hiroki
- Hidenobu Kiuchi
- Yusa Kouji (tis few month, i seem to intoxic by his voice more too often XD)

for special edition:
- Miki Shin'ichiro
- Seki tomokazu
- Takehito Koyasu
(these 3, are the earliest seiyuu name i know of)

more sp edition:
- midorikawa hikaru <- the very first seiyuu that i was able to recognize! (coz he was in one of the earliest anime that i've watched in real japanese audio....) rukawa and tamahome. and i think one of the reason i actually watched fushigi yuugi till the end XD LOL i realize suwabe and okiayu even have a tag of their own XD that just how much i love them back in the days XD emm... it's almost 2011.. a new year... looking back at my fandom.. yeah, i surely have change.. especially toward news fandom... i dun love them like i use too! it's sad. but at least, i dun lost interest in them! hey, there was 1 time when i lost interest in anime.. for like 2 years of loving news like crazy XD and now, i can say i am back in the fandom, and like news, just not as much as i was.. gah, seriously, i use to think anime is my sole purpose in life LOL like i said sumwhere (in Lj actually XD) it was the thing tht supported my life.. and then news came to my life.. and then, the seiyuu fandom.. (i think it's bcoz i am a casual fan, so i always feel 'refresh' wit this fanfom..) and at 1 point, david archuleta XD ahaha.. that kid... so adorable.. hehehe... ok, i think that's all for today.. i'll post again tomoro if i have any idea to write.. jaa~

Random talk session 179: Ono Daisuke etc

hello diary, it's monday, 20.12.2010.

nothing spesel again.. i am still at home, feeling depress..

i was watching the vitamin x dvd event..the reason i suddenly downloaded it? who else, if not bcoz of that ono guy LOL dang it, i think i am beginning to become fond of him XD this is seriously kamiya fault LOL i kno this guy quite a time, but i just never actually have any interest in him.. until now LOL and now, i am even begin to consider watching anime wit him in it *sigh* ok, before i proceed wit my vitamin x story, let me tell the story of how i got to like this ono guy before i forget haha..

ok, so actually i've seen him in one of the earliest seiyuu vid i downloaded (btw, it was neoromance..lol no wonder..) at first, i think i confuse him wit kishio daisuke haha.. too many daisuke la.. hirakawa daisuke, namikawa daisuke, ono daisuke, kishio daisuke, sakaguchi daisuke.. who else??? this is the only one i can remember now, i think there should be more than this XD haha.. em, where was i.. oh yeah, so actually the 1st time i saw ono was from the neoromance clip. and then, that's it. i dun really take notice of him lol i only come to realize him from the kuroshitsuji event intro that i download from utube.. he and his taxi driver cosplay (as said by suwabe LOL) at that time, i thought he was ok.. XD but i still didnt have that feeling... so, anyway, then i saw him few times here and there (recently, when i was in kamiya mood lol) and also, when i read the article of durarara. i thought he was a little funny XDD so anway, i think it was until i downloaded the durarara mini event that i suddenly have a liking towards him.. again, cosplaying, he wore a bartender clothes XD and i think it is bcoz i really like shizuo in durarara (ah, now i get it. in order for i to like that seiyuu, i must like his character XDD hahah) ok, anyway, i thought he was kinda charming wit that bartender suit (and he remind me of shizuo XDD) and now, i think i can recognize his voice.. now, that's the important part for me XD

and then....i was at kuching LOL and i wanted to download some yusa's video haha.. dunno what else to download, then i remembered the kuroshitsuji event. i downloaded/watched a few clips from utube, and i thought it was pretty much interesting (argh, i regret for not downloading it earlier, there are awesome casts there...) i didnt manage to download it, but i downloaded the shuffle live dubbing from dgs lj. omg, it was so funny!! my fav is totally wit the yusa one bcoz he burst out laughing during the dubbing LOL the one wit ono and sugiyama also LOL his foreign voice, gotta love that hahaha XD gah, i really wish i downloaded it when i was at kuching.. there is also the 2010 event.. ono dj-ing during the 'yes my lord' .. that maybe is one of the reason i begun to like him LOL

end of ono story, coz i am gonna continue the vitamin x dvd event XD actually i didnt manage to download all of the dvd... only the first 10 min or sumthing.. i love the op song XD houkago eden.. ono was so funny at the beginning XD i also LOL-e when he was soing the 'A, B. C' gestures hahaha during the op song, i can see he was giggling doing some of the choreo LOL when i saw it, i was like, "how precious is that????" LOLOL XDDDD isnt he just so cute like that?? XDDDD tatsuhisa was more serious XDD ah, talking about tatsuhisa.. i know that was him when i heard his voice XDDD apparently, i watched the kamen rider event too much, that i come to memorize his voice XDDD hahaha..

em, ok, emough of that, i need to comment this 1 thing about det conan. i watched lots of ep already.. and i can pretty much guessed the criminal in almost (yeah, only ALMOST) cases XD sadly, the criminal is usually the person that i like haha.. 1 person that i mostly heard (or at least, notice XD) is yusa koji XD and 2 times, he was the criminal haha.. and he was also the fireman and random forensic XD gah, i can hear his voice even the slightest... XD

ah, i think that's all from me today.. hehe.. bye2...

Random talk session 178

hello diary, today is 17.12.2010. it's friday (the time is 12:46am)

em... back at home again now... today, still wanna talk about seiyuu-san lol yeah, the mood is back i guess XD i downloaded a few more dvd event.. i've known more and more seiyuu, and i like all of them lol this is different when i was in the jpop fandom, i would only like 1 group and ignoring the others lol

seiyuu really do interesting stuffs XD i love it when they do ad-lib XDDD i downloaded the live dubbing of the kuroshitsuji event, and it was so funny!!

ahh.. i wanna download more of the event, but my connection is so slow.. emm...

ok, next, i finally finished watching dexter season 5. poor dexter, alone again.. oh, actually i really dislike Lumen bcoz i somewhat like Rita more.. so i am not fond to see a new woman in dexter's life.. eventhough it was sad seeing dexter sad that lumen had to go, but i think it was better that way XDD

good news is there is gonna be season 6! yaay~ i wonder, what plot they are gonna have.. and i think it's about time that deb know about dexter's secret.. though, if she kno, that it will be kinda impossible for the show to continue... how in the world is he gonna be serial killer if he was chased by the police?? emm...

em, i think that's all... no more idea.. bye..

Random talk session 177

hello diary, today is 13.12.2010. it's monday...

guess where i am? at kuch lol i went here yesterday. y am i at kuch suddenly? bcoz i have interview... the post is admin clerk at Score A Sarawak Centre. It's some kinda of tuition. em, well, i had the interview at 3 pm. i was so scared.. but it was not that bad. i didnt get the job though.. she said (SOMEDAY) she would call again for the 2nd interview.. i was really bad.. i didnt answer the interviewer well. seems like people dun even want to take me for a clerk.. gah, i realize once again, i hate myself. i am worst at everything, pretty much useless.. why am i alive??? damn it..

enough of that depressing story.. i guess i dun really want the job, bcoz i dun want to work on saturday.. the good thing is i get to online for a bit here in kuching..

em.. there was sumthing i want to write.. what was it.. oohh! now i remember! i am listening to hakuoki op song.. it's called izayoi namida (i wonder what it means lol).. see, i love this song.. i think hakuoki is boring, but it's op song is awesome XD it really has been some times since i hook to any japanese song..

k, that's all for today.. until next time.. bye..

Random talk session 176: Seiyuu event

hello again diary.. today is 10/12/2010, Friday. well that's bcoz now is 6 am haha

just a quick post.. anyhow, i was watching the bleach soul sonic 2005 event, (yusa was still 'young' LOL he was 35 btw XD i dunno if it's just my imagination or what, but he still wears that skull ring XD i love it when men use the same thing for a long time, bcoz it's kinda indicate how loyal they are XD unlike girls who gets boring so fast and want changes all the time...that includes me hahahahahaha XD)

ok, that aside, as i said, i was watching the bleach event, and wondering, why they didnt have any events anymore. the last time was 2006. bleach is one of the popular manga/anime, so it's kinda weird they didnt held any event. same goes for naruto (which is worst, they dont even have any!).. or, maybe they have the event, but it was never released on dvd? kinda weird though... even reborn now kinda have it once a year.. some goes for tenipuri... and not to mention the neoromance event.. emm, maybe the casts are too busy?

reborn and tenipuri is more into concert though.. nothing weird there, they like have plenty of image songs.. tenipuri especially. they didnt even stop the music after the anime end.. osoroshii lol

neoromance is also based on singing, while haruka matsuri is more on the life dub (more talking) there's little on singing.. ala mode is more interesting XD

random thoughts: morita and itouken.. they are both in neoromace XD

i think that's all.. no more idea..

