Random talk session 293

hello diary! today is 20/9/2017... Wednesday..  about 1 hour need to go to work ugh i feel so lazy

anyway.. so yeah... i still like gene? lol like, seriously, how did i come to like these guys.. i am still questioning myself on this.. if there is one thng i m really tired of it is freakin jpop and idols.. like, i can like them casually, and all, but i nvr thought i would get overly obsessed with idols ever again after news.

there is no one else to blame, but freakin shirahama alan guy hiiieeee how did he managed to break this wall in my heart??????  since i wanna see more of him, i had to watch his group too lol damn it gene.. i m too old for them too... one thing i can say about gene is, they are really crazy brats lol... they are kinda similar to kanjani?? becoz of the craziness?? lol but i nvr even interested in kanjani back in the days...  so, it is def not their crazy antique that got me to like them.. what about music then? nothing special also.. ryota sounds like tegoshi to me, for some reason lol.. only ryuto is somewhat sumthing fresh to me. i really like the tone of his speaking voice...

damn.. why do i like gene??? it is not their crazy antique, nor their music or their style??? they just has this charm??? and i am strangely attracted to them?? it is surely one of the mystery of my life..

i guess i m thankful for them, coz my life seems to be colorful again after i get to know them.. real life has been so hard to me last year and beginning of 2017..

i think that is all for today..