Random talk session 193: crush and burn

hello diary! today is 19/2/2011. friday..

now at kuching. arrived yesterday. went to kuching to sent my big bro to the airport. he got a new job at selangor.. today got up so early coz of that. i woke up at 3am...

emm.. on another story. so after we sent him off, we went back to my cousin's house.. i fell asleep again lol and i had the strangest dream.. *sigh* no, strange is not the word...it's about watashi no kata omoi.. in the dream, for some reason, i took a glimpse of ano hito, then, watashi ga, try really hard to find ano hito.. watashi wa sagashite, sagashite, then i wake up, and.. i feel so sad coz ano hito aeru mae ni, yume ga mezameshita...

and i realize sumthing, watashi wa, ano hito no koto ga sugoku aitai desu.. ai tai, ai tai wo tamaranai.. i hate part of me that feel this way.

the end.. yeah, very short i kno.. just wanna record that i had this feeling before...