Random talk session 175

hello diary. today is 9/12/2010/ it's thursday..

ok, some good news from the internet today lol so it seems the Gintama (seiyuu) event will be released on dvd next year. yay!! really, i was wondering about this the the other day. i remember when i heard of the event, i commented i hope there will be s dvd for the event.. and it will have!! heheh.. yay!! i want to see their live dubbing, and also expecting some random and funny things (well, this is gintama we r talking about XD)

next news, next year's vk is choutarou!!!! and i though hyoutei reign of vk was over, but obviously i was wrong XDD namikawa singing vk *hearts* hehehehe.. i wanna hear jirou singing vk too.. maybe 2012 is the year? XDD haha...

i think that's all the gud news from seiyuu world XDD

em, so recently i find myself obsessing yusa's voice a little too much lol this is what i feel when i hear him : his voice is driving me crazy!!! i love the freakin 40 years old guy *shake heads* what the hell is happening to me lol i am pretty sure it;s the darn VOICE and also his laughs XDDD ah well, this feeling will pass after a while haha i wonder who is the next voice that will drive me crazy.. before yusa, okiayu's and suwabe's also made me crazy haha...

oh, somehow, i have to say this: gawd, hakuoki is so boring i cant stand it.. seriously, the only thing that get me going was becoz of the seiyuu T-T i wanna dropped it, but.. but.. this anime have so many bishonen, which is basically the thing that feeds my soul lol but dang the story is so boring!!!!!!!!!! i am finishing it at a very slow pace.. anyhow, gonna comment a few thing, i kinda like chizuru wit heisuke haha.. they are both chibi and somehow, looks cute together XD though, it is kinda impossible for them to be together, bcoz of coz the heroine is gonna be wit the hero, which is hijigata btw.. or even souji.. emm... i dun mind, as long as it's not saito XDD hahahaha

ok, i also finished reading Rave manga, and this is what i say: EPICCCCCC!!!!!!!!!! love it love it love it so freakin much dang it!!! oh my, it almost rank on the same par as my fav manga, 20th century boys.. but not yet lol i guess i can say it's my 2nd fav manga? and the fact that i dun read much manga also helps in the ranking lol

OMG the most shocking thing for me was the identity of the skeleton that has been guarding resha's grave for 50 years omg the emotion was over flowing so much when i read that part!!!! i think i was so shock bcoz i didnt even expect it at all ..omg.. i was stunned so much at that part.. oh Sieg, no wonder i love u so much XDDDD

ok, next, commenting on musica love interest lol. Gah, this guy, such a playboy! haha.. but i kinda like seeing him wit Reina XD which is kinda rare for me supporting het couple hahahahaha

and, Julia is cool!! eheheh..

ok, that's all i think.. until next time..

Random talk session 174

hello diary, it's wed, 1/12/2010. wah, it's already december... it's almost the end of the year..

i am watching the kamen rider live event.. i am not a kamen rider fan, but the casts are incredible, so i downloaded it anyway lol

after i watched it, this is my comment: i need more yusa lol though, the reason i download that kamen rider event was actually bcoz of kamiya hiroshi (since last time i need more kamiya lol) but now, i think i need more yusa koji lol i miss him XD and his laugh is so...unique lol

ok, last time i said i want to talk sumthing bout anime.. ok, here i go.. i've been thinking, i am really picky watching anime now, so different compare to 8 years ago, when i would try watching any anime in axn... i watch all of them.. and i even watched the dub anime at our local tv..

there is so much anime out there, and how do i pick them???? now, i pick which to watch base on the seiyuu lol i know, this is really a bad way of deciding anime to watch but i cant help it.. aiihh... it's sad i know... hmm....ok, i think that's all.. for some reason i dunno what else to say.. there should be more when i compose it in my head XDD oh well, next topic..

ok, i just reading this. Gintama is returning on April next year dang it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now i am planning to rewatch the series again XD heh, i have still some anime that i havent finished, but who care XDD i wanna watch Gintoki XDDD hahaha
i am so happy and glad i got to see Gintoki again hehhe...

i wonder are they gonna make more filler eps? i hate fillers, but if it's gintama, maybe it's ok. as long i can see gintoki XD i just hope they wont make a arc kinda filler.. 1 shot fillers are ok.. there are many things thy can make, since it gintama.. for ex: ep on ginpachi sensei or kintoki or even gintaman lol if they really make it, then it would be epic XDD hhahah

em, enough of that . wanna comment sumthing on some anime that i watched recently.
1) Paranoia Agent.
- i was expecting of sumthing that would blow my mind, but in the end, it was rather...weird.. But it's still ok i guess.. but not sumthing that i would rec to people...

2) Spiral
- Rio is cute lol i love when she said "hau" haha XDD so cute~~!! ok, this anime, also mediocre...
- in the end, i was like: so, what is actually 'Blade children"????? i had to download the manga bcoz i was curious lol
- this anime kinda remind me of death at some point lol
- and also, the overly use bombs is kinda annoying lol

3) Hakuoki
- i hate historical anime (had some bad experiece bcoz of peace maker kurogane)... watched this bcoz of the amazing casts XDDD bcoz of yusa and toriumi actually XDDD hehehehe
- and now, i've watched until ep 6 or 7, and i still not enjoying them.. only enjoying the voices and the characters lol
- another thing, when i watched ep 1, i was giggling XDDD i just cant take them seriously bcoz of Gintama XD

oh, random: as usual i was answering some question in YA, when i come about this funny answer. The question:
Why do the Akatsuki wear nail polish? I've kept wondering about this and then I went online to find answers but there were none. So why do they?

Answer:
I don't think it has a purpose and it's just how Masashi designed them. All members wear black nail polish on their fingers and toenails, although the colors vary in the anime, and may also wear a straw hat with small ornamental torques and tassles hanging down over their faces. I guess they are just a very fashionable organization, haha.

LOL

ok, that is all for today..~ to end this post, here's a picture of my fav character in hakuoki:

it's saitou. i am really glad he is voice by toriumi XD when i saw some of the pictures of the anime, i was immediately attracted to the blue-haired and very curious of his seiyuu XDD

until next time~~

Random talk session 173: GEMS officially over

Hello diary... it's 24/11/2010.

Refering to the subject lol GEMS programme is officially over. my last day at sedc was yesterday, 23/11/2010. it was so sad T_T i said i wont cry, but darn, eventually i did cry.. i am so gonna miss the staffs, the other gemmies, also, the cbgs people from sedc. eventhough we had a short meeting, but thy were all friendly.. .. oh, and that certain person.. lol he called me on the last day. heh, he is sure gonna be in part of my sp memory..XD

our boss was on holiday, so did not hav the chance to bid him farewell... what a cruel boss lol

that nite (yesterday nite), we had a little farewell party. went to kubah ria. we had some nasi goreng, mee mamak and ayam panggang.. it was nice~

so sad.. i am not gonna set foot on sedc anymore... i feel so lonely..

.... ok what else.. so, i am now downloading like crazy.. Det. Conan esp.. it has 595 eps and still on going..and now i am downloading ep 383. about 200 ep more to download o_o that is a lot..

em, i think tht's all.. actually i have other thing i want to write (about anime) but i think i am gonna save that for tomoro XD bye.

Random talk session 172: hatafutte parade

hello diary, it's 17/11/2010. Wednesday and it's public holiday today, so no working :P

i just downloaded England's and Japan's version of hatafutte parade.

Gah, suddenly i feel wanna cry hearing England's voice. ok, sugiyama's voice to be exact XD i dunno, is it bcoz i havent heard his voice for a while, or bcoz his version is so good and dang he can sing alrite, or bcoz i miss sasuke hahahaa XDDD noriaki's voice will always make me think of sasuke XDD

As for Japan's version. it's ok, but i have to say, my fav is gotta be England's XD

Lastly, here is a picture of David archuleta's back lol

look at the way he's sitting!hahaha XDDDD so cute XDDDD

ok, that's all for today... gonna repeat england's hatafutte parade for a while now hahaha bye..

Random talk session 171: 2nd post of the day

hello diary. like the title said, this is my second post today. it's still 15/11/10 monday..ahaha..

the first post was written on noon, at the office, and now i am writing again (9:37pm) at the house.

there is just sumthing i need to say about today.. ano hito, mata denwa wo shimashita. shikamo, ni kai desu yo!! i seriously dun kno what to feel? angry? happy?? confused??? ahh...whatever..

on a random note, i was watching some kamiya hiroshi's video on tube earlier, and dang, i think kamiya kinda look like him hahahaha oh well, maybe that's just me.. my head playing tricks on me. if not, it is only the hair that's almost the same hahaha

ok, i think tht's for today..bye..

Random talk session 170: Durarara!!!

hello diary! it's 15/11/2010, monday..

emm, today, wanna talk about a new anime that i had just finished watching. it's durarara. all i can say, it's awesome!!! i have heard of this anime for quite some time ago. i saw it in the magazine scans share in seiyuu comm. i kno kamiya and daisuke ono was in the anime.. but i didnt want to watch this anime bcoz i thought it would be like the same shonen anime like bleach or naruto, u kno, the shonen cliche of being stronger, and the whole nakama concept.. for some reason, i am kinda tired of that kinda of anime now... the reason i suddenly watched this anime was bcoz of that izaya guy XD i was watching some fukiretta songs in youtube and i came across his character.. he looks kinda cute XD besides, for some reason, i wanna hear kamiya's voice. so i downloaded the anime without any much expectation from it.. but what do u kno, it was really good! i'm glad i download it. thank u izaya and kamiya hahaha XDD

the opening song totally remind me of baccano! opening though. so much resemblance..

also, 1 thing i have to comment, the casts are awesome as the anime itself! so many famous seiyuu. kamiya hiroshi, ono daisuke, that chibi guy which i cant remember his name, also that tall guy who play raito in death note, etc etc.

another thing that i like abt this anime is bcoz it also cameo lots of other anime (baccano, darker than black). and the epic moment is when the characters from baccano was in it too. i mean, when i watch the op, it remind me of baccano too much. and then, suddenly the characters was in it. and they even show some clips from baccano lol i just love when this happened. just like what gintama do when they do parody. same things also for yakitate japan.. gah i love parody.. hahaha..

next, my fav character. i watched the show bcoz of izaya, but sometimes, he is kinda annoying. i love it when shizuo throws dust bin at him hahaha.. ah, the headless rider aka celty is so funny and cute sometimes.. when she was afraid of aliens and the police traffic lol i dun usually fond of female character, but she was ok and not annoying XD haha..

ok, i think that's all for today.. bye~!

Random talk session 169: woot NEWS Live Live Live DVD

hello diary. today is 12.11.2010. it's friday. i am still in holiday. didnt go to work. and i feel soooooooooooooo bad about it....*sigh*

that aside. ok, i just read about NEWS dvd. it's gonna be out this december! talk about fast! they use the Live Live Live concert which was recorded on september... i was wondering of this the other day. i thought their dvd is gonna be released next year.. haha.. but the downside, is i am gonna be in betong on december, bcoz i already finish my job training at sedc. and the internet connection at my hometown is so bad, i wanna throw up! now, how in the world i want to download the dvd later... *sigh* there's also the choice of buying the ori dvd itself (u kno, since i hav some money from my job training), but the problem, is i am planning to save that money to go to ddavid archuleta concert haha.. i really hope david can come to malaysia again, i wanna see that cutie pie myself wit my very own eyes!! i really really hope!!! ah, he is supposed to be in singapore on 14 november..

emm, i think that's all for today.. nothing much... these few days, i was busy downloading det conan.. i downloaded about 40++ ep already.. also downloading durarara ahaha.. though, the real reason is bcoz i am beginning to fond of kamiya XDDDD hehehehe.... oh, i also spent lots of time at yahoo answer these days. promoting Gintama and monster... hahah...

ok, now is really the end of this post today... bye bi :)

Random talk session 168

hello diary.. it's 9/11/2010. tuesday..

emm... havent heard from him a long time, and suddenly he called *sigh* i miss him, really, but i would rather i didnt hear from him at all. bcoz now, after the call, i have become to miss him even more. darn u emotion..

............. bye..

Random talk session 167: new obsession

hello diary, it's sunday 7/11/2010..

emm, i am downloading dexter. i realize sumthing, i think i have a new fav series.. yup, it's dexter! woot~ haha.. i mean, it even have a label of it's own! and now i think it's not fair for the other series.. haha.. ok, let me first talk of the series that i currently watching. it's supernatural and merlin. i am downloading the series every week. the other series that i watched are house, csi and heroes (which sadly, was already canceled T_T). and now, i can safely state that dexter is my new fav series.. haha..

ok, so i finished watching the 4th season and omg what a shock!!!! i like Dexter, but i am not really jealous when he's with rita. i just want him to be happy haha.. but different case when i see quinn with that reporter girl. i dunno, maybe bcoz the girl is so annoying.. i hate seeing quinn wit her! grr... em, anyway, dexter's villains are really hateful. i need to say nice work to the writers for able to create such a hateful villains. i am always happy to see dexter kill them all haha.. i even thinking of doing a top 10 lists of villain in dexter, but i end up cant make 1 bcoz i really hate them all much equally haha..

well, i think that's all for today..bye..

edit: 8/11/2010
want to say sumthing bout spn. i am getting more and more annoyed by sam!! i really dun want him to be bad... i was watching the 'u cant handle the truth' ep, and i saw misha's name in the credit lol my point is that i really hate it when i spoiled by the name.. haha.. gah, i miss cas. i hope he can get more screentime in the future.. huhuhu...

and also, about merlin. i am beginning to love merlin more now haha.. am crazy about the actor, colin morgan hahaha.. oh well...

Random talk session 166: Dexter tv

hello diary, today is 4.11.2010. it's thursday..

em..nothing much, just wanna write sumthing on a tv show i watch recently, which is Dexter. Just finished watching the 3rd season. Dexter is married.. haha.. he's kinda a dweeb, but that makes him kinda cute XD and there is 1 more character that i like haha.. it's quinn, haha. i remember watching him in ep 1 of season 3, and i was like, "who's this bald guy?" haha..


and after a while, i thought he's very handsome haha.. at some point, i think in the middle of the 3rd series, he grown his hair.. haha..

in ep7, dexter was wondering if he should invite quinn. he said: "shud i invite quinn? he's so...tan." hahahah i love his expression when he said "tan" hahah oh dexter... he's cute like that XDDD and then, at the season finale of season 3, seems like he invited quinn haha.. i wiki-ed him earlier, and he has a bigger roles in season 4. though, i am guessing he's gonna be deb's next bf.. *rolls eyes* oh well..

emm,. nothing much to say anymore.. i think that's all for today.. bye. until next time..

Random talk session 165

hello diary. today is 2/11/2010. it's tuesday.

em, argh, i had to handle quite an annoying people today, regarding PUTERA. gah. so much hate.

anyway. the main point of today's post. as usual, ano hito no koto... haha, no matter how many times i said i wanted to forget, i just cant do it...gah. anyway, i just want to write about these things he said. i dunno, maybe it's just a coincidence, or people really just say that a lot.. u see, he says the same thing wit boss. the first one, is about doing things himself. he can get all the things done himself, just it's gonna takes some more time. i agree with this though. sometimes ur employee cant do things right, so u has to do the work urself. the second thing that he said that was same with boss was about me being too honest. the amusing thing is that he and boss gave the same advice, about i cant be too honest in this world, especially involving work or business. i understand all of this, but it is really hard for me to change... anyway, my point. he says, the same (or maybe, almost the same) things like boss, so maybe 1 day, when he become a boss, he can become a good boss, just like boss. hey, that's a compliment u kno. XD he just had to work out his relationship wih his employees, and i know he can be a good boss one day.

emm, i think that;s all for today.. bye..

Random talk session 164: me in the web

Hello diary! it's 31.10.10. Sunday..

happy halloween day! em, today, there was a cosplay competition at the hills. it was rather amusing lol i love the judge who cosplayed wolfwood haha XDD he's kinda good looking mah hahahaha

......ok, as usual.... i think i can forget him now? can i? i want to forget really bad! but, this is one of the time that i think i am starting to forget him. i guess it's thanks to david XD

dunno what else to write.. that's all...bye..

edit: i am not satisfied that this post was too short, so i am editing.. hehe..

i have many site/account in the web, so this is me, listing it down, for fun lol:

1. of coz, this blogspot. was originally called unknownsolution.blogspot,com, but i changed it since my fren found out about it.. this is the place where i write about my life. it started as my 2nd fandom blog, where i write about seiyuu and anime, but gradually i started to write more about myself.

2. my multiply site. unknownsolution.multiply.com. yeah, u can see, i really love the phrase 'unknown solution' haha.. where i write about my fandom, esp NEWS. but nowadays, i rarely write there. it's kinda sad. i used to love NEWS like crazy! my posts there has come to more than 200 (i was really obssessed!).

3. my twitter. i think u can guess my url haha yup, it's unknownsolution again.. nothing much there. i just created it to support my fandom..hehe..

4. my facebook. the only thing that i keep locked from public lol

5. youtube channel. also unknownsolution. actually that's my second account. my 1st one was deleted. argh, so mad! well, what can i do.. haha...

6. almost forget. my another blog. livejournal. which is basically dead. lol just using it to view various community and to comment on them..

i think that's all? is there more? emm... nope, dun think so.

Random talk session 163: kataomoi chiisana koi

hello diary. it's 29.10.10. friday.

writing from the office. at lunch hour. so, hmm. today i feel sick to my stomach. when? after i got a called from him. i feel like throwing up when i think of him. he make me sick! i obviously hate him *roll eyes* and, i just had to say this sumthing. he called me the 2nd time, and it was really awkward. especially the ending, i dunno if he hung up or not, bcoz i can hear it's not. the sound is like he's waiting for me to hung up or maybe he thought he already hung up. seriously, it was really awkward!

well, i think that's all for today...bye..

