Random talk session 139: Life in GEMS part 19

hello diary! today is 12 april. it's monday. today starts the interpersonal comunication module. truthfully, i hate this module. but what can i do? i still must give my full attention and participate in the class. i just dun care anymore...whatever la... i still hate speakin in front... just doing this for the sake of the company...arggghh!!!!!!!!! i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..enough about that..

wanna tell the story of what happened this weekend. On friday, i go back to my hometown. in the morning, i go to our company..something not so good happened...it's like a express ur feeling session..what am i not satisfied with?? nothing. really nothing. if there is someone or something i am not satisfied with, it's just me. i hate myself for being so incompetent, for being so lack of knowledge and so not smart...ok, this is getting depressing, let's move to the next topic..

on saturday, i go to sri aman for the SPA test.. i dunno how to answer the questions.. esp the general knowledge part. and then the math test, i only manage to answer half of the questions. and then the essay..wow, i am only writing nonsense. even the penyelia peperiksaan said what i wrote is wrong...

and then on sunday, i go bcak to kuch..arrive at penview at about 1pm. and then later that evening, i suddenly received a phone call from my friend, and invite me to go to jalan2 and karaoke-ing. There was 5 of us. at first we went to Spring, but sadly, the place is full. so then we went to BDC. After that we went to eat at pizza hut. yum~ i have been wanting to eat pizza for a while..i still want to eat..hehe.. That night, we actually had briefing with Tn Haij, so we were really worried that we were gonna be late, thankfully we did make it on time..after thet briefing, we go out again...at first we want to go watch movie, but it was close. so we just went to water front and eat the donuts that we bought in spring earlier..we went home at about 1:30am..wow.. so late..hehe

ok, next topic...the cute guy!! omg i havent seen him for almost 1 week!! i wonder where he is!! where??? :0 i miss that darn guy so much!!!

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