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March 11, 2011

Random talk session 194: Depress!!

hello diary! today is 11/3/2011.. Hisashiburi!!! Quite a while since i update.. well, i have been busy coz of my new job and i feel so lazy to reload my broadband..

anyway, yeah, like i said, really been a while, and there are lots of things happened that i didnt managed to blog in.. so many things actually..

i am now at bintulu.. precisely at the GT Plywood quarters... been here for about 2 weeks..

anyway, to make it very short, i feel depressed working in the lab.. i has forgot everything i've learned in university.. i cant do the analysis.. to sum up, i suck so bad!!! aarghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate myself.. seriously. i cant do anything right.. arrghhh!! i feel so frustrated..

aii, enough of that.. next, is about.. my new kataomoi LOL so yeah, atarashii no kataomoi ga mitsuketanda.. LOL new place, new kataomoi, how typical of my life.. anyway.. there's a bit story on it, so before i forgot, i want to wrte about it..

it started on the first day that i went to the.. that place lol... And, soko de, ano hito ga iru.. at first, i dun think of anything towards aitsu, demo.. when anohito watashi ni hanashita, i think that was the time that i starts to.. u kno, koi wo hajimeru?? LOL haiya, it's so hard to tell the story wit my random japanese wording lol

and after the 2 weeks, today i got the infamous feel like throwing up when i think of anohito.. LOL

emm... i think that's it for today.. actually there are lots of things i want to write, but somehow, i dunno how to lol

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