Random talk session 162: kimi ni mune kyun

hello diary.. it's 28/10/10. thursday nite...

hmm, i ve been updating almost everyday lol if u look at the archieve, there was a time when i didnt write for 2 months or so (june and july). i realize sumthing. same thing happened before. seems like i write more when watashi ga koi ni ochiru haha more like kata omoi though haha.. ahh.. moshi ga koi wa konnani suteki nara...

lol dang it, now i have to write in broken japanese so that nobody understand if any of my friends found my blog again lol

but anyway, aii.. actually now i feel like i wanna throw up when aitsu ga omoidasu.. argh..

ok. i think i should write the iro iro no koto when ano hito wo iru..

1. neko! lol there was this time, there was suddenly a cat jumps onto him lol kawaii deshita yo!

2. gin iro no kuruma i seriously need to get this out of my system, like seriously!

3. i drank too much, but i was too embarrass to tell that i wanted to go to the toilet, so i held it. i even drank some more lol but in the end i had to borrow one of the participants toilet lol ok, fast forward to time, then it was his turn to want to got to toilet lol it was kinda funny, bcoz i remembered he was also feeling sleepy.. lol i have a thing when watashi no kata omoi wined lol argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh there it is again, that feeling!!! the butterfly in my stomach T-T

when i started to list them, seems like the memories i had is not that much... about no.3, that was also the time when this guy makes a lot of jokes. (i can tell, he was really bored and very sleepy lol) i dunno why i feel very very amused. it was so hard for me to contain my laughter. omg i miss those times T-T that was one of watashi no saikou omoi desu yo.. to be futari kiri ,ano hito to..

*siiiiiiiiiigggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

i think that's all..

bye..

Random talk session 161: Anata wo omou hodo mune ga kurushii

hello diary! It's 27.10.10, tuesday.

Now at grand margerita for sedc integrity day. The chief minister is here lol emm..nothng much. Listening to cermah,etc on integrity. So boring. Blah. Ok,that's aside. Aitsu ga kuru! Omg i dunno wht to freakin feel abt this.. I guess i am a little ureshii,demo,this is gonna be so awkward since my friend found out my blog and my himitsu lol And also, my mijikai minikui kami wo miserarenai wake ga nai yo! (lol i so fail at my japanese).

edited:

argh... i was on my way back to the office and was thinking of a way to avoid him.. there i was, punched my card and was about to go in and i saw boss, my thought: "oh, boss, what he's doing there?" few mili second later i saw a red shirt... i know who it is right away (though i dun even saw his back, just saw the red shirt lol). i was having doubt of going in, but finally i went, bcoz i need to settle about the payment... and then, we went to boss' office.. and talk about the bill format.. well, not a very good 'meeting' bcoz i feel very very very very very bad and very very very very guilty. it's one of those days when i feel like it's better if i was not here.. if other people were assigned to this, i think things will go more smoother. this feel of guilt, it's so overwhelming. usually i cry, but for some reason, my tears just wont come out. i dunno if it's bcoz of ano hito, or maybe some other reasons..

i also want to say 1 thing to ano hito... i am sorry. hontoni gomensai. Oh God, please let him kno that i am really sorry. whether it's through a dream, a thought or whatever, i just want him to kno, i am really sorry... i want this feeling anata wo todoke.. Gah, almost cry there..

i went in the file room to get a moment alone, and listen to music loudly. my friends were kinda worried that i cry inside lol thanks all.

emm, what else? oh, want to comment sumthing. about that akai fuku lol GAH KAKKOI DESU YO XD

GAH ....................................... I HATE THIS FEELING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aitsu no koto wa wasurenai demo wasurarenai..

i said to myself, DAIKIRAI!!! DAIKIRAI!!!!. and when i think of it, nanka, nami ga.. please, make this feeling go away. my heart is to weak to bare it. omae nanka, ni doto ai ta kata, ni doto kangai ta..

that's all..

Random talk session 160: no title

hello diary. today is 26/10/10. it's tuesday...

lot happened today. so much office drama lol it's not really thing i want to keep in memory, so i guess i dun want to write about it haha... ah, but then again, . it's just about the payment. and bil format. HAR made a different fornat from the other suppliers.. it was kinda a big deal. a whole rombongan came to sedc to talk about this lol

ok, wanna talk about other things. just found out that legenda hang tuah will be animated by japanese studio...lol it's cool, but seeems like they are gonna make it in malay! there goes my hope of hearing my fav seiyuus in this 'anime'

emm... i think tat's all for today....

Random talk session 159

hello diary....today is 25/10/10. it's monday..

emm,. i still havent finish my claim.. argh.. i admit, i am kinda slow, but this is too slow... arghhh... i hate myself..

emm.. ok, new topic..1 thing i learned after my fren found out about my blog is that it's better if i dun talk about my crush too much, (bcoz it's so damn embarrassing!) but dang i cant... it's new, so my feeling towards that person is quite strong now. when i see anything related to him, i'll automatic think of him, eventhough i am trying very, very hard to forget about him... argh.. stupid emotion...

i have this weird urge to write all the things that remind me of him also the memories about him. u kno why? bcoz i am sure, i'll forget about him after this. so, i need to write it, so that in the future i kno, i had this feelings before..

but i am kinda busy these days. i wonder if i will have the chance to write those things...

em, that's all for today. until next time.. bye..

EDIT: it's funny that i want to write sumthing that remind me of him when i am trying to forget him lol

Random talk session 158

hello diary. today is 23/10/10. it's saturday,

at MaryBrown again today. is downloading SPN ep 5. heck, i havent even finish watching ep 4. these days busy watching Dexter XD He's a serial killer, but i always feel sad seeing him with his problems.. poor guy.. *shakes head*

what else... emm.. i changed my blogspot url. gah, and i really like the previous url.. well, shoganai yo, after what happened..

i realized sumthing, my blog is so wordy haha em, i dun have any interesting pict to post..

........................... my mind is blank. so, that's all i guess? haha.. another pointless post for today..

bye2..

Random talk session 157: speechless

hello diary...today is 22/10/10. it's friday..

now at marybrown.. dun want to go back home yet..

still havent finish the claim.. i am seriously so slow, it makes me mad... aii... well, tomoro i'll go to the office again and try to finish it..

em, sumthing happened today. seeems like my fren found this blog. omg i should have known this would happened after he found my wordpress... eventho i said i want to delete this blog, but that's just not possible. this thing is basically is me. in reality, i dun really show my emotion. u can say, i am tezuka-ish lol poker face XD i dun really show how i feel to the world, well, except when i'm sad. sadness. that's one feelings i totally cant hide.. few ocassion has been the proof of that.. anyway (ah, i think i havent use this word for quite some times haha) what was i saying, oh yeah. i dun show my emotion , but i write about it. this blog records my happiness, my sadness, my anger which i almost never show in public. if i delete it, it's like i'm deleting my own life... oh, i think i know a solution.. emmm... so, i guess now my fren know my most embarrassing secret, which is my crush. eventho i dun really say it directly, but i think he figure it out. actually i dun really mind if he reads this blog, but what's really make me so embarrass i bcoz i wrote to0 much about that crush of mine... it's only a crush ok. this feeling totally not gonna last. heh, it's funny that i dun like changes (wear the same things, buy the same things, eat the same things, etc) but when it comes to feeling of crush/like/love, it never last.. that's y i cant get married. i'll totally have scandal haha..

what can i say, i already kn0w the risk of making my blog public. if i wanted privacy, of coz i'll use LJ or MP.. em, what else.. oh, i think i should talk about what i wanted to talk bout yesterday. about my hair.

my hair is so short right now. it's really saddens me. u see, i have this pact i that i make about 2 or 3 years ago, when my obsession wit NEWS was at it peaks. my hair was already long, and i made this weird promise that i wont cut my hair until i go to Japan and meet NEWS. But i think after i join GEMS, i kinda neglected NEWS, and when my GEMS friends told me to cut my hair, i just compliance wit it. i guess, my dreams of going to japan is not that important to me now.. this is kinda sad... the old me would be so disappointed.. emm.. i think that's all..

until next time.. bye..

Random talk session 156: lots of things stuff in 1 post

(edited) alt title: a day in the life, david arculeta in malaysia, and layton vs ace attorney game..

hello diary, it's 21/10/10. thursday..

emm. at the office now. wow, i think it's the first time i wrote from the office.. emm, i have so many works to finish, and yet i stll hav time to blog.. yeah, it's true, i'm stress and i am postponing my works..

need to finish the claim asap.. i dun want to make boss disappointed. he said, dun be slow, and i am trying not to be, eventho, i am a really slow person in whatever i do... it's sad...i know..

emm.. what else to say.. i dun have idea..this morning, bought McD. emm... seriously dun have anything to blog now..

that's all i guess? another short one.. if i'm rajin, i'll edit this later..

bye..

