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March 14, 2010

Random talk session 125: Life in GEMS Part 5-hate and love

hello dairy. today is 14/3/2010, it's sunday..

i am still sad about the english placement...and getting nervous since the class start tomoro. DOOMSDAY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! i like blogging in english but i totally totally hate to speak in english!!! cant they freakin understand?????? arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like cyring everytime i think of this. i cant stand it....i cant...

tomoro..is...gonna...be...hell.......

ok...i'll stop being emo now, and talk about...ya kno..the happy thing XD today...saw him again during lunch time.. i didnt expect to c him there XD haha

yesterday, i went to the secretriat's office to ask about the timesheet. i was sooo nervous that he might be in the room XDDDDDDDDDDD but at the same time, i want to c him..but i dun want him to c me, i dun want to talk to him.. i opened the door very, very slowly, so that i can prepare myself haha thankfully, he was not there! haha XDDD

i guess the only times i got to talk to him was during the register day...ops, i'll stop at that XDDDDD i cant reveal too much information XDDDD i'll start to giggle everytime i think of that..bcoz it's kinda funny...the only thing that i talk to him about..haha..

anyway, during the register day, i was still nervous and blur. i didnt even notice the guy until i sat down on the chair and lift my head to talk to him...and then i think something "spark" inside of me...wait..or maybe it was just me thinking he's too young to be one of the secretriat of GEMS lol anyway, where was i...oh! after that, i didnt really think of him, bcoz i was feeling sad that i had to join this GEMS program...and that nite, during induction, i saw him again...

the next day... i saw him again... and before i knew it... i start to feel like i want to c him again and again and again and again and again...

...omg...wait!!!!!!!!!!!!! during the explorace...i think i was too excited, so i was shouting and he was there too. he must have heard me and thought i'm crazy???? omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *DIES*

-to be continue-

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