Random talk session 112: fandoms....fandoms...

hello diary! today is friday, 8/1/2010. it's 12:50am...

was reading a seiyuu fan blog (a really big fan)..and then i start to question myself, what kind of fan i am? am i really a fan?

me, who also love NEWS, which is an idol grup. they dun seem really related..i wonder y i like them...oh, and to be clear, i am not a JE fan. i ONLY love NEWS. and i am kinda update wit kattun since i join the community. no arashi, no kanjani (ohkura is cute tho XD). i am dedicating my self as being a NEWS's fan. but sadly, i think my passion for them was not like it use to be. i think. u kno, the magic is gone. i dun love them as much as the 1st time i come to kno them. wait. isnt that normal? lol i mean, it's like male-female relationship right? at the 1st stage: the meeting, lovey-dovey-dating,etc. and then they decided to go to the 2nd stage, marriage. and few years later, i ask, is the love passion is still as hot as it was? not really right? but, there's one thing for sure, the feeling for the partner is still the same right? the love. the memories. it's still there. so, eventho the feeling is not that as much as before, but it's still there, and it has become more meaningful than it was. ah, i am getting confusing lol. ok, back to NEWS. but there's still one problem, i have no read their magazine interviews or nikki for very long time. u can say i am lazy lol. but thankful i read some of my fellow fangirls blog, so i kno the little highlight what they said in magazines. neway, i am gonna try to read for interviews and nikki from now.

next is, gonna talk the other fandom of mine, seiyuu@voice actors. reading the seiyuu's fan blog, i feel disapointed at myself. i dun think i deserve to call myself a fan, really. i guess i just have this weird reaction towards voices lol. seriously, sometime, when i listen to some seiyuu song (current ex: suwabe's song, forgot the title), i have this strange-feel like my heart gonna burst-feeling (a.k.a. overly excited feeling). i listen to NEWS songs and they never give me that feeling. it's so strange yo!! xD NEWS songs make me sad instead lol (yes, i'm talking abt share XD). and 1 more different, i dun really pay attention to their voices (NEWS). while listening to seiyuu songs, i would concentrate on how they sound (not on how bad or how good their sing, but their voice in general). so anyway, i also have so many fav seiyuu. i seems to like one after another lol. note to self, really has to pick favs later lol. anyway..what else? oh, i was browsing the net, looking for Sta*Men dvds. but fail, they dun exist. nobod upload them T_T. i guess i have to buy the dvd after all? but i really wanna watch it sooner. Sta*Men seems like a very funny grup. and they hav very random activities lol

ok, next, about anime. i dun watch much anime as before. well, actually i am still watching Gintama XD

ah, i feel sleepy, i guess that's all. mayb i'll continue the rants on anime another time. ja :)