EDIT: (at about 10pm)
was reading about a rumored / unconfirmed news about david archuleta coming to malaysia . omg, if only it's true, then i will be very happy! and this time, i'll make sure i go to his con haha XD last year, he did come to malaysia, but i didnt kno at all. i guess it's bcoz i was still in the mood of another fandom. that's the benefit of having a blog, i can re-trace what i like lol at that time i was in monster mood. i love tenma so much lol

ok, next one, about the crossover game. layton vs phoenix! actually found out a little earlier, yesterday i think, i think i was too excited, i forgot to blog about it haha.. i saw the trailer and omg omg it's so beautiful! and the fact that these 2 are my most fav ds games. love the trial, and also love the puzzle (eventhough i cheat at times hahaha XD) i cant wait to play the game! i think the english version will take longer time to be released...so sad! em, that remind me, i really, really, really need to finish apollo justice and also ace investigator ASAP, and also Layton's third game, the unwound time...gah..i dun have time... mmm.. i think that;s all for today. actually there is 1 more topic i want to write, but i think i'll save that for tomoro... hehe..

bye.

next post preview: (LOL) i had always this pact wit my hair, but obviously, i had broke it...

Random talk session 155: My hair tragedy

hello diary.. today is 16/10/10 saturday..

i had a hair cut earlier and i didnt like it bcoz it's too short!!!!! I HATE ITT!!!!! I HOPE MY HAIR WILL GROW FASTER!!!!!!

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........SO FREAKIN SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually before this, i dun really mind of my appearance, but now i kinda care bcoz there is someone who i kinda like... something about love, huh.. love make people do stupid things and also make people feels stupid things... i hate this. i wanna forget him so freakin much!!!! i dun want him to c my hideous hair style T_T i hope he wont be coming to SEDC againnnnn!! but sadly, what i really wish usually dun come true.. arghhhh i am so afraid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! before this, i hope he would come to sedc again, but now, i really, really hope he wont be coming back..

oh God. please give me strength to forget him...

i hate this... that;s all or today.. bye..

Random talk session 154

halo diary :P today is 14/10/10, thursday..

em...nothing much to write. or should i say, what i dun write.. been thinking of it lately. i dun really keeping update wit NEWS as much anymore. i dun even write about them. Bcoz of this, my Multiply site, which was dedicated to NEWS, has no update for the longest time... i just dunno what to write about them. it's like i am slowly abandon them.. i dun want that to happen, but looks like it is happening right now. but i guess it's not just NEWS, but also the other fandom, such as anime, or should is say, my interest in japan has decline. like i said before, now i rarely listen to any japanese songs or even watched any japanese drama/anime/movie. my interest now is david archuleta (music) and english series such as spn and merlin... but, seeing how my previous fandom have become, i think it just a matter of time untill i lost interest in these things too... em, wait, but i had always prefer to watch english series than japanese drama XD

it's not just NEWS u see. i also dont have the mood to watch any anime now, or read any manga.. so lazy lately.. besides tat, there's also the seiyuu fandom. i still love the voices, but i dun even bother to check any new videos/songs/pictures of my fav seiyuu...

it's like i changed my interests so easily. not just on music or tv, but also in love. now, i am kinda having a crush wit someone (that i seriously shouldnt hav), but i am pretty sure, after a month or so, i am so totally gonna forget this feeling.. just like how i forgot about my crush at penview lol i think it's bcoz i didnt see him ever since then...

em, i think that's all from me today...

bye..

PS: i havent finish my work, so i am so afraid of going to work tomoro i bet boss is gonna ask me about it *sigh*

Random talk session 153

Hello diary, today is 13/10/2010. it's wednesday.

emm.. i started watching Dexter today. this series is really psycho! haha.. i mean, the hero is a serial killer! at first, i didnt think the hero (dexter) was handsome, but after watching until ep 3, i think he's kinda ok XD the series is not bad i guess, i guess it's bcoz i like the investigation kinda story XD i wonder who is the ice truck killer! emm... guess i'll have to watch XD i am now watching until the middle of ep 4 XD i didnt finish bcoz i wanted to online...and then go to sleep XD haha.. continue tomoro...hohoho..

emm.. there is sumthing i want to wrrite, but i cant remember.. lemme see... what was it...

oh, i remembered!

i eat a lot these days! eat much more than usual.. and u kno what that means, i am a little upset and sad... what else, it's about my work at sedc.. *sigh* i eat when i upset. but when i'm really sad, i'll not eat anything at all... ahah... ok. that is the thing that i want to mention.. haha..

until next time~

Random talk session 152: 2nd post of the day

hello diary. yup. it's still 10/10/10 ahaha.. i dun want to edit the previous post XD

emm... today went to unimas to c my fren (her graduation day)... and then we went to the spring to eat sushi. yummy~ thanks for the food friend!! she paid rm100. so expensive! 0_0

she didnt kno the way to go to kuch, so she dropped me at saberkas's bus stop. i took the bus to go home. i was walking at india street when i heard elevator (david's song) lol elevator is only a song from the album, so i was really shocked when i heard it. i wonder if it's from the radio.. elevator needs more love! everybody should listen to it XD a very catchy song~

ok, enough about that..i wanna blog of sumthing else...

when introvert like me had a crush.. the more i like a person, the more likely i will NOT talk to him. he gets me nervous and he makes me wanna get away from him, yet i wanna stay close to him.. it's so complicated... emm... i was thinking sumthing, it's totally the hair lol i hope he cuts his hair so that i wont think he's cute anymore, and i can forget of him faster.. *looooong sigh*

.......oh yeah, finally i downloaded david archuleta's album, the other side of down. i havent finish listening to them. sadly, i still havent really like them much... and now still looping SBL and elevator, and also the newest obsession, touch my hand XD that remind me, bcoz of this newest obsession for david archuleta, i havent watch any japanese dramas or songs lately, i am kinda afraid that i will forget that language XD emm... i better listen to NEWS album now... haha..

em, i think i am gonna rants about the series i currently watching. Merlin and Supernatural.

Merlin season 3 ep 5: Crystal Cave. i dun really like this ep. i cant stand Morgana. Merlin's guilt also kinda annoying. i dun like both uther and morgana, let them kill each other lol

ok, next, supernatural season 6, ep 3. 1 word: CASTIEL !!!! Hello love, i miss ya! haha.. My comment, sam is really getting more and more annoying.. argh.. come on, sam!!! there is really sumthing wrong with him... aiii.. i m really sad seeing him this season...

ok, i think that's all... until next time :) bye,,,

Random talk session 151: 10 OCT 2010

hello diary! today is 10/10/10 very nice date eh? ehehe... it's sunday.. and yes, it's also sakata gintoki's birthday~ WOOT~ happy bday love~

emm... actually i dun really have no idea what to write... now, suddenly obsessed with david archuleta's song, touch my hand. omg love this song~ so catchy~ i watched some more of his video in utube earlier, and he's really too cute i almost cry lol

i really hope he can occupy my mind for this time being.. i dun want to think of that person T-T please make me forget about him asap. i hate this feeling arrrghh...

emm...what else...i dun even know...i think maybe that;s all. another short entry from me..

bye..

Random talk session 150: u make me bingung...

hello diary...today is 8/10/10. it's friday..

my fav word now is "bingung".... aiihhh...

so..i want to quit next week, but i feel bad to just go like that.. there are too many things i need to do.. argh....

got a free lecture from that 'someone' i like today lol i know la, i know, but i cant easily change myself ok. i dun even like the way i am. i want to change, but i am so stubborn, not towards others, but towards myself...... *sigh*

suddenly i wanna sing 'something bout love'...sumthing bout love that breaks ur heart... yes.. it really breaks my heart..

love hurts so much, i wish i never had that feeling in the first place..arrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............hate this feeling..!!!! arghhhh!!!!

i dun even know why i like guy so freakin fast!!! arghhhhh I HATE THISSSS!!!!!!! GO AWAY EMOTION!!!!!! DAVID ARCHULETA, PLEASE NEUTRALIZE THIS FEELING!!!! I CANT STAND THIS HURTING IN MY HEART T_T

Random talk session 149: woo hoo!

hello diary. today is 6.10.2010. It's wednesday. today, went for 'delivering" again. actually it's more of getting the pengesahan" haha.. megabumi still havent finish, still 1 more. most probably tomoro, and that wil be the official last of my delivering..so sad T_T. i regret for not going myself for the delivering. all of them are good and nice guys XD

today, was...what can i say? i am really happy that i get to get out of the office.

i went to matang/bau/lundu/santubong. arrived home quite late, at 6.30pm sumthing...

i just wanna say this, that haziq guy is really funny. lol. he made me want to LOL so hard! haha.. it was so hard to contain my laughter. i had to think of all the troubles and problems i had... haha.. thanks for making my day dude! and now, some bad things are awaiting me, bcoz i had a really good day today. and i am really scared now...


that's it...lol very short

Random talk session 148: Even my patience has limit

hello diary! today is 1/10/2010. it's friday,

lots of things happened this week. once again, my patience is tested by that inconsiderate person. YOU ARE SOOOO ANNOYING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO ANGRYYYYYYYY!!!!! i hate this feeling!!!! GAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i almost explode yesterday... i took a breathe, and managed to control my anger.

ARRGGHHHHH!!!!! I FEEL LIKE QUITTINGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this morning, i cried thinking of my problems.... argh, so embarrassing... so many people saw me.. aii...

em, this whole week, i went delivering. ah, so happy bcoz i dun need to see that annoying face in the office. i mostly went wit HAR. today was the last delivering, i am gonna miss them, hehe. ah, i also miss the satok jaya guys haha. i saw them on wed, and they still remember me. haha..

i think that's all..

Random talk session 147: today i'm happy

hello diary. today is 27 sept. it's monday.

everything i do today dun seems to be right.. but, one thing for sure, i am happy XD and the reason is bcoz i finally got to went delivering with megabumi...heheheheheheheh... ok, today was really interesting... let me write it here for future reference lol

so, monday morning and i feel very lazy to work in the office today. i wanted to go out... But the problem is, Abg Malek would go with Satok Jaya, and Abg Amit with Megabumi, while HAR had no delivering on monday. And then suddenly Abg Malek said that Abg Amit is taking a leave sick today. so i got to go with megabumi!!! woooo!! hahahahah i was soooo happy and scare at the same time lol so then, i settle some few things and get ready for the delivering. after i finished all that, i remember i had to call haziq and tell him that i would go with him. I was about to call him, when suddenly afida said there's a call for me. i was like, 'omg who is it? boss" i was really scared lol turns out it was haziq lol i think i can recognize his voice now. hehe. i love it when i can recognize people voice (i really love voices ok hehe). so then, i tell him that i am the one going with him. i thought to myself, "finally i can see megabumi's truck" lol. ok. that's settle, and then...dun remember much after that lol so, then i got a message from haziq, wanted me to check some of the participants tel numbers. I was about to call him to tell him the numbers. i dial the operator and asked them to connect to haziq's hp. Guess what. 10 secs after that, my hp rang and it was haziq! lol and not long after that, the (SEDC's) tel rang and afida had to take it for me. .. They cant get through the number i was asking. of coz they cant, he's calling me lololol i am so highly amuse of this...hehehehehhe...so then, skipped again to the part that i go down to meet haziq. i was looking for a huge truck, but there was none. haziq was using hilux. lol there goes my hope of riding their truck XD well, i guess it's ok. so, i walked towards the hilux and feeling scared lol Let's pause, can we? i need to talk about this guy first lololololol

the 1st time that i talked to him was through the phone.
- I was assigned to monitor PUTERA monitoring. I need to call the 3 suppliers and asked if they had any delivery that day. my image of him was...an average joe lol. That was the 1st time i talked to him. i remember what he said vaguely. their company is the only 1 who still havent start delivering..

the 1st time i saw him, i thought he was someone else. who, u ask?
- i was sitting there at my usual place, and suddenly i saw this guy.. he was heading to Abg malek's table. he look like a chinese, and young! i was like, "eh? he's not even bumiputera. he want to apply for PUTERA ka? ....... he's kinda cute" ok, 1,2,3. Let's laugh together. AHHAHAHAHAHA. Done? ok. Done. wanna kno who's the young guy? of coz. it is the infamous haziq that i called before lol

the 1st time that i message him...i dun remember when, but i remember y...
- i dun like talking and phoning people, so i message him. as usual, he was asking for the participants numbers. there was this time, i was asking him about delivering, and he replied wit a very amusing way lol he used "hehe" it's really amusing to me, bcoz to me, i only use that kinda expression wit friends. so when he used that word, i feel like i am actually his friend. hehe..

fast forward >>>>>>

through out the days (lol) he came to the office few times, but i never actually talked to him even though i message him for quite some times. i am too shy ok! haha... i only took a little glimpse of him, dang he's...really amusing lol

...where were we.? oh, i walked closer and closer to the hilux... and then, i was bout to go in, when suddenly i slipped!!!!!!!! arggghhhhh!!!!! i feel so embarrassed!!! this was the official meeting, and that incident just have to happened to me!!

here's the self-explanatory image for my slipped lol

that was kinda a bummer...emmm... so i sit there.. i was really nervous.. that's just the way i am. i dun really like meeting new people (though, he is not that 'new' XD) But after i while, i think i got used to him, we were almost the same age, so dun really feel like when i'm wit older people. i am still with my quite self. dun really had a conversation with him... fast forward again. we got lost and i feel so bad. and he was getting a little mad... i feel so bad bcoz i am totally not helping hm. i feel useless... i said "sorry sorry sorry sorry" in my hearts many times. and i think i was really close in tearing up. i dun even have any appetite.... it was 1pm.. we went to lunch neway. i didnt finish my food though. we talked about more things here..(and of coz, he's doing the talking and i'm just listening). what can i say..he's funny xD he said some funny things XD and he's also very wise for a.. u know, someone so young XD for some reason, all the employed people will says this to me: so hard to find work nowadays. Damn right it is hard! emm... ok, next go to more sad topic. i really hate it when people asked my race....*sigh* i hate my face... he asked the same thing... and i had to spill the bean out! nasib baik la ko a little cute, so i am not that angry lol that's what i thought hahaha... turns out, we are the same. no wonder he also looks a bit like chinese. i think awang is also like us, we can totally form a group lol... emm.... i hate this topic. so moving on! oh, 1 thing very much worth to be noted. in the car, we listened to hitz fm all the way. and i heard 'sumthing bout love' twice lol thank u hitz and thank u david. i think i was managed to be distracted from him for a while when i hear this song lol btw, sometimes he sings too lol dang it...stop being cute....haha.. emmm... what else i want to write about... i have no idea nomore, so i guess that's it?

bye2...

Random talk session 146: Music in my life

hello diary.. it's 1:31 am now...Sunday.

yesterday (saturday) i went wit HAR to deliver. it was so tiring... what i hate most is that i had to wake up so early in the morning. Arrived at kuch at 4pm. thank goodness it didnt extend to 6pm pr sumthing..i assume so, bcoz we had to go to asajaya, serian and then bau...

i have this strange dilemma now. should i go with megabumi for delivering?????? Part of me says, "GOOOO" and part says, "NOOOOOOO".

The part that says "GO" want me to go because i want to see Megabumi's truck XD i already went with HAR and Satok Jaya, so i am really curious bout Megabumi's truck lol and there's also this very strong urge to meet that...guy, u kno. XDDDDDDDDD yes, actually that's the sole reason why in want to go deliver barang PUTERA with Megabumi XD

ok, next is the part that says "NO". it's because i'm to shy to meet him. yes, like usual, i'm so twisted in the inside. i kinda like the guy, but i dun want to meet him...*sigh* i shouldnt have message him to much. before. arghhh i want to divert this feelin dang it...Archuleta is not here, so he cant really do (eventhough he's doing a pretty good job XD lol)

well, i still havent made my mind... i guess we'll wait and see, this monday...

ok, next...still wanna talk about archuleta. this has been in my mind for days, and i think it's worth to blog.

u see, i have been repeating archuleta's songs (notably: crush, evelator and sumthing bout love). and i sing along. and i even look for the lyric. when u think about it, actually it's kinda amazing u know. because, i am a japanese freak, and i have been only listening and singing and memorizing japanese songs for like 9 years ago. and the last time that i love english song was when i was obsessed wit westlife. i memorized all the songs in the coast to coast album for goodness sake! but after i started watching anime, i totally abandon english song. there was this 1 point where i actually dun listen to english song at all! and now, thanks to david archuleta, i even think his songs are even better than japanese songs lol i cant believe this is happening.. sumthing actually win over my japanes overly obsession. or maybe i was just boring? emmm... if that's the case, then how sad it is... oh well, i think that's all... i dunno what else to say..

bye~

PS: sumthing amusing i forgot to mention. i was in sarawak plaza, and then on my way out i heard 'sumthing bout love' on the speaker. i went up to LEA centre and wandering there just to hear that song lol Good job LEA centre for airing that song XD i think the person that played the songs has almost the same taste in music wit me XD last time, they played 911 songs and made me download 911 songs after that XD

Random talk session 145: David Archuleta

hello diary. today is 12.9.2010. it's sunday.

tomoro has to go to work, i feel so lazy la! emm.. anyways, the reason for this post.

i am in archuleta mood again XD i think he's so innocent and cute XD

but he's not very popular compare to Justin Bieber. it breaks my heart. *starts singing 'sumthing bout love'* i have nothing against bieber, i actually like his baby song.. emm...

This is 16 years old bieber (2010)

vs

16 years old Archuleta (2008)

i think it's either the eyes or the.. smile XD arghhh he's so cute it hurts! XD

biever wins the popularity. but to me, archuleta totally wins the cute XD

... btw. sumthing bout love is so catchy song!! i am so addicted to that song now.. *goes listen to it*

there's some interesting story about how i get into archuleta mood again. em, let me start wit how i knew of him a year ago. emm... come to think of it.. i dun really remember lol lemme think ya...

.......... i dun remember 0_o emm... i think it all started with the English version of 'ai nante' and then my friend asked me if it's someone name Daughtry sang it. and then i kinda curious of who is this guy and 1 thing leads to another, i think i came about david archuleta.. and then, i checked his american idols clips and i actually remember seeing it on tv. the kid wit the vocal paralysis XD and then, i downloaded a few other of his perf in american idols. i love the kid. just wanna squish him XD there was this time, where i was dining with my friend at Pohon Mas (RHB), and heard of this one song... and i recognized archuleta's voice XD ok, fast forward to time.. i was sitting at the office, and my friend was boring, so she listens to the radio from her hp. and then, there was this song, i found very catchy, and the singer sounds very, very familiar. i thought it sounded like david archuleta? . i havent listen to his song for like a year, so i was kinda in doubt. so i google the song, and dang! i was right. it was really david archuleta XDD deja vu much? XD and then after that, i begin to wacth and download his old videos again.. and 1 thing for sure. he's still so cute XDDDD i wanna keep him haha..

ok, i think that's all of my archuleta story.. bye2. until next time.

EDIT:
the story about my encounter wit david, i think it is a false memory lol. read here for the maybe more accurate story, i still cant really remember, so i cant confirm..

Random talk session 144: ANGRYYYYYY

hi diary!

today is 23/8/2010. it's monday. i just want to say this:

"wow, you are so freakin annoying!"

that's all...

Random talk session 144: Life in GEMS part 24 (end)

hello diary~

emm.. today is 18/8/2010. it's wednesday. I havent write here for so long.. that's most probably because ever since i started working, I have lost all mood to update my blog. A lot hav happened the past months. Especially the experience I got working with SEDC. I went travelling to Bau, Serian, Simunjan, Sri Aman, etc. There's also some bad things happened. I cried a lot more than ever since working in SEDC, in another word, I've become more emo. I dun like working here. Eventho my work is not that hard, but there is just too many things happened.. I want to get away from this place ASAP.

Oh, i think i will have to end this "life in GEMS" titles... so, this is gonna be the last..

Ok, enough of SEDC.. next is gonna talk abt my fandoms.. First, NEWS. They are gonna realease an album this september, and finally having a con at the end of this year. I feel happy, but obviously, my reaction was so much different that how I use to be. Like I said, the magic is gone.. I still wanna support them and I dun want them to lose though...

ok, next is about the seiyuu fandom. Lately I dwld-ed quite a few videos. And my highlights is the Hetalia DVD event XD It was...interesting, I guess XD I love namikawa XD I kinda hope he sings the tomato songs, but in the end, he didnt. There was not much of singing in the event.. They only sang marukaite chikyuu, and also that prussia guy got to sing 1 song. I dunno his seiyuu and not really a fan of the character, so yeah.. oh! And 1 amazing thing happened in the event XD At first, the casts are asked, who are the other the characters they wanted to do (beside their own character), and Konishi answered “Malaysia” XDDD I was really surprised when he said that. I wondered how in the world he kno about malaysia? My silly head even thought Morita must have mention to Konishi about his (morita) trip to Malaysia XDDDD The live dub in the event was also fun! I love it when they swapped characters XDD

After watching the dvd, I started to catch up wit the others ep of Hetalia. The anime is only like 5 min per ep, so it only took me 1 day to catch up about 40 eps XD emm.. oh, that remind me. Gintama anime had ended.. it's so sad T_T. I guess they ran out of stock material. The gap between the anime and the manga was too close. Well, there's a rumour that Gintama will do a second season after a while.. I do hope so! em.. dunno what else to write about.. so I guess that's it. Bye~ hona~! <-that's like “see u again next time” in kansai ben XD

Random talk session 143: Life in GEMS part 23

hello diary. today is 29/5/2010. it's saturday.

argh, i simply hate my life. nothing seems to satisfy me except for money... i am always living with fear and anxiety..

life usually dont go according to plan, then why do we still making plan??? continuation of my SEDC story...at first i feel relieved when they said that my placement was gonna be at betong (which is at my hometown). And the next day, i got red eye, and was told to rest at home. so i didnt go for the induction, and who knows, this little act of not going for the induction was the cause of all my anxiety, my concerns. my misery, my sadness, my hardship,etc...arrrgghhhhh.. from my friend, i found out that my placement is at sri aman! but i didnt really believ it and tried to call them the whole day. i dun want to go to sri aman!!! if i cant get my hometown, then i would prefer kuching. but what can i do.. i wanted to call them and ask them to change me to HQ but i couldnt reach the person in charge. so, i just get ready to go back to my hometown.. the next day i finally able to contact her, and i finally get to transfer to HQ. but then, another problem arised. my mother already come to take me home, so i had to go back. and also on my way home, i found out that my friend cant rent the house that i was staying in before this.. i feel like "sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga" so many bad luck.. and that times, i wish i was in sri aman. can u see the irony? before this i really resent to go to sri aman... *sigh* but at that time, i really wish i just accept the offer to go to sri aman...

now, i feel like crying. i hate my week self... why cant i be stronger????

ok..enough of emo-ing, sambung later, i have to write abt what i am worrying so much abt now...

tomoro i will going back to kuch. the van is gonna pick me up at 6:30am. so early, rite? i am worry about tomoro. i wonder abt the new house. i think i dun mind even if the house is buruk, as long i hav place to live for the next 6 months... but then again, maybe i will mind it after all? the place is quite near to my work place though.. the pros and cons are balanced.. *sigh*

and also abt tomoro, how in the world i want to bring my stuffs to that place after i arrived at parkson??? i have too many stuffs! esp the computer. this is one of the times i really really regret for not having a laptop *sigh* i dunno if i should bring my computer tomoro? but if i dun bring it, life gonna be so boring..

and then, another major concern, is about my intern wit SEDC. arrghhh i bet i have made a very bad impression to them?? did i touble them for making me transfer to HQ? i hate to trouble people the most... i rather to be unnoticed.. i should have go to their office last wed (the closing ceremony) and discuss abt my placement with them rather than making it's so sudden like what i did..

and there also this batik day thing... i dun have batik clothes... better buy 1 then..

and also, the MC stuffs... what is that gonna be i wonder. i kno iwill hav to do it soon or later and i am so gonna be so much fail. T_T arghhhh

i hate this..so many things to concerns abt...

and most of all, i feel so sad for having to leave home again... sobs..

to be continue...

Random talk session 142: Life in GEMS part 22

hello diary! today is27/5/2010. it's 12:46 am now.. Thursday..

finish the 2.5 moths indoor course on 12th may. gah, miss my company so much! miss my roommates! miss penview!!!

ah, i was re-reading my past entries about how i really hated to go for the GEMS program, but now i really miss it a lot!

emm..been soooo long since i update.. many things happened, but i forgot.. so i guess, it will only remain in memory and not in this blog lol

ok...about induction in SEDC.

i came for the 1 day only. bcoz i had red eye on the 2nd day! i went to the office, but then i was advised to go to clinic and rest. ah, i feel so lost. thankfully, one of the SEDC staff helped me to go to the clinic. i feel so bad, bcoz i had to trouble him.

emm..so also didnt go for the closing ceremony for the induction. wuu, so sad! i wish i was there..

emm.. ok, so i was place at sri aman! but i dun want! i want to change to HQ. i called SEDC earlier abt this, but they didnt called me back... i want to work at kuch... the internet is quiet fast here, and i also still hav that plan to go karaoke wit my friend!!! wuuu!!! so sad!!! i love kuch..

randoM, one of the non-GEMS intern was kinda cute ahahahaha

ahaha... oh, abt the guy in GEMS... i found his FB. the real one...omg he's 6 years younger than me!!! i feel like a pedophile *slap self* this feeling is sooo wrong!! i should forget him!!! ..but then again darn he' s so cute *_* *stares at pic that i stole form his FB* omg i still love him aarrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok, to be continue...

Random talk session 141: Life in GEMS part 21

hello diary...today is 25/4/2010..it's sunday..

emm...lots of things happened the past week, but i am so lazy to update..i guess, the reason that i update so much before this was bcoz i want to say sumthing about the guy..but since i dun see him anymore, i really dont have the mood to update..

i am still sad..

so...

i dunno what to say...

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Random talk session 140: Life in GEMS part 20

hello diary! today is thursday, 15/4/2010.

wow, been 3 days since i updated...

emm...today is the 2nd day for the problem solving module...this module is ok..bcoz it doesnt involve interacting with people, but more on how to solve problems..

yesterday..was not so good day..for this week's speaker corner, we r doing impromtu speech..i, once again, cant control my emotion and starts to cry when i cant do the speech for speaker corner. i dun want to cry, but tears just keep on flowing!! i am so mad at myself!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID EMOTION!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's y i hate presenting..emm...

what else happened? .... emm...nothing much i guess... this week i do newsletter...lol, tu pun nk bgtau...

i still havent see the guy... it's more than a week now... maybe he quit being t he secretriat??? nooooo!!!!!!!!!!! i am so sad T_T he is the sunshine in my rainy day, he is the moon in the lonely nite, he is the joy in my sad GEMS life...T_T i hav the feeling that i wont be seeing him again...this is so freakin sad...

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edited on 5:34pm..
emm..the internet is so sllow..i cant attach the newsletter... ok, the real reason for this edit.

during the gathering of all the companies who r doing problem solving module, one of the secretriat took the pictures. that made me thinking...looks like he really isnt here anymore... T________T i mean, this job is usually done by him...

aiiii....

Random talk session 139: Life in GEMS part 19

hello diary! today is 12 april. it's monday. today starts the interpersonal comunication module. truthfully, i hate this module. but what can i do? i still must give my full attention and participate in the class. i just dun care anymore...whatever la... i still hate speakin in front... just doing this for the sake of the company...arggghh!!!!!!!!! i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..enough about that..

wanna tell the story of what happened this weekend. On friday, i go back to my hometown. in the morning, i go to our company..something not so good happened...it's like a express ur feeling session..what am i not satisfied with?? nothing. really nothing. if there is someone or something i am not satisfied with, it's just me. i hate myself for being so incompetent, for being so lack of knowledge and so not smart...ok, this is getting depressing, let's move to the next topic..

on saturday, i go to sri aman for the SPA test.. i dunno how to answer the questions.. esp the general knowledge part. and then the math test, i only manage to answer half of the questions. and then the essay..wow, i am only writing nonsense. even the penyelia peperiksaan said what i wrote is wrong...

and then on sunday, i go bcak to kuch..arrive at penview at about 1pm. and then later that evening, i suddenly received a phone call from my friend, and invite me to go to jalan2 and karaoke-ing. There was 5 of us. at first we went to Spring, but sadly, the place is full. so then we went to BDC. After that we went to eat at pizza hut. yum~ i have been wanting to eat pizza for a while..i still want to eat..hehe.. That night, we actually had briefing with Tn Haij, so we were really worried that we were gonna be late, thankfully we did make it on time..after thet briefing, we go out again...at first we want to go watch movie, but it was close. so we just went to water front and eat the donuts that we bought in spring earlier..we went home at about 1:30am..wow.. so late..hehe

ok, next topic...the cute guy!! omg i havent seen him for almost 1 week!! i wonder where he is!! where??? :0 i miss that darn guy so much!!!

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Random talk session 138: Life in GEMS part 18

hello diary~ today is 6/4/2010. it's tuesday. emm..today i present again..so many presentation..well, it is the presentation skills module...emm...i still dun like speaking.. maybe i've gain a little bit knowledge on presentation skills, but my speaking skill isnt improving...

emm...i m sad. i did some blunder...i am so bad in doing things... and what's more, i didnt see the guy today... when i'm sad, i miss him even more...aiiii...

dunno what else to write..

emm...ok...what abt this...this guy i am always stalking..i wonder how old he is...i thought he is 20 sumthing, maybe even older than me..but, most probably i'm wrong. i heard some rumor that he just finish his spm..that's means, he's 17 sumthing. omg and i have been liking this guy like crazy. i so dont want to be a pedophile!! haha..well..i guess, no matter what, i am still gonna gaze just a little bit longer at him..as he and his smile is the ease for my sad heart..

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Random talk session 137: Life in GEMS part 17

hello diary! today is 5/4/2010. it's monday...now is 1:13pm. i had just lunch and now at the lab com.

today we start a new module, which is presentation skills. oh, and also today is my 3rd speaker corner. the topic is "the most memorable moment in my life" i told the story about my PKN times. my speech this time, i guess a little better than the last time, but still very bad. i am just never gonna good speaker, as i really hate to speak and i totally hate people looking at me.

today, during lunch just now..i saw the guy XD ahhhhhh seriously i cant stand to c him bcoz he's sooooo cute!!!! geram tengok dia XDD he was taking the drinking water, and that time i also wanted to take the water. at first i just want to look at him from the back, but it would look too obvious if i just stand there. He went to take the glass, and then i took mine too. i smell the glass, and then he was like, smell his glass too. oh god he's sooooooooooooooo cute XDDD somebody kidnap him for me please!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD

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Random talk session 136: Life in GEMS part 16

Hello diary..today is 3/4/2010, it's saturday..

emm, as usual, this week was a busy week, i didnt update my blog for days...

today was the english fair...i am so happy bcoz our company won the newscasting category. yay!! good job mellisa, norlida and mildred!!

2 days ago on 2/4/201o, i was really sad bcoz we were beaten at the semi final for debate... we also didnt get to the final for the sales presentation..but i still want to say good job to all the members..eventho we didnt win, we did try our best..

ok next...dun remember anymore..

about the guy.. today.. i saw him..and he was kinda close (maybe about 30 cm) kyaahhhhh...i am so happy XDDD i wanted to see him a little longer, but there were so many people, so i cant be to obvious...i want to c him again..aarrghhh..this feeling...i dun like it, but i also like it...so complex...

dunno what else to say...

oh..on thurday, i slept so late bcoz i was doing the newsletter...i slept at 3am...

what else...emm...dunno anymore..so..

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Random talk session 135: Life in GEMS part 15

hello diary..today is 30th mac. it's wed...

emm....we will have the 2nd preliminary round for debate tonite..our company will be facing Ruby...wuu...i hope we can win..

i am involve in sales presention...but it doesnt go really well it seems...emm... i kinda hope we can go to the final at least...

yesterday finally i saw the guy XDD i didnt see him for 2 days, so i am really glad when he came to the debate 1st preliminary XDDDD

and then, this morning, i saw him again XDD as usual, he is taking pictures of the class..haha.. also, i saw him earlier too...he was bringing some kotak to the lab com?? or sumthing...

emm..i am still feeling not good today..so...

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Random talk session 134: Life in GEMS part 14

hello diary~ today is 28/3/2010. it's sunday..

emm....yesterday (sat) didnt c the guy...and today too...i wonder wht's he's doing..where he is..i didnt even see him during lunch or dinner...emmm...

ahh...on friday..i took off the decoration in the office...i think i made quite a stir...aiiii...i feel so guilty!!!! what should i do to repent???? .............i am so sad.....

tomoro start english class...wuuu...

emm...i have no idea...

wait...i dreamt of NEWS.. i have been neglecting them for quite some time ever since i start stalking the guy...haha..i am such a bad fan!!! i am so sorry oh my dear NEWS....

oh, and on fri, finally watched hyoutei eternity's perf in tenipuri festa..i lol-ed XDDDD hahaah...i dun kno...it's kinda funny...i still love the guy nonetheless XDD

ok, no more idea again..

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Random talk session 133: Life in GEMS part 13

hello diary! today is 26/3/2010. it's friday...

emm...today..no class, but we have a public speaking competition between companies. sadly, we didnt win. Our representatives (zarina n aizuddin) did a good job, it's just they were not lucky enough to pick the hard topic...well, better luck next time i guess... oh, addditional note, that termizi guy was so funny! haha he's so selamba~ haha.. in the end, he was like, "peace!" and said "spread love!!" lol and that aziz iban guy, also funny...he said he dun really sing english song, but only sing iban songs hahaha...and also, lol @ aizuddin, singing "i believe i can fly" hahaha

ok..next, on the afternoon, at 4:30pm we have sport activities...i was watching the ping pong competition..again, we lost...but i think our team done a very very good job!!!! ian and rizal, GOOD JOB!!!

....next topic~~ about the cute guy...during the sport activity, i saw him XD at one time, he was just in front of me...he's sooooooo cute~~~ i feel like kissing his cheek..HIS CHEEK, OK!!!!!!!! NOT THAT KINDA KISS!! ahh...why so cute...

oh, i also saw the guy in the morning during the public speaking corner...he was in front of me too...not that close, but not that far too also..like, medium only XD i was staring at him while trying to avoid eye contact wit him...i really hope he didnt notice me...... i am a really twisted girl in the inside... i dun want the person that i like to kno my existence, and most importantly, i dun want him to kno my feelings...aii..so complicated..

during the short break of the public speaking, there was a acara selingan, and one of our company member read a joke...but sadly seems like nobody get the joke, even that guy, haha. i was really amused seeing the guy looking blur XD haha blur blur pun, masih nampk kiut XDDDD hahahah

emm...what else..oh, a little about the class..

on tuesday and monday was the grooming module..our trainer was haji shukri. it was..kinda fun i guess XD eventho i really dislike doing make up and stuffs...

and then on wed and thurs is the project management module. we were soooo busy!!!! omg really busy!!! that's y i didnt hav time to update my blog...

on wed, we work until 12:30am to finish the slide show...

on thursay nite pula, we hav auditoring session...thank goodness i didnt get chosen to be interview... we went back at a bout 11pm...

and my 2nd speaker corner was on thursday. my topic was the advantage of self employment..as usual, my speech is bleh....

emm...need to do sumthing..i guess that's all...

-to be